The man was dead.
CHAPTER 2 Concerning Fathers
Bobby knelt down beside him, but there was no doubt. The man was dead. A last moment of consciousness, that sudden question, and then – the end.
Rather apologetically, Bobby put his hand into the dead man’s pocket and, drawing out a silk handkerchief, he spread it reverently over the dead face. There was nothing more he could do.
Then he noticed that in his action he had jerked something else out of the pocket. It was a photograph and in the act of replacing it he glanced at the pictured face.
It was a woman’s face, strangely haunting in quality. A fair woman with wide-apart eyes. She seemed little more than a girl, certainly under thirty, but it was the arresting quality of her beauty rather than the beauty itself that seized upon the boy’s imagination. It was the kind of face, he thought, not easy to forget.
Gently and reverently, he replaced the photograph in the pocket from which it had come, then he sat down again to wait for the doctor’s return.
The time passed very slowly – or at least so it seemed to the waiting boy. Also, he had just remembered something. He had promised his father to play the organ at the evening service at six o’clock and it was now ten minutes to six. Naturally, his father would understand the circumstances, but all the same he wished that he had remembered to send a message by the doctor. The Rev. Thomas Jones was a man of extremely nervous temperament. He was, par excellence, a fusser, and when he fussed, his digestive apparatus collapsed and he suffered agonizing pain. Bobby, though he considered his father a pitiful old ass, was nevertheless extremely fond of him.
The Rev. Thomas, on the other hand, considered his fourth son a pitiful young ass, and with less tolerance than Bobby sought to effect improvement in the young man.
‘The poor old gov’nor,’ thought Bobby. ‘He’ll be ramping up and down. He won’t know whether to start the service or not. He’ll work himself up till he gets that pain in the tummy, and then he won’t be able to eat his supper. He won’t have the sense to realize that I wouldn’t let him down unless it were quite unavoidable – and, anyway, what does it matter? But he’ll never see it that way. Nobody over fifty has got any sense – they worry themselves to death about tuppeny-ha’peny things that don’t matter. They’ve been brought up all wrong, I suppose, and now they can’t help themselves. Poor old Dad, he’s got less sense than a chicken!’ He sat there thinking of his father with mingled affection and exasperation. His life at home seemed to him to be one long sacrifice to his father’s peculiar ideas. To Mr Jones, the same time seemed to be one long sacrifice on his part, ill understood or appreciated by the younger generation. So may ideas on the same subject differ.
What an age the doctor was! Surely he might have been back by this time?
Bobby got up and stamped his feet moodily. At that moment he heard something above him and looked up, thankful that help was at hand and his own services no longer needed.
But it was not the doctor. It was a man in plus fours whom Bobby did not know.
‘I say,’ said the newcomer. ‘Is anything the matter? Has there been an accident? Can I help in any way?’ He was a tall man with a pleasant tenor voice. Bobby could not see him very clearly for it was now fast growing dusk.
He explained what had happened whilst the stranger made shocked comments.
‘There’s nothing I can do?’ he asked. ‘Get help or anything?’ Bobby explained that help was on the way and asked if the other could see any signs of its arriving.
‘There’s nothing at present.’ ‘You see,’ went on Bobby, ‘I’ve got an appointment at six.’ ‘And you don’t like to leave ‘ ‘No, I don’t quite,’ said Bobby. ‘I mean, the poor chap’s dead and all that, and of course one can’t do anything, but all the same ‘ He paused, finding it, as usual, difficult to put confused emotions into words.