A SMALL TOWN IN GERMANY by John le Carré

‘L. H. from Margaret. Now who was Margaret, I wonder?’

‘I never heard of her.’

‘He was engaged to be married once, did you know that?’

‘No.’

‘Miss Aickman. Margaret Aickman. Ring a bell?’

‘No.’

‘How about the Army. Did he tell you about that?’

‘He loved the Army. In Berlin, he said, he used to watch the cavalry going over the jumps. He loved it.’

‘He was in the infantry, was he?’

‘I don’t really know.’

‘No.’

Turner had put the knife aside, next to the blue diary, made another note in his pocket-book and picked up a small flat tin of Dutch cigars.

‘Smoker?’

‘He liked a cigar. Yes. That’s all he smoked, see. Always carried cigarettes, mind. But I only ever saw him smoke those things. There was one or two in Chancery complained, so I hear. About the cigars. Didn’t fancy them. But Leo could be stubborn when he had the mind, I will say.’

‘How long have you been here, Gaunt?’

‘Five years.’

‘He was in a fight in Cologne. That in your time?’

Gaunt hesitated.

‘Amazing the way things are hushed up here, I must say. You give a new meaning to the “need to know”, you do. Everyone knows except the people who need to. What happened?’

‘It was just a fight. They say he asked for it, that’s all.’

‘How?’

‘I don’t know. They say he deserved it, see. I heard from my predecessor: they brought him back one night, you couldn’t hardly recognise him, that’s what he said. Serve him right, he said; that’s what they told him. Mind you, he could be pugnacious, I’m not denying it.’

‘Who? Who told him?’

‘I don’t know. I didn’t ask. That would be prying.’

‘Often fighting, is he?’

‘No.’

‘Was there a woman involved? Margaret Ajckman perhaps?’

‘I don’t know.’

‘Then why’s he pugnacious?’

‘I don’t know,’ Gaunt said, torn once more between sus­picion and a native passion for communication. ‘Why are you then for that matter?’ he muttered, venturing aggression, but Turner ignored him.

‘That’s right. Never pry. Never tell on a friend. God wouldn’t like it. I admire a man who sticks to his principles.’

‘I don’t care what he’s done,’ Gaunt continued, gathering courage as he went. ‘He wasn’t a bad man. He was a bit sharp maybe, but so he would be, being continental, we all know that.’ He pointed to the desk and the open drawers. ‘But he wasn’t bad like this.’

‘No one is. Know that? No one’s ever this bad. That’s what mercy’s about. We’re all lovely people, really. There’s a hymn about that, isn’t there? One of the hymns he used to play, and you and I used to sing, Gaunt, before we grew up and got elegant. That’s a lovely thing about hymns: we never forget them, do we. Like limericks. God knew a thing or two when he invented rhyme I will say. What did he learn when he was a kid, tell me that? What did Leo learn on his uncle’s knee, eh?’

‘He could speak Italian,’ Gaunt said suddenly, as if it were a trump card he had been holding back.

‘He could, could he?’

‘And he learnt it in England. At the Farm School. The other kids wouldn’t speak to him, see, him being German, so he used to go out on a bicycle and talk to the Italian prisoners of war. And he’s never forgotten it, never. He’s got a lovely memory, I tell you. Never forgets a word you say to him, I’m sure.’

‘Wonderful.’

‘A real brain he could have been, if he’d had your advantages.’

Turner looked at him blankly. ‘Who the hell says I’ve got any advantages?’

He had opened another drawer; it was filled with the small junk of any private life in any office: a stapler, pencils, elastic bands, foreign coins and used railway tickets.

‘How often was choir, Gaunt? Once a week, was it? You’d have a nice sing-song and a prayer and afterwards you’d slip out and have a beer down the road, and he’d tell you all about himself. Then there was outings, I suppose. Coach trips, I expect. That’s what we like, isn’t it, you and I? Something corporate but spiritual. Coaches, institutions, choirs. And Leo came along, did he? Got to know everyone, hear their little confidences, hold their little hands. Quite the entertainer he must have been by the sound of it.’

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