Bullet – Stephen King
Bullet
by STEPHEN KING
I was a junior at the University of Maine when Mrs. McCurdy called about ma. My father died when I was too young to remember him and I was an only child, so it was just Alan and Jean Parker against the world. Mrs. McCurdy, who lived just up the road, called at the apartment I shared with three other guys. She had gotten the number off the magnetic minder- board ma kept on her fridge.
Twas a stroke, she said in that long and drawling Yankee accent of hers. Happened at the restaurant. But don’t you go flyin off all half- cocked. Doctor says it wa’ant too bad. She’s awake and she’s talkin.
Yeah, but is she making sense? I asked. I was trying to sound calm, even amused, but my heart was beating fast and the living room suddenly felt too warm. I had the apartment all to myself; it was Wednesday, and both my roomies had classes all day.
Oh, ayuh. First thing she said was for me to call you but not to scare you. That’s pretty sensible, wouldn’t you say?
Yeah. But of course I was scared. When someone calls and tells you your mother’s been taken from work to the hospital in an ambulance, how else are you supposed to feel?
She said for you to stay right there and mind your schoolin until the weekend. She said you could come then, if you didn’t have too much studyin t’do.
Sure, I thought. Fat chance. I’d just stay here in this ratty, beer- smelling apartment while my mother lay in a hospital bed a hundred miles south, maybe dying.
She’s still a young woman, your ma, Mrs. McCurdy said. It’s just that she’s let herself get awful heavy these last few years, and she’s got the hypertension. Plus the cigarettes. She’s goin to have to give up the smokes.
I doubted if she would, though, stroke or no stroke, and about that I was right my mother loved her smokes. I thanked Mrs. McCurdy for calling.
First thing I did when I got home, she said. So when are you coming, Alan? Sad’dy? There was a sly note in her voice that suggested she knew better.
I looked out the window at a perfect afternoon in October: bright blue New England sky over trees that were shaking down their yellow leaves onto Mill Street. Then I glanced at my watch. Twenty past three. I’d just been on my way out to my four o’clock philosophy seminar when the phone rang.
You kidding? I asked. I’ll be there tonight. Her laughter was dry and a little cracked around the edges Mrs. McCurdy was a great one to talk about giving up the cigarettes, her and her Winstons. Good boy! You’ll go straight to the hospital, won’t you, then drive out to the house?
I guess so, yeah, I said. I saw no sense in telling Mrs. McCurdy that there was something wrong with the transmission of my old car, and it wasn’t going
anywhere but the driveway for the foreseeable future. I’d hitchhike down to Lewiston, then out to our little house in Harlow if it wasn’t too late. If it was, I’d snooze in one of the hospital lounges. It wouldn’t be the first time I’d ridden my thumb home from school. Or slept sitting up with my head leaning against a Coke machine, for that matter.
I’ll make sure the key’s under the red wheelbarrow, she said. You know where I mean, don’t you?
Sure. My mother kept an old red wheelbarrow by the door to the back shed; in the summer it foamed with flowers. Thinking of it for some reason brought Mrs. McCurdy’s news home to me as a true fact: my mother was in the hospital, the little house in Harlow where I’d grown up was going to be dark tonight there was no one there to turn on the lights after the sun went down. Mrs. McCurdy could say she was young, but when you’re just twenty- one yourself, forty- eight seems ancient.
Be careful, Alan. Don’t speed. My speed, of course, would be up to whoever I hooked a ride with, and I personally hoped that whoever it was would go like hell. As far as I was concerned, I couldn’t get to Central Maine Medical Center fast enough. Still, there was no sense worrying Mrs. McCurdy.