04 God Emperor of Dune

Duncan, to learn why he did that to himself!” “And you have?” Idaho asked. “When I was most angry,” Moneo said, “and he saw himself through my eyes, he said: ‘How dare you be offended by me?’ It was then=’ Moneo swallowed= `that he made me look into the horror… that he had seen.” Tears welled from Moneo’s eyes and ran down his cheeks. “And I was only glad that I did not have to make his decision . . . that I could content myself with being a follower.” “I have touched him,” Hwi whispered. “Then you know?” Moneo asked her. “Without seeing it, I know,” she said. In a low voice, Moneo said: “I almost died of it. I . . .” He shuddered, then looked up at Idaho. “You must not. . .” “Damn you all!” Idaho snarled. He turned and dashed from the room. Hwi stared after him, her face a mask of anguish. “Ohhh, Duncan,” she whispered. “You see?” Moneo asked. “You were wrong. Neither you nor the Fish Speakers have gentled him. But you, Hwi, you have only contributed to his destruction.” Hwi turned her anguish toward Moneo. “I will not see him again,” she said. For Idaho, the passage down to his quarters became one of the most difficult times in his memory. He tried to imagine that his face was a plasteel mask held immobile to hide the turmoil within. None of the guards he passed could be permitted to see his pain. He did not know that most of them made accurate guesses about his emotion and shared a compassion for him. All of them had sat through briefings on the Duncans and had learned to read them well. In the corridor near his quarters, Idaho encountered Nayla walking slowly toward him. Something in her face, a look of indecision and loss, stopped him briefly and almost brought him out of his internal concentration. “Friend?” he said, speaking when he was only a few paces from her. She looked at him, abrupt recognition obvious on her square face. What an odd-looking woman, he thought. “I am no longer Friend,” she said and passed by him down the corridor. Idaho turned on one heel and stared at her retreating back-

those heavy shoulders, that plodding sense of terrible muscles. What was she bred for? he wondered. It was only a passing thought. His own concerns returned more strongly than before. He strode the few paces to his door and into his quarters. Once inside, Idaho stood a moment with clenched fists at his sides. have no more ties to any time, he thought. And how odd that this was not a liberating thought. He knew, though, that he had done the thing which would begin freeing Hwi from her love for him. He was diminished. She would think of him soon as a small, petulant fool, a subject only of his own emotions. He could feel himself fading from her immediate concerns. And that poor Moneo! Idaho sensed the shape of the things which had formed the pliant majordomo. Duty and responsibility. What a safe haven those were in a time of difficult decisions. I was like that once, Idaho thought. But that was in another life, another time.

=== The Duncans sometimes ask if I understand the exotic ideas of our past? And if I understand them, why can’t I explain them? Knowledge, the Duncans believe, resides only in particulars. I try to tell them that all words are plastic. Word images begin to distort in the instant of utterance. Ideas imbedded in a language require that particular language for expression. This is the very essence of the meaning within the word exotic. See how it begins to distort? Translation squirms in the presence of the exotic. The Galach which I speak here imposes itself. It is an outside frame of reference, a particular system. Dangers lurk in all systems. Systems incorporate the unexamined beliefs of their creators. Adopt a system, accept its beliefs, and you help strengthen the resistance to change. Does it serve any purpose for me to tell the Duncans that there are no languages for some things? Ahhh! But the Duncans believe that all languages are mine.

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