A Knight of Ghosts and Shadows by Poul Anderson. Chapter 17, 18, 19, 20

answers,” he challenged.

Liannathan spread graceful hands in gracious signal. “I told you,

knowing what darkness you must dwell in, for mercy’s sake we will leave

your thoughts alone unless you compel us. Speak.”

Conviction congealed in Flandry, iceberg huge. “No, you speak. What are

you on Chereion? What do you tell the Merseians? I already know, or

think I know, but tell me.”

The response rang grave: “We are not wholly the last of an ancient race;

the others have gone before us. We are those who have not yet reached

the Goal; the bitter need of the universe for help still binds us. Our

numbers are few, we have no need of numbers. Very near we are to those

desires that lie beyond desire, those powers that lie beyond power.”

Compassion softened Liannathan’s words. “Terran, we mourn the torment of

you and yours. We mourn that you can never feel the final reality, the

spirit born out of pain. We have no wish to return you to nothingness.

Go in love, before too late.”

Almost, Flandry believed. His sense did not rescue him; his memories

did. “Yah!” he shouted. “You phantom, stop haunting!”

He lunged. Liannathan wasn’t there. He crashed a blaster bolt among the

mystics. They were gone. He leaped in among the red-tinged shadows of

the arcade and peered after light and sound projectors to smash.

Everywhere else, enormous, brooded the stillness of the long afternoon.

The image of a single Chereionite flashed into sight, in brief white

tunic, bearing though not brandishing a sidearm, palm

uplifted–care-worn, as if the bones would break out from the skin, yet

with life in flesh and great garnet eyes such as had never burned in

those apparitions which were passed away. Flandry halted. “Aycharaych!”

He snatched for the switch to turn his mindscreen back on. Aycharaych

smiled. “You need not bother, Dominic,” he said in Anglic. “This too is

only a hologram.”

“Lieutenant,” Flandry snapped over his shoulder, “dispose your squad

against attack.”

“Why?” said Aycharaych. The armored men gave him scant notice. His form

glimmered miragelike in the gloom under that vaulted roof, where sullen

sunlight barely reached. “You have discovered we have nothing to resist

you.”

You’re bound to have something, Flandry did not reply. A few missiles or

whatever. You’re just unwilling to use them in these environs. Where are

you yourself, and what were you doing while your specters held us quiet?

As if out of a stranger’s throat, he heard: “Those weren’t

straightforward audiovisuals like yours that we met, were they? No

reason for them to put on a show of being present, of being real, except

that none of them ever were. Right? They’re computer-generated

simulacrums, will-o’-the-wisps for leading allies and enemies alike from

the truth. Well, life’s made me an unbeliever.

“Aycharaych, you are in fact the last Chereionite alive. The very last.

Aren’t you?”

Abruptly such anguish contorted the face before him that he looked away.

“What did they die of?” he was asking. “How long ago?” He got no answer.

Instead: “Dominic, we share a soul, you and I. We have both always been

alone.”

For a while I wasn’t; and now she is; she is down in the aloneness which

is eternal. Rage ripped Flandry. He swung back to see a measure of

self-command masking the gaunt countenance. “You must have played your

game for centuries,” he grated. “Why? And … whatever your reason to

hide that your people are extinct … why prey on the living? You, you

could let them in and show them what’d make your Chereionites the …

Greeks of the galaxy–but you sit in a tomb or travel like a

vampire–Are you crazy, Aycharaych? Is that what drives you?”

“No!”

Flandry had once before heard the lyric voice in sorrow. He had not

heard a scream: “I am not! Look around you. Who could go mad among

these? And arts, music, books, dreams–yes, more, the loftiest spirits

of a million years–they lent themselves to the scanners, the

recorders–If you could have the likenesses to meet whenever you would

… of Gautama Buddha, Kung Fu-Tse, Rabbi Hillel, Jesus the Christ, Rumi

… Socrates, Newton, Hokusai, Jefferson, Gauss, Beethoven, Einstein,

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