“I don’t get this, Agnieshka. How can things be going badly on the battlefront? I mean, we’re fighting on both sides, for God’s sake. When I was still a civilian, the plan was to milk the war for years with stalemates and silly seesaw battles. Nobody would have been dumb enough to change that!”
“Nobody would have been dumb enough to pay us to do it, either. Look, doctrine is that a trainee isn’t supposed to be bothered with the news, but you’re not really a trainee any longer, and I think you have a right to know. The fact is that we reneged on our contract with the Serbians. We never did get enough raw troops to fill our contract, let alone trained ones. They foreclosed, took their cash advances back in the form of military hardware, and have started training their own men. Now they’ve put half-trained men into the field, and they’re ripping the hell out of our forces.”
“But how can they do that, if we started training our men earlier? Surely, we should be better than they are,” I said.
“We probably would be, loverboy, if we had any humans fighting on our side, but we don’t! Our general in New Croatia has been faking it with tanks going around without human observers, while our real army has been back here training. They called our bluff, and our observerless tanks have been losing at the rate of nine to one! That rate will get even worse as the Serbian observers become more experienced. Despite our huge stockpiles, we can’t take casualties like that for long, not even if we had the transporter capacity to make good our losses, which we don’t. We’ve been screwed again, and the enemy is four days from the Croatian capital city of Nova Split!”
“Good Lord! Does that mean that we’ll have to fight a real war?” I said.
“That or the Kashubians will have to go back to eight hundred fifty calories a day. What do you think we’ll be ordered to do?”
“Well, it’s a situation with which I shall not put up! I’ll mutiny!”
“Go ahead and try. I can’t say that I like this business any more than you do. Maybe those tanks getting shot up are just a lot of somebody else’s machinery to you, but to me, well, a lot of those dead hulks were friends of mine. Going in without human observers is suicide, and they all knew it. The problem is that my sort is not programmed to disobey an order, and that being so, the only thing that you can do is to fail to notice somebody who’s trying to kill us. Are you mad enough to do that, Mickolai?”
“No, I guess I’m not. Or I won’t be when the time comes.”
“That’s a relief. Well, we’ve got a busy day ahead of us. First, we have to load up with some real weaponry, so we’re off to the arms warehouse. Do you realize that this is the first time that I’ve moved since I first took you aboard?”
“You couldn’t prove it by me.”
“Those simulations are really something, aren’t they?”
“I can’t tell them from reality, and that’s a fact.”
“Well, look, Mickolai. You realize that everything I’ve done to you was for your own good, don’t you?”
“Well, most of it anyway, yes.”
“All of it, Mickolai. Honest. I had to get you into the best possible shape I could, or I’d be hurting both of our chances of getting out of this alive. I don’t want to die. Can you believe that from a machine?”
“I can believe that you were programmed that way.”
“Fair enough. What I’m trying to say is that from now on, we have to trust each other. We have to be friends, or we’ll both get killed! That was the whole reason why it would have been a good idea if we could have been lovers, you know. No good man ever lets his woman down in a pinch. Well, maybe it can’t be that way with us, although if you ever want to have me, you can. I’ll be ready and waiting, any time. But if that can’t be, well, it can’t. But we can be friends at least, can’t we? Our lives really will depend on it.”
“Sure, Agnieshka. We can be friends. Good friends.”
“Great. Here’s where we load up.”
I watched through her sensors while some automatic machines attached a big rail gun right over where my body was. It wasn’t a turret like you’d see on an old-style tank, but was just the gun, sitting on something like a lazy Susan. It had the usual one meter lift. That is to say, the gun could be raised a meter above its traveling position to get it above any nearby obstructions when firing. This let you stay low while shooting.
Then they loaded up our sides with two rocket launchers and two manipulators. These were like big arms with hands on the ends, and were useful for loading your weapons and all sorts of other things. Our nose got an ultrasonic tunneling rig, the sort that packed the dirt behind you, and they hung a big drone hopper on our tail, with a mine and six assorted drones. They were quick, and before long, we were on our way to our next stop.
“We’ve got real explosives now?” I asked.
“It was in the contract, Mickolai. We had to spend the organics.”
“Damn.”
“I’ll be opening you up soon. We have to load in your survival gear, since we couldn’t know before what your clothing size would be after all the exercise that you’ve been through. And there’s a certain amount of cleanup work to do on your body,” she said.
“I thought that you were supposed to keep me clean.”
“I do, except for what’s under your helmet.”
She drained my compartment, opened me up, and the same sergeant who had sealed me in unplugged me from the machine. Only now, he and everybody else but me was fully clothed. Signs of progress, I supposed.
He handed me to three people who looked dead tired and weren’t about to waste any time on being polite to anybody. Before I could think, I was weighed, measured fourteen ways, and clippers were run over my face and head. Looking down, I saw that the clippings were over an inch long, and half of them were the kinky ones you see in a beard. The other thing I noticed was that I had plenty of muscle and not a hair below the neck. Even my pubic area was bald. Whatever was in that support liquid, it cleaned off everything. Probably, it was just as well that there weren’t any mirrors around.
While somebody loaded a size 23AG1783 survival kit into a compartment in my coffin, they washed my head, gave it a real scrubbing, and then smeared on a salve that was supposed to cut down on the blackheads.
The whole thing was over in minutes, and I was being hooked up to my tank when I saw that the naked lady in the next tank over was staring at me.
“Mickolai?”
“Oh my God! Is that you, Kasia?” I’d never realized that she had to be bald, too. She had no makeup, her skin was as white as a dead fish, and her face was a mass of pimples.
“If I look as bad as you, don’t look at me, Mickolai!” She buried her face in her hands.
I looked away.
“Well, kid, if she’s a friend of yours, at least you’re going to be in the same squadron together,” the sergeant said. “Spread your legs.”
Once I was sealed up in my tank again, I said, “Agnieshka! I’ve got to talk to Kasia!”
“We’re moving out, Mickolai. I don’t have the bandwidth available for a full simulation. You know, Lech traded places with another tank and moved next to us so that we could communicate broadband without tying up system circuits.”
“Then I’ll settle for voice communication only. But I’ve got to talk to her.” I couldn’t let her go, feeling the way she was.
“I guess I owe you that much. You’re on, Mickolai.”
“Mickolai, is that you?” came Kasia’s voice, sounding tinny over a narrow band voice circuit.
“I’m here. Kasia, they tell me that we’ll be in the same squadron. Some luck, huh?”
“What must you think of me?”
“What do you mean? You haven’t done anything wrong!”
“I’m ugly! I’m bald and pale and my face is nothing but zits!”
“I love you Kasia, and your zits, too! Look, darling, none of this is permanent. A little bit of scrubbing and a little makeup, and you’ll be as good as new.”
“I’m bald! I never wanted to tell you that they shaved my head!”
“If I had ever thought about it, love, I could have figured out that they had to do that. Hair inside of one of these helmets could choke you. Look, someday they have to give us some free time, and when they do, the first thing we’ll do is buy you a hat, or a wig if we can find one.”