A thousand deaths by Jack London

The Little Nassau was already filled and straining at the guys. The parachute lay

flat along the ground and beyond it the trapeze. I tossed aside my overcoat, took

my position, and gave the signal to let go. As you know, the first rush upward

from the earth is very sudden, and this time the balloon, when it first caught the

wind, heeled violently over and was longer than usual in righting. I looked down

at the old familiar sight of the world rushing away from me. And there were the

thousands of people, every face silently upturned. And the silence startled me, for,

as crowds went, this was the time for them to catch their first breath and send up a

roar of applause. But there was no hand-clapping, whistling, cheering-only

silence. And instead, clear as a bell and distinct, without the slightest shake or

quaver, came George’s voice through the megaphone:

“Ride her down, Charley! Ride the balloon down!”

What had happened? I waved my hand to show that I had heard, and began to

think. Had something gone wrong with the parachute? Why should I ride the

balloon down instead of making the jump which thousands were waiting to see?

What was the matter? And as I puzzled, I received another start. The earth was a

thousand feet beneath, and yet I heard a child crying softly, and seemingly very

DUTCH COURAGE AND OTHER STORIES

47

close to hand. And though the Little Nassau

was shooting skyward like a rocket, the

crying did not grow fainter and fainter and

die away. I confess I was almost on the

edge of a funk, when, unconsciously

following up the noise with my eyes, I

looked above me and saw a boy astride the

sandbag which was to bring the Little

Nassau to earth. And it was the same little

boy I had seen struggling with the two

girls—his sisters, as I afterward learned.

There he was, astride the sandbag and

holding on to the rope for dear life. A puff

of wind heeled the balloon slightly, and he

swung out into space for ten or a dozen feet,

and back again, fetching up against the tight

canvas with a thud which even shook me,

thirty feet or more beneath. I thought to see

him dashed loose, but he clung on and

whimpered. They told me afterward, how,

at the moment they were casting off the

balloon, the little fellow had torn away from

his sisters, ducked under the rope, and

deliberately jumped astride the sandbag. It

has always been a wonder to me that he was

not jerked off in the first rush.

Well, I felt sick all over as I looked at him there, and I understood why the

balloon had taken longer to right itself, and why George had called after me to

ride her down. Should I cut loose with the parachute, the bag would at once turn

upside down, empty itself, and begin its swift descent. The only hope lay in my

riding her down and in the boy holding on. There was no possible way for me to

reach him. No man could climb the slim, closed parachute; and even if a man

could, and made the mouth of the balloon, what could he do? Straight out, and

fifteen feet away, trailed the boy on his ticklish perch, and those fifteen feet were

empty space.

I thought far more quickly than it takes to tell all this, and realized on the instant

that the boy’s attention must be called away from his terrible danger. Exercising

all the self-control I possessed, and striving to make myself very calm, I said

cheerily:

“Hello, up there, who are you?”

DUTCH COURAGE AND OTHER STORIES

48

He looked down at me, choking back his tears and brightening up, but just then

the balloon ran into a cross-current, turned half around and lay over. This set him

swinging back and forth, and he fetched the canvas another bump. Then he began

to cry again.

“Isn’t it great?” I asked heartily, as though it was the most enjoyable thing in the

world; and, without waiting for him to answer: “What’s your name?”

“Tommy Dermott,” he answered.

“Glad to make your acquaintance, Tommy Dermott,” I went on. “But I’d like to

know who said you could ride up with me?”

He laughed and said he just thought he’d ride up for the fun of it. And so we went

on, I sick with fear for him, and cudgeling my brains to keep up the conversation.

I knew that it was all I could do, and that his life depended upon my ability to

keep his mind off his danger. I pointed out to him the great panorama spreading

away to the horizon and four thousand feet beneath us. There lay San Francisco

Bay like a great placid lake, the haze of smoke over the city, the Golden Gate, the

ocean fog-rim beyond, and Mount Tamalpais over all, clear-cut and sharp against

the sky. Directly below us I could see a buggy, apparently crawling, but I knew

from experience that the men in it were lashing the horses on our trail.

But he grew tired of looking around, and I could see he was beginning to get

frightened.

“How would you like to go in for the business?” I asked.

He cheered up at once and asked “Do you get good pay?”

But the Little Nassau, beginning to cool, had started on its long descent, and ran

into counter currents which bobbed it roughly about. This swung the boy around

pretty lively, smashing him into the bag once quite severely. His lip began to

tremble at this, and he was crying again. I tried to joke and laugh, but it was no

use. His pluck was oozing out, and at any moment I was prepared to see him go

shooting past me.

I was in despair. Then, suddenly, I remembered how one fright could destroy

another fright, and I frowned up at him and shouted sternly:

“You just hold on to that rope! If you don’t I’ll thrash you within an inch of your

life when I get you down on the ground! Understand?”

“Ye-ye-yes, sir,” he whimpered, and I saw that the thing had worked. I was nearer

to him than the earth, and he was more afraid of me than of falling.

DUTCH COURAGE AND OTHER STORIES

49

“Why, you’ve got a snap up there on that soft bag,” I rattled on.

“Yes;” I assured him, “this bar down here is hard and narrow, and it hurts to sit on

it.”

Then a thought struck him, and he forgot all about his aching fingers.

“When are you going to jump?” he asked. “That’s what I came up to see.”

I was sorry to disappoint him, but I wasn’t going to make any jump.

But he objected to that. “It said so in the papers,” he said.

“I don’t care,” I answered. “I’m feeling sort of lazy today, and I’m just going to

ride down the balloon. It’s my balloon and I guess I can do as I please about it.

And, anyway, we’re almost down now.”

And we were, too, and sinking fast. And right there and then that youngster began

to argue with me as to whether it was right for me to disappoint the people, and to

urge their claims upon me. And it was with a happy heart that I held up my end of

it, justifying myself in a thousand different ways, till we shot over a grove of

eucalyptus trees and dipped to meet the earth.

“Hold on tight!” I shouted, swinging down from the trapeze by my hands in order

to make a landing on my feet.

We skimmed past a barn, missed a mesh of clothesline, frightened the barnyard

chickens into a panic, and rose up again clear over a haystack-all this almost

quicker than it takes to tell. Then we came down in an orchard, and when my feet

had touched the ground I fetched up the balloon by a couple of turns of the

trapeze around an apple tree.

I have had my balloon catch fire in mid air, I have hung on the cornice of a tenstory

house, I have dropped like a bullet for six hundred feet when a parachute

was slow in opening; but never have I felt so weak and faint and sick as when I

staggered toward the unscratched boy and gripped him by the arm.

“Tommy Dermott,” I said, when I had got my nerves back somewhat. “Tommy

Dermott, I’m going to lay you across my knee and give you the greatest thrashing

a boy ever got in the world’s history.”

“No, you don’t,” he answered, squirming around. “You said you wouldn’t if I held

on tight.”

“That’s all right,” I said, “but I’m going to, just the same. The fellows who go up

in balloons are bad, unprincipled men, and I’m going

Pages: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 201 202 203 204 205 206 207 208 209 210 211 212 213 214 215 216 217 218 219 220 221 222 223 224 225 226 227 228 229 230 231 232 233 234 235 236 237 238 239 240 241 242 243 244 245 246 247 248 249 250 251 252 253 254 255 256 257 258 259 260 261 262 263 264 265 266 267 268 269 270 271 272 273 274 275 276 277 278 279 280 281 282 283 284

Leave a Reply 0

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *