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close to the work here and not play about very much. He’s

the buyer for Stark and Company, you know. But still a man

can’t work all the time, either. He’s got to have a little fun.”

“Yes, that’s right,” said Clyde—for the first time in his life a

little condescendingly.

They walked along in silence for a few moments. Then:

“Do you dance?”

“Yes,” answered Clyde.

“Well, so do I. There are a lot of cheap dance halls around

here, but I never go to any of those. You can’t do it and

keep in with the nice people. This is an awfully close town

that way, they say. The best people won’t have anything to

do with you unless you go with the right crowd. It’s the

same way up at Fonda. You have to ‘belong’ or you can’t

go out anywhere at all. And that’s right, I guess. But still

there are a lot of nice girls here that a fellow can go with—

girls of right nice families—not in society, of course—but

still, they’re not talked about, see. And they’re not so slow,

either. Pretty hot stuff, some of them. And you don’t have to

marry any of ’em, either.” Clyde began to think of him as

perhaps a little too lusty for his new life here, maybe. At the

same time he liked him some. “By the way,” went on

Dillard, “what are you doing next Sunday afternoon?”

“Well, nothing in particular, that I know of just now,” replied

Clyde, sensing a new problem here. “I don’t know just what

I may have to do by then, but I don’t know of anything now.”

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“Well, how’d you like to come with me, if you’re not too

busy. I’ve come to know quite a few girls since I’ve been

here. Nice ones. I can take you out and introduce you to my

uncle’s family, if you like. They’re nice people. And

afterwards—I know two girls we can go and see—peaches.

One of ’em did work in the store, but she don’t now—she’s

not doing anything now. The other is her pal. They have a

Victrola and they can dance. I know it isn’t the thing to

dance here on Sundays but no one need know anything

about that. The girls’ parents don’t mind. Afterwards we

might take ’em to a movie or something—if you want to—

not any of those things down near the mill district but one of

the better ones—see?”

There formulated itself in Clyde’s mind the question as to

what, in regard to just such proposals as this, his course

here was to be. In Chicago, and recently—because of what

happened in Kansas City—he had sought to be as retiring

and cautious as possible. For—after that and while

connected with the club, he had been taken with the fancy

of trying to live up to the ideals with which the seemingly

stern face of that institution had inspired him—conservatism

—hard work—saving one’s money—looking neat and

gentlemanly. It was such an Eveless paradise, that.

In spite of his quiet surroundings here, however, the very air

of the city seemed to suggest some such relaxation as this

youth was now suggesting—a form of diversion that was

probably innocent enough but still connected with girls and

their entertainment—there were so many of them here, as

he could see. These streets, after dinner, here, were so

alive with good-looking girls, and young men, too. But what

might his new found relatives think of him in case he was

seen stepping about in the manner and spirit which this

youth’s suggestions seemed to imply? Hadn’t he just said

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that this was an awfully close town and that everybody

knew nearly everything about everybody else? He paused

in doubt. He must decide now. And then, being lonely and

hungry for companionship, he replied: “Yes,—well—I think

that’s all right.” But he added a little dubiously: “Of course

my relatives here——”

“Oh, sure, that’s all right,” replied Dillard smartly. “You have

to be careful, of course. Well, so do I.” If he could only go

around with a Griffiths, even if he was new around here and

didn’t know many people—wouldn’t it reflect a lot of credit

on him? It most certainly would—did already, as he saw it.

And forthwith he offered to buy Clyde some cigarettes—a

soda—anything he liked. But Clyde, still feeling very strange

and uncertain, excused himself, after a time, because this

youth with his complacent worship of society and position,

annoyed him a little, and made his way back to his room.

He had promised his mother a letter and he thought he had

better go back and write it, and incidentally to think a little

on the wisdom of this new contact.

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Chapter 8

NEVERTHELESS, the next day being a Saturday and half

holiday the year round in this concern, Mr. Whiggam came

through with the pay envelopes.

“Here you are, Mr. Griffiths,” he said, as though he were

especially impressed with Clyde’s position.

Clyde, taking it, was rather pleased with this mistering, and

going back toward his locker, promptly tore it open and

pocketed the money. After that, taking his hat and coat, he

wandered off in the direction of his room, where he had his

lunch. But, being very lonely, and Dillard not being present

because he had to work, he decided upon a trolley ride to

Gloversville, which was a city of some twenty thousand

inhabitants and reported to be as active, if not as beautiful,

as Lycurgus. And that trip amused and interested him

because it took him into a city very different form Lycurgus

in its social texture.

But the next day—Sunday—he spent idly in Lycurgus,

wandering about by himself. For, as it turned out, Dillard

was compelled to return to Fonda for some reason and

could not fulfill the Sunday understanding. Encountering

Clyde, however, on Monday evening, he announced that on

the following Wednesday evening, in the basement of the

Diggby Avenue Congregational Church, there was to be

held a social with refreshments. And according to young

Dillard, at least this promised to prove worth while.

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“We can just go out there,” was the way he put it to Clyde,

“and buzz the girls a little. I want you to meet my uncle and

aunt. They’re nice people all right. And so are the girls.

They’re no slouches. Then we can edge out afterwards,

about ten, see, and go around to either Zella or Rita’s

place. Rita has more good records over at her place, but

Zella has the nicest place to dance. By the way, you didn’t

chance to bring along your dress suit with you, did you?” he

inquired. For having already inspected Clyde’s room, which

was above his own on the third floor, in Clyde’s absence

and having discovered that he had only a dress suit case

and no trunk, and apparently no dress suit anywhere, he

had decided that in spite of Clyde’s father conducting a

hotel and Clyde having worked in the Union League Club in

Chicago, he must be very indifferent to social equipment.

Or, if not, must be endeavoring to make his own way on

some character-building plan without help from any one.

This was not to his liking, exactly. A man should never

neglect these social essentials. Nevertheless, Clyde was a

Griffiths and that was enough to cause him to overlook

nearly anything, for the present anyhow.

“No, I didn’t,” replied Clyde, who was not exactly sure as to

the value of this adventure—even yet—in spite of his own

loneliness,—“but I intend to get one.” He had already

thought since coming here of his lack in this respect, and

was thinking of taking at least thirty-five of his more recently

hard-earned savings and indulging in a suit of this kind.

Dillard buzzed on about the fact that while Zella Shuman’s

family wasn’t rich—they owned the house they lived in—still

she went with a lot of nice girls here, too. So did Rita Dicker-

man. Zella’s father owned a little cottage upon Eckert Lake,

near Fonda. When next summer came—and with it the

holidays and pleasant week-ends, he and Clyde, supposing

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that Clyde liked Rita, might go up there some time for a

visit, for Rita and Zella were inseparable almost. And they

were pretty, too. “Zella’s dark and Rita’s light,” he added

enthusiastically.

Clyde was interested by the fact that the girls were pretty

and that out of a clear sky and in the face of his present

loneliness, he was being made so much of by this Dillard.

But, was it wise for him to become very much involved with

him? That was the question—for, after all, he really knew

nothing of him. And he gathered from Dillard’s manner, his

flighty enthusiasm for the occasion, that he was far more

interested in the girls as girls—a certain freedom or

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