An American Tragedy by Theodore Dreiser

felt as though he was about to be physically attacked.

“Griffiths, you had that camera in your hand at the time she

came toward you in the boat?”

“Yes, sir.”

“She stumbled and fell and you accidentally struck her with

it?”

“Yes.”

“I don’t suppose in your truthful and honest way you

remember telling me there in the woods on the shore of Big

Bittern that you never had a camera?”

“Yes, sir—I remember that.”

“And that was a lie, of course?”

“Yes, sir.”

“And told with all the fervor and force that you are now

telling this other lie?”

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“I’m not lying. I’ve explained why I said that.”

“You’ve explained why you said that! You’ve explained why

you said that! And because you lied there you expect to be

believed here, do you?”

Belknap rose to object, but Jephson pulled him down.

“Well, this is the truth, just the same.”

“And no power under heaven could make you tell another

lie here, of course—not a strong desire to save yourself

from the electric chair?”

Clyde blanched and quivered slightly; he blinked his red,

tired eyelids. “Well, I might, maybe, but not under oath, I

don’t think.”

“You don’t think! Oh, I see. Lie all you want wherever you

are—and at any time—and under any circumstances—

except when you’re on trial for murder!”

“No, sir. It isn’t that. But what I just said is so.”

“And you swear on the Bible, do you, that you experienced

a change of heart?”

“Yes, sir.”

“That Miss Alden was very sad and that was what moved

you to experience this change of heart?”

“Yes, sir. That’s how it was.”

“Well, now, Griffiths, when she was up there in the country

and waiting for you—she wrote you all those letters there,

did she not?”

“Yes, sir.”

“You received one on an average of every two days, didn’t

you?”

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“Yes, sir.”

“And you knew she was lonely and miserable there, didn’t

you?”

“Yes, sir—but then I’ve explained——”

“Oh, you’ve explained! You mean your lawyers have

explained it for you! Didn’t they coach you day after day in

that jail over there as to how you were to answer when the

time came?”

“No, sir, they didn’t!” replied Clyde, defiantly, catching

Jephson’s eye at this moment.

“Well, then when I asked you up there at Bear Lake how it

was that his girl met her death—why didn’t you tell me then

and save all this trouble and suspicion and investigation?

Don’t you think the public would have listened more kindly

and believingly there than it will now after you’ve taken five

long months to think it all out with the help of two lawyers?”

“But I didn’t think it out with any lawyers,” persisted Clyde,

still looking at Jephson, who was supporting him with all his

mental strength. “I’ve just explained why I did that.”

“You’ve explained! You’ve explained!” roared Mason,

almost beside himself with the knowledge that this false

explanation was sufficient of a shield or barrier for Clyde to

hide behind whenever he found himself being too hard

pressed—the little rat! And so now he fairly quivered with

baffled rage as he proceeded.

“And before you went up—while she was writing them to you

—you considered them sad, didn’t you?”

“Why, yes, sir. That is”—he hesitated incautiously—“some

parts of them anyhow.”

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“Oh, I see—only some parts of them now. I thought you just

said you considered them sad.”

“Well, I do.”

“And did.”

“Yes, sir—and did.” But Clyde’s eyes were beginning to

wander nervously in the direction of Jephson, who was

fixing him as with a beam of light.

“Remember her writing you this?” And here Mason picked

up and opened one of the letters and began reading: “Clyde

—I shall certainly die, dear, if you don’t come. I am so much

alone. I am nearly crazy now. I wish I could go away and

never return or trouble you any more. But if you would only

telephone me, even so much as once every other day,

since you won’t write. And when I need you and a word of

encouragement so.” Mason’s voice was mellow. It was sad.

One could feel, as he spoke, the wave of passing pity that

was moving as sound and color not only through him but

through every spectator in the high, narrow courtroom.

“Does that seem at all sad to you?”

“Yes, sir, it does.”

“Did it then?”

“Yes, sir, it did.”

“You knew it was sincere, didn’t you?” snarled Mason.

“Yes, sir. I did.”

“Then why didn’t a little of that pity that you claim moved

you so deeply out there in the center of Big Bittern move

you down there in Lycurgus to pick up the telephone there

in Mrs. Peyton’s house where you were and reassure that

lonely girl by so much as a word that you were coming?

Was it because your pity for her then wasn’t as great as it

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was after she wrote you that threatening letter? Or was it

because you had a plot and you were afraid that too much

telephoning to her might attract attention? How was it that

you had so much pity all of a sudden up at Big Bittern, but

none at all down there at Lycurgus? Is it something you can

turn on and off like a faucet?”

“I never said I had none at all,” replied Clyde, defiantly,

having just received an eye-flash from Jephson.

“Well, you left her to wait until she had to threaten you

because of her own terror and misery.”

“Well, I’ve admitted that I didn’t treat her right.”

“Ha, ha! Right! Right! And because of that admission and in

face of all the other testimony we’ve had here, your own

included, you expect to walk out of here a free man, do

you?”

Belknap was not to be restrained any longer. His objection

came—and with bitter vehemence he addressed the judge:

“This is infamous, your Honor. Is the district attorney to be

allowed to make a speech with every question?”

“I heard no objection,” countered the court. “The district

attorney will frame his questions properly.”

Mason took the rebuke lightly and turned again to Clyde. “In

that boat there in the center of Big Bittern you have testified

that you had in your hand that camera that you once denied

owning?”

“Yes, sir.”

“And she was in the stern of the boat?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Bring in that boat, will you, Burton?” he called to Burleigh

at this point, and forthwith four deputies from the district

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attorney’s office retired through a west door behind the

judge’s rostrum and soon returned carrying the identical

boat in which Clyde and Roberta had sat, and put it down

before the jury. And as they did so Clyde chilled and stared.

The identical boat! He blinked and quivered as the

audience stirred, stared and strained, an audible wave of

curiosity and interest passing over the entire room. And

then Mason, taking the camera and shaking it up and

down, exclaimed: “Well, here you are now, Griffiths! The

camera you never owned. Step down here into this boat

and take this camera here and show the jury just where you

sat, and where Miss Alden sat. And exactly, if you can, how

and where it was that you struck Miss Alden and where and

about how she fell.”

“Object!” declared Belknap.

A long and wearisome legal argument, finally terminating in

the judge allowing this type of testimony to be continued for

a while at least. And at the conclusion of it, Clyde declaring:

“I didn’t intentionally strike her with it though”—to which

Mason replied: “Yes, we heard you testify that way”—then

Clyde stepping down and after being directed here and

there finally stepping into the boat at the middle seat and

seating himself while three men held it straight.

“And now, Newcomb—I want you to come here and sit

wherever Miss Alden was supposed to sit and take any

position which he describes as having been taken by her.”

“Yes, sir,” said Newcomb, coming forward and seating

himself while Clyde vainly sought to catch Jephson’s eye

but could not since his own back was partially turned from

him.

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“And now, Griffiths,” went on Mason, “just you show Mr.

Newcomb here how Miss Alden arose and came toward

you. Direct him.”

And then Clyde, feeling weak and false and hated, arising

again and in a nervous and angular way—the eerie

strangeness of all this affecting him to the point of

unbelievable awkwardness—attempting to show Newcomb

just how Roberta had gotten up and half walked and half

crawled, then had stumbled and fallen. And after that, with

the camera in his hand, attempting to show as nearly as he

could recall, how unconsciously his arm had shot out and

he had struck Roberta, he scarcely knowing where—on the

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