A thousand deaths by Jack London

the doorway, had caught his eye. Unlike other women landing from

the steamers, she was neither short-skirted nor bloomer-clad. She

was dressed as any woman travelling anywhere would be dressed. What

struck him was the justness of her being there, a feeling that

somehow she belonged. Moreover, she was young and pretty. The

bright beauty and colour of her oval face held him, and he looked

over-long–looked till she resented, and her own eyes, long-lashed

and dark, met his in cool survey.

From his face they travelled in evident amusement down to the big

revolver at his thigh. Then her eyes came back to his, and in them

was amused contempt. It struck him like a blow. She turned to the

man beside her and indicated Kit. The man glanced him over with the

same amused contempt.

“Chechaquo,” the girl said.

The man, who looked like a tramp in his cheap overalls and

dilapidated woollen jacket, grinned dryly, and Kit felt withered

though he knew not why. But anyway she was an unusually pretty

girl, he decided, as the two moved off. He noted the way of her

walk, and recorded the judgment that he would recognize it after the

lapse of a thousand years.

“Did you see that man with the girl?” Kit’s neighbour asked him

excitedly. “Know who he is?”

Kit shook his head.

“Cariboo Charley. He was just pointed out to me. He struck it big

on Klondike. Old timer. Been on the Yukon a dozen years. He’s

just come out.”

“What’s chechaquo mean?” Kit asked.

“You’re one; I’m one,” was the answer.

“Maybe I am, but you’ve got to search me. What does it mean?”

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“Tender-foot.”

On his way back to the beach Kit turned the phrase over and over.

It rankled to be called tender-foot by a slender chit of a woman.

Going into a corner among the heaps of freight, his mind still

filled with the vision of the Indian with the redoubtable pack, Kit

essayed to learn his own strength. He picked out a sack of flour

which he knew weighed an even hundred pounds. He stepped astride of

it, reached down, and strove to get it on his shoulder. His first

conclusion was that one hundred pounds was the real heavy. His next

was that his back was weak. His third was an oath, and it occurred

at the end of five futile minutes, when he collapsed on top of the

burden with which he was wrestling. He mopped his forehead, and

across a heap of grub-sacks saw John Bellew gazing at him, wintry

amusement in his eyes.

“God!” proclaimed that apostle of the hard. “Out of our loins has

come a race of weaklings. When I was sixteen I toyed with things

like that.”

“You forget, avuncular,” Kit retorted, “that I wasn’t raised on

bear-meat.”

“And I’ll toy with it when I’m sixty.”

“You’ve got to show me.”

John Bellew did. He was forty-eight, but he bent over the sack,

applied a tentative, shifting grip that balanced it, and, with a

quick heave, stood erect, the somersaulted sack of flour on his

shoulder.

“Knack, my boy, knack–and a spine.”

Kit took off his hat reverently.

“You’re a wonder, avuncular, a shining wonder. D’ye think I can

learn the knack?”

John Bellew shrugged his shoulders.

“You’ll be hitting the back trail before we get started.”

“Never you fear,” Kit groaned. “There’s O’Hara, the roaring lion,

down there. I’m not going back till I have to.”

III.

Kit’s first pack was a success. Up to Finnegan’s Crossing they had

managed to get Indians to carry the twenty-five hundred-pound

outfit. From that point their own backs must do the work. They

planned to move forward at the rate of a mile a day. It looked

easy–on paper. Since John Bellew was to stay in camp and do the

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cooking, he would be unable to make more than an occasional pack;

so, to each of the three young men fell the task of carrying eight

hundred pounds one mile each day. If they made fifty-pound packs,

it meant a daily walk of sixteen miles loaded and of fifteen miles

light–“Because we don’t back-trip the last time,” Kit explained the

pleasant discovery; eighty-pound packs meant nineteen miles travel

each day; and hundred-pound packs meant only fifteen miles.

“I don’t like walking,” said Kit. “Therefore I shall carry one

hundred pounds.” He caught the grin of incredulity on his uncle’s

face, and added hastily: “Of course I shall work up to it. A

fellow’s got to learn the ropes and tricks. I’ll start with fifty.”

He did, and ambled gaily along the trail. He dropped the sack at

the next camp-site and ambled back. It was easier than he had

thought. But two miles had rubbed off the velvet of his strength

and exposed the underlying softness. His second pack was sixty-five

pounds. It was more difficult, and he no longer ambled. Several

times, following the custom of all packers, he sat down on the

ground, resting the pack behind him on a rock or stump. With the

third pack he became bold. He fastened the straps to a ninety-five-

pound sack of beans and started. At the end of a hundred yards he

felt that he must collapse. He sat down and mopped his face.

“Short hauls and short rests,” he muttered. “That’s the trick.”

Sometimes he did not make a hundred yards, and each time he

struggled to his feet for another short haul the pack became

undeniably heavier. He panted for breath, and the sweat streamed

from him. Before he had covered a quarter of a mile he stripped off

his woollen shirt and hung it on a tree. A little later he

discarded his hat. At the end of half a mile he decided he was

finished. He had never exerted himself so in his life, and he knew

that he was finished. As he sat and panted, his gaze fell upon the

big revolver and the heavy cartridge-belt.

“Ten pounds of junk,” he sneered, as he unbuckled it.

He did not bother to hang it on a tree, but flung it into the

underbush. And as the steady tide of packers flowed by him, up

trail and down, he noted that the other tender-feet were beginning

to shed their shooting irons.

H

is short hauls decreased. At times a hundred feet was all he could

stagger, and then the ominous pounding of his heart against his ear-

drums and the sickening totteriness of his knees compelled him to

rest. And his rests grew longer. But his mind was busy. It was a

twenty-eight mile portage, which represented as many days, and this,

by all accounts, was the easiest part of it. “Wait till you get to

Chilcoot,” others told him as they rested and talked, “where you

climb with hands and feet.”

“They ain’t going to be no Chilcoot,” was his answer. “Not for me.

Long before that I’ll be at peace in my little couch beneath the

moss.”

A slip, and a violent wrenching effort at recovery, frightened him.

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He felt that everything inside him had been torn asunder.

“If ever I fall down with this on my back I’m a goner,” he told

another packer.

“That’s nothing,” came the answer. “Wait till you hit the Canyon.

You’ll have to cross a raging torrent on a sixty-foot pine tree. No

guide ropes, nothing, and the water boiling at the sag of the log to

your knees. If you fall with a pack on your back, there’s no

getting out of the straps. You just stay there and drown.”

“Sounds good to me,” he retorted; and out of the depths of his

exhaustion he almost half meant it.

They drown three or four a day there,” the man assured him. “I

helped fish a German out there. He had four thousand in greenbacks

on him.”

“Cheerful, I must say,” said Kit, battling his way to his feet and

tottering on.

He and the sack of beans became a perambulating tragedy. It

reminded him of the old man of the sea who sat on Sinbad’s neck.

And this was one of those intensely masculine vacations, he

meditated. Compared with it, the servitude to O’Hara was sweet.

Again and again he was nearly seduced by the thought of abandoning

the sack of beans in the brush and of sneaking around the camp to

the beach and catching a steamer for civilization.

But he didn’t. Somewhere in him was the strain of the hard, and he

repeated over and over to himself that what other men could do, he

could. It became a nightmare chant, and he gibbered it to those

that passed him on the trail. At other times, resting, he watched

and envied the stolid, mule-footed Indians that plodded by under

heavier packs. They never seemed to rest, but went on and on with a

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