“Yes, I can.”
“I won’t let you.” Womble squared his shoulders. “I’m running
things.”
“I’ll stay anyway,” the other persisted.
“I’ll put you out.”
“I’ll come back.”
Womble stopped a moment to steady his voice and control himself.
Then he spoke slowly, in a low, tense voice.
“Look here, Messner, if you refuse to get out, I’ll thrash you.
This isn’t California. I’ll beat you to a jelly with my two
fists.”
Messner shrugged his shoulders. “If you do, I’ll call a miners’
meeting and see you strung up to the nearest tree. As you said,
this is not California. They’re a simple folk, these miners, and
all I’ll have to do will be to show them the marks of the beating,
tell them the truth about you, and present my claim for my wife.”
The woman attempted to speak, but Womble turned upon her fiercely.
“You keep out of this,” he cried.
In marked contrast was Messner’s “Please don’t intrude, Theresa.”
What of her anger and pent feelings, her lungs were irritated into
the dry, hacking cough, and with blood-suffused face and one hand
clenched against her chest, she waited for the paroxysm to pass.
Womble looked gloomily at her, noting her cough.
“Something must be done,” he said. “Yet her lungs can’t stand the
exposure. She can’t travel till the temperature rises. And I’m
not going to give her up.”
Messner hemmed, cleared his throat, and hemmed again, semi-
apologetically, and said, “I need some money.”
Contempt showed instantly in Womble’s face. At last, beneath him
in vileness, had the other sunk himself.
“You’ve got a fat sack of dust,” Messner went on. “I saw you
unload it from the sled.”
“How much do you want?” Womble demanded, with a contempt in his
voice equal to that in his face.
“I made an estimate of the sack, and I – ah – should say it weighed
about twenty pounds. What do you say we call it four thousand?”
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“But it’s all I’ve got, man!” Womble cried out.
“You’ve got her,” the other said soothingly. “She must be worth
it. Think what I’m giving up. Surely it is a reasonable price.”
“All right.” Womble rushed across the floor to the gold-sack.
“Can’t put this deal through too quick for me, you – you little
worm!”
“Now, there you err,” was the smiling rejoinder. “As a matter of
ethics isn’t the man who gives a bribe as bad as the man who takes
a bribe? The receiver is as bad as the thief, you know; and you
needn’t console yourself with any fictitious moral superiority
concerning this little deal.”
“To hell with your ethics!” the other burst out. “Come here and
watch the weighing of this dust. I might cheat you.”
And the woman, leaning against the bunk, raging and impotent,
watched herself weighed out in yellow dust and nuggets in the
scales erected on the grub-box. The scales were small, making
necessary many weighings, and Messner with precise care verified
each weighing.
“There’s too much silver in it,” he remarked as he tied up the
gold-sack. “I don’t think it will run quite sixteen to the ounce.
You got a trifle the better of me, Womble.”
He handled the sack lovingly, and with due appreciation of its
preciousness carried it out to his sled.
Returning, he gathered his pots and pans together, packed his grub-
box, and rolled up his bed. When the sled was lashed and the
complaining dogs harnessed, he returned into the cabin for his
mittens.
“Good-by, Tess,” he said, standing at the open door.
She turned on him, struggling for speech but too frantic to word
the passion that burned in her.
“Good-by, Tess,” he repeated gently.
“Beast!” she managed to articulate.
She turned and tottered to the bunk, flinging herself face down
upon it, sobbing: “You beasts! You beasts!”
John Messner closed the door softly behind him, and, as he started
the dogs, looked back at the cabin with a great relief in his face.
At the bottom of the bank, beside the water-hole, he halted the
sled. He worked the sack of gold out between the lashings and
carried it to the water-hole. Already a new skin of ice had
formed. This he broke with his fist. Untying the knotted mouth
with his teeth, he emptied the contents of the sack into the water.
The river was shallow at that point, and two feet beneath the
surface he could see the bottom dull-yellow in the fading light.
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At the sight of it, he spat into the hole.
He started the dogs along the Yukon trail. Whining spiritlessly,
they were reluctant to work. Clinging to the gee-pole with his
right band and with his left rubbing cheeks and nose, he stumbled
over the rope as the dogs swung on a bend.
“Mush-on, you poor, sore-footed brutes!” he cried. “That’s it,
mush-on!”
THE WHITE MAN’S WAY
“TO cook by your fire and to sleep under your roof for the night,”
I had announced on entering old Ebbits’s cabin; and he had looked
at me blear-eyed and vacuous, while Zilla had favored me with a
sour face and a contemptuous grunt. Zilla was his wife, and no
more bitter-tongued, implacable old squaw dwelt on the Yukon. Nor
would I have stopped there had my dogs been less tired or had the
rest of the village been inhabited. But this cabin alone had I
found occupied, and in this cabin, perforce, I took my shelter.
Old Ebbits now and again pulled his tangled wits together, and
hints and sparkles of intelligence came and went in his eyes.
Several times during the preparation of my supper he even essayed
hospitable inquiries about my health, the condition and number of
my dogs, and the distance I had travelled that day. And each time
Zilla had looked sourer than ever and grunted more contemptuously.
Yet I confess that there was no particular call for cheerfulness on
their part. There they crouched by the fire, the pair of them, at
the end of their days, old and withered and helpless, racked by
rheumatism, bitten by hunger, and tantalized by the frying-odors of
my abundance of meat. They rocked back and forth in a slow and
hopeless way, and regularly, once every five minutes, Ebbits
emitted a low groan. It was not so much a groan of pain, as of
pain-weariness. He was oppressed by the weight and the torment of
this thing called life, and still more was he oppressed by the fear
of death. His was that eternal tragedy of the aged, with whom the
joy of life has departed and the instinct for death has not come.
When my moose-meat spluttered rowdily in the frying-pan, I noticed
old Ebbits’s nostrils twitch and distend as he caught the food-
scent. He ceased rocking for a space and forgot to groan, while a
look of intelligence seemed to come into his face.
Zilla, on the other hand, rocked more rapidly, and for the first
time, in sharp little yelps, voiced her pain. It came to me that
their behavior was like that of hungry dogs, and in the fitness of
things I should not have been astonished had Zilla suddenly
developed a tail and thumped it on the floor in right doggish
fashion. Ebbits drooled a little and stopped his rocking very
frequently to lean forward and thrust his tremulous nose nearer to
the source of gustatory excitement.
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When I passed them each a plate of the fried meat, they ate
greedily, making loud mouth-noises – champings of worn teeth and
sucking intakes of the breath, accompanied by a continuous
spluttering and mumbling. After that, when I gave them each a mug
of scalding tea, the noises ceased. Easement and content came into
their faces. Zilla relaxed her sour mouth long enough to sigh her
satisfaction. Neither rocked any more, and they seemed to have
fallen into placid meditation. Then a dampness came into Ebbits’s
eyes, and I knew that the sorrow of self-pity was his. The search
required to find their pipes told plainly that they had been
without tobacco a long time, and the old man’s eagerness for the
narcotic rendered him helpless, so that I was compelled to light
his pipe for him.
“Why are you all alone in the village?” I asked. “Is everybody
dead? Has there been a great sickness? Are you alone left of the
living?”
Old Ebbits shook his head, saying: “Nay, there has been no great
sickness. The village has gone away to hunt meat. We be too old,
our legs are not strong, nor can our backs carry the burdens of
camp and trail. Wherefore we remain here and wonder when the young
men will return with meat.”
“What if the young men do return with meat?” Zilla demanded
harshly.
“They may return with much meat,” he quavered hopefully.