A thousand deaths by Jack London

instructions that the woman Jees Uck should be given whatsoever

goods and grub she desired, in whatsoever quantities she ordered,

and that no charge should be placed upon the books. Further, the

Company paid yearly to the woman Jees Uck a pension of five

thousand dollars.

When he had attained suitable age, Father Champreau laid hands upon

the boy, and the time was not long when Jees Uck received letters

regularly from the Jesuit college in Maryland. Later on these

letters came from Italy, and still later from France. And in the

end there returned to Alaska one Father Neil, a man mighty for good

in the land, who loved his mother and who ultimately went into a

wider field and rose to high authority in the order.

Jees Uck was a young woman when she went back into the North, and

men still looked upon her and yearned. But she lived straight, and

no breath was ever raised save in commendation. She stayed for a

while with the good sisters at Holy Cross, where she learned to

read and write and became versed in practical medicine and surgery.

After that she returned to her grand log-house and gathered about

her the young girls of the Toyaat village, to show them the way of

their feet in the world. It is neither Protestant nor Catholic,

this school in the house built by Neil Bonner for Jees Uck, his

wife; but the missionaries of all the sects look upon it with equal

favour. The latchstring is always out, and tired prospectors and

trail-weary men turn aside from the flowing river or frozen trail

to rest there for a space and be warm by her fire. And, down in

the States, Kitty Bonner is pleased at the interest her husband

takes in Alaskan education and the large sums he devotes to that

purpose; and, though she often smiles and chaffs, deep down and

secretly she is but the prouder of him.

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Love of Life and other Stories

By Jack London

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LOVE OF LIFE

“This out of all will remain –

They have lived and have tossed:

So much of the game will be gain,

Though the gold of the dice has been lost.”

THEY limped painfully down the bank, and once the foremost of the

two men staggered among the rough-strewn rocks. They were tired

and weak, and their faces had the drawn expression of patience

which comes of hardship long endured. They were heavily burdened

with blanket packs which were strapped to their shoulders. Head-

straps, passing across the forehead, helped support these packs.

Each man carried a rifle. They walked in a stooped posture, the

shoulders well forward, the head still farther forward, the eyes

bent upon the ground.

“I wish we had just about two of them cartridges that’s layin’ in

that cache of ourn,” said the second man.

His voice was utterly and drearily expressionless. He spoke

without enthusiasm; and the first man, limping into the milky

stream that foamed over the rocks, vouchsafed no reply.

The other man followed at his heels. They did not remove their

foot-gear, though the water was icy cold – so cold that their

ankles ached and their feet went numb. In places the water dashed

against their knees, and both men staggered for footing.

The man who followed slipped on a smooth boulder, nearly fell, but

recovered himself with a violent effort, at the same time uttering

a sharp exclamation of pain. He seemed faint and dizzy and put out

his free hand while he reeled, as though seeking support against

the air. When he had steadied himself he stepped forward, but

reeled again and nearly fell. Then he stood still and looked at

the other man, who had never turned his head.

The man stood still for fully a minute, as though debating with

himself. Then he called out:

“I say, Bill, I’ve sprained my ankle.”

Bill staggered on through the milky water. He did not look around.

The man watched him go, and though his face was expressionless as

ever, his eyes were like the eyes of a wounded deer.

The other man limped up the farther bank and continued straight on

without looking back. The man in the stream watched him. His lips

trembled a little, so that the rough thatch of brown hair which

covered them was visibly agitated. His tongue even strayed out to

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moisten them.

“Bill!” he cried out.

It was the pleading cry of a strong man in distress, but Bill’s

head did not turn. The man watched him go, limping grotesquely and

lurching forward with stammering gait up the slow slope toward the

soft sky-line of the low-lying hill. He watched him go till he

passed over the crest and disappeared. Then he turned his gaze and

slowly took in the circle of the world that remained to him now

that Bill was gone.

Near the horizon the sun was smouldering dimly, almost obscured by

formless mists and vapors, which gave an impression of mass and

density without outline or tangibility. The man pulled out his

watch, the while resting his weight on one leg. It was four

o’clock, and as the season was near the last of July or first of

August, – he did not know the precise date within a week or two, –

he knew that the sun roughly marked the northwest. He looked to

the south and knew that somewhere beyond those bleak hills lay the

Great Bear Lake; also, he knew that in that direction the Arctic

Circle cut its forbidding way across the Canadian Barrens. This

stream in which he stood was a feeder to the Coppermine River,

which in turn flowed north and emptied into Coronation Gulf and the

Arctic Ocean. He had never been there, but he had seen it, once,

on a Hudson Bay Company chart.

Again his gaze completed the circle of the world about him. It was

not a heartening spectacle. Everywhere was soft sky-line. The

hills were all low-lying. There were no trees, no shrubs, no

grasses – naught but a tremendous and terrible desolation that sent

fear swiftly dawning into his eyes.

“Bill!” he whispered, once and twice; “Bill!”

He cowered in the midst of the milky water, as though the vastness

were pressing in upon him with overwhelming force, brutally

crushing him with its complacent awfulness. He began to shake as

with an ague-fit, till the gun fell from his hand with a splash.

This served to rouse him. He fought with his fear and pulled

himself together, groping in the water and recovering the weapon.

He hitched his pack farther over on his left shoulder, so as to

take a portion of its weight from off the injured ankle. Then he

proceeded, slowly and carefully, wincing with pain, to the bank.

He did not stop. With a desperation that was madness, unmindful of

the pain, he hurried up the slope to the crest of the hill over

which his comrade had disappeared – more grotesque and comical by

far than that limping, jerking comrade. But at the crest he saw a

shallow valley, empty of life. He fought with his fear again,

overcame it, hitched the pack still farther over on his left

shoulder, and lurched on down the slope.

The bottom of the valley was soggy with water, which the thick moss

held, spongelike, close to the surface. This water squirted out

from under his feet at every step, and each time he lifted a foot

the action culminated in a sucking sound as the wet moss

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reluctantly released its grip. He picked his way from muskeg to

muskeg, and followed the other man’s footsteps along and across the

rocky ledges which thrust like islets through the sea of moss.

Though alone, he was not lost. Farther on he knew he would come to

where dead spruce and fir, very small and weazened, bordered the

shore of a little lake, the TITCHIN-NICHILIE, in the tongue of the

country, the “land of little sticks.” And into that lake flowed a

small stream, the water of which was not milky. There was rush-

grass on that stream – this he remembered well – but no timber, and

he would follow it till its first trickle ceased at a divide. He

would cross this divide to the first trickle of another stream,

flowing to the west, which he would follow until it emptied into

the river Dease, and here he would find a cache under an upturned

canoe and piled over with many rocks. And in this cache would be

ammunition for his empty gun, fish-hooks and lines, a small net –

all the utilities for the killing and snaring of food. Also, he

would find flour, – not much, – a piece of bacon, and some beans.

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