A Happy Death by Albert Camus

swim—a conscious hygiene. He drove very fast, resolved to take advantage of his discovery in

order to establish himself in a routine which would henceforth require no further effort, to harmonize his

own breathing with the deepest rhythm of time, of life itself.

The next morning he got up early and walked down to the sea. The sky was already brilliant, and the

morning full of rustling wings and crying birds. But the sun was only touching the horizon’s curve, and

when Mersault stepped into the still-lusterless water, he seemed to be swimming in an indeterminate

darkness until, as the sun climbed higher, he thrust his arms into streaks of icy red and gold. Then he

swam back to land and walked up to his house. His body felt alert and ready for whatever the day might

bring. Every morning, now, he came downstairs just before sunrise, and this first action controlled the rest

of his day. Moreover, these swims exhausted him, but at the same time, because of the fatigue and the

energy they afforded, they gave his entire day a flavor of abandonment and joyful lassitude. Yet the hours

still seemed long to him—he had not yet detached time from a carcass of habits which still littered the

past. He had nothing to do, and his time stretched out, measureless, before him. Each minute recovered its

miraculous value, but he did not yet recognize it for what it was. Just as the days of a journey seem

interminable whereas in an office the trajectory from Monday occurs in a flash, so Mersault, stripped of

all his props, still tried to locate them in a life which had

nothing but itself to consider. Sometimes he picked up his watch and stared as the minute hand shifted

from one number to the next, marveling that five minutes should seem so interminable. Doubtless that

watch opened the way—a painful and tormenting way—which leads to the supreme art of doing nothing.

He learned to walk; sometimes in the afternoon he would walk along the beach as far as the ruins of

Tipasa; then he would lie down among the wormwood bushes, and with his hands on the warm stone

would open his eyes and his heart to the intolerable grandeur of that seething sky. He matched the

pounding of his blood with the violent pulsation of the sun at two o’clock, and deep in the fierce

fragrance, deafened by the invisible insects, he watched the sky turn from white to deep-blue, then pale to

green, pouring down its sweetness upon the still-warm ruins. He would walk home early then, and go to

bed. In this passage from sun to sun, his days were organized according to a rhythm whose deliberation

and strangeness became as necessary to him as had been his office, his restaurant, and his sleep in his

mother’s room. In both cases, he was virtually unconscious of it. But now, in his hours of lucidity, he felt

that time was his own, that in the brief interval which finds the sea red and leaves it green, something

eternal was represented for him in each second. Beyond the curve of the days he glimpsed neither

superhuman happiness nor eternity—hap-piness was human, eternity ordinary. What mat-]

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tered was to humble himself, to organize his heart to match the rhythm of the days instead of submitting their rhythm to the curve of human hopes.

Just as there is a moment when the artist must stop, when the sculpture must be left as it is, the painting

untouched—just as a determination not to know serves the maker more than all the resources of

clairvoyance—so there must be a minimum of ignorance in order to perfect a life in happiness. Those

who lack such a thing must set about acquiring it: unintelligence must be earned.

On Sundays, Mersault played pool with Perez. The old fisherman, one arm a stump cut off above the

elbow, played pool in a peculiar fashion, puffing out his chest and leaning his stump on the cue. When

they went out fishing in the morning, Perez rowed with the same skill, and Mersault admired the way he

would stand in the boat pushing one oar with his chest, the other with his good hand. The two men got

along well. After the morning’s fishing, Perez cooked cuttlefish in a hot sauce, stewing them in their own

ink, and soaking up the black juice left in the pan with pieces of bread. As they sat in the fisherman’s

kitchen over the sooty stove, Perez never spoke, and Mersault was grateful to him for this gift of silence.

Sometimes, after his morning swim, he would see the old man putting his boat in the sea, and he would

join him. “Shall I come with you, Perez?”

“Get in.”

They put the oars in the locks and rowed to gether, Mersault being careful not to catch his feet in the

trawling hooks. Then they would fish, and Mersault would watch the lines, gleaming to the water’s

surface, black and wavering underneath. The sun broke into a thousand fragments on the sea, and

Mersault breathed the heavy stifling smell that rose from it like fumes. Sometimes Perez pulled in a little

fish he would throw back, saying: “Go home to your mother.” At eleven they rowed home and Mersault, his hands glistening with scales and his face swollen with sun, waited in his cool, dark house while Perez

prepared a pan of fish they would eat together in the evening. Day after day, Mersault let himself sink into

his life as if he were sliding into water. And just as the swimmer advances by the complicity of his arms

and the water which bears him up, helps him on, it was enough to make a few essential gestures—to rest

one hand on a tree-trunk, to take a run on the beach—in order to keep himself intact and conscious. Thus

he became one with a life in its pure state, he rediscovered a paradise given only to the most private or the most intelligent animals. At the point where the mind denies the mind, he touched his truth and with it his

extreme glory, his extreme love.

Thanks to Bernard, he also mingled with the life of the village. He had been obliged to send for Bernard

to treat some minor indisposition, and since then they had seen each other repeatedly, with plea-

sure. Bernard was a silent man, but he had a kind of bitter wit that cast a gleam in his horn-rimmed

glasses. He had practiced medicine a long time in Indochina, and at forty had retired to his corner of

Algeria, where for several years he had led a tranquil life with his wife, an almost mute Indochinese who

wore Western clothes and arranged her hair in a bun. Bernard’s capacity for indulgence enabled him to

adapt himself to any milieu. He liked the whole village, and was liked in return. He took Mer-sault on his

rounds. Mersault already knew the owner of the cafe, a former tenor who would sing behind his bar and

between two beats of Tosca threaten his wife with a beating. Patrice was asked to serve with Bernard on the holiday committee, and on July 14 they walked through the streets in tricolor armbands or argued with

the other committee members sitting around a zinc table sticky with aperitifs as to whether the bandstand should be decorated with ferns or palms. There was even an attempt to lure him into an electoral contest,

but Mersault had had time to know the mayor, who had “presided over the destiny of his commune” (as he said) for the last decade, and this semi-permanent position inclined him to regard himself as Napoleon

Bonaparte. A wealthy grapegrower, he had had a Greek-style house built for himself, and proudly showed

it to Mersault. It consisted of a ground floor and a second floor around a courtyard, but the mayor had

spared no expense and installed an ele-

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vator, which he insisted that Mersault and Bernard ride in. And Bernard commented placidly: “Very smooth.” The visit had inspired Mersault with a profound admiration for the mayor, and he and Bernard

wielded all their influence to keep him in the office he deserved on so many counts.

In springtime, the little village with its close-set red roofs between the mountain and the sea overflowed

with flowers—roses, hyacinths, bougainvilleas—and hummed with insects. Afternoons, Mersault would

walk out onto his terrace and watch the village dozing under the torrent of light. Local history consisted

of a rivalry between Morales and Bingues, two rich Spanish landowners whom a series of speculations

had transformed into millionaires, in the grip of a terrible rivalry. When one bought a car, he chose the

most expensive make; but the other, who would buy the same make, would add silver door handles.

Morales was a genius at such tactics. He was known in the village as the King of Spain, for on each

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