“Our mutual feeling that the Red Star is a menace and that the Threads will come! We decided that out of pure conceit and then went back between times to particularly crucial points in our lives and strengthened that notion, in our earlier selves. And for you, it was when you decided you were destined” her voice made the word mocking “to become Weyrleader one day.
“Could it be,” she went on scornfully, “that our ultraconservative R’gul has the right of it? That there have been no Threads for four hundred Turns because there are no more? And that the reason we have so few dragons is because the dragons sense they are no longer essential to Pern? That we are anachronisms as well as parasites?”
F’lar did not know how long he sat looking up at her bitter face or how long it took him to find answers to her probing questions.
“Anything is possible, Weyrwoman,” he heard his voice replying calmly. “Including the unlikely fact that an eleven year old child, scared stiff, could plot revenge on her family’s murderer and against all odds succeed.”
She took an involuntary step forward, struck by his unexpected rebuttal. She listened intently.
“I prefer to believe,” he went on inexorably, “that there is more to life than raising dragons and playing spring games. That is not enough for me. And I have made others look further, beyond self-interest and comfort. I have given them a purpose, a discipline. Everyone, dragonfolk and Holder alike, profits. I am not looking in these Records for reassurance. I’m looking for solid facts.
“I can prove, Weyrwoman, that there have been Threads. I can prove that there have been Intervals during which the Weyrs have declined. I can prove that if you sight the Red Star directly bracketed by the Eye Rock at the moment of winter solstice, the Red Star will pass close enough to Pern to throw off Threads. Since I can prove these facts, I believe Pern is in danger. / believe … not the youngster of fifteen Turns ago. F’lar, the bronze rider, the Weyrleader, believes it!”
He saw her eyes reflecting shadowy doubts, but he sensed his arguments were beginning to reassure her.
“You felt constrained to believe in me once before,” he went on in a milder voice, “when I suggested that you could be Weyrwoman. You believed me and …” He made a gesture around the weyr as substantiation.
She gave him a weak, humorless smile. “That was because I had never planned what to do with my life once I did have Fax lying dead at my feet. Of course, being Ramoth’s Weyrmate is wonderful, but” she frowned slightly “it isn’t enough any more, either. That’s why I wanted so to learn to fly and …”
“… . that’s how this argument started in the first place,” F’lar finished for her with a sardonic smile.
He leaned across the table urgently.
“Believe with me, Lessa, until you have cause not to. I respect your doubts. There’s nothing wrong in doubting. It sometimes leads to greater faith. But believe with me until spring. If the Threads have not fallen by then …” He shrugged fatalistically.
She looked at him for a long moment and then inclined her head slowly in agreement.
He tried to suppress the relief he felt at her decision. Lessa, as Fax had discovered, was a ruthless adversary and a canny advocate. Besides these, she was Weyrwoman: essential to his plans.
“Now, let’s get back to the contemplation of trivia. They do tell me, you know, time, place, and duration of Thread incursions,” he grimied up at her reassuringly. “And those facts I must have to make up my timetable.”
“Timetable? But you said you didn’t know the time.”
“Not the day to the second when the Threads may spin . down. For one thing, while the weather holds so unusually cold for this time of year, the Threads simply turn brittle and blow away like dust. They’re harmless. However, when the air is warm, they are viable and … deadly.” He made fists of both hands, placing one above and to one side of the other. “The Red Star is my right hand, my left is Pern. The Red Star tarns very fast and in the opposite direction to us. It also wobbles erratically.”