An Old-fashioned Girl by Louisa M. Alcott

confectionery. Fanny liked it, because she was used to it, and had

never known anything better; but Polly had, and often felt like a

little wood-bird shut up in a gilded cage. Nevertheless, she was

much impressed by the luxuries all about her, enjoyed them,

wished she owned them, and wondered why the Shaws were not a

happier family. She was not wise enough to know where the

trouble lay; she did not attempt to say which of the two lives was

the right one; she only knew which she liked best, and supposed it

was merely another of her “old-fashioned” ways.

Fanny’s friends did not interest her much; she was rather afraid of

them, they seemed so much older and wiser than herself, even

those younger in years. They talked about things of which she

knew nothing and when Fanny tried to explain, she did n’t find

them interesting; indeed, some of them rather shocked and puzzled

her; so the girls let her alone, being civil when they met, but

evidently feeling that she was too “odd” to belong to their set.

Then she turned to Maud for companionship, for her own little

sister was excellent company, and Polly loved her dearly. But Miss

Maud was much absorbed in her own affairs, for she belonged to a

“set” also; and these mites of five and six had their “musicals,”

their parties, receptions, and promenades, as well as their elders;

and, the chief idea of their little lives seemed to be to ape the

fashionable follies they should have been too innocent to

understand. Maud had her tiny card-case, and paid calls, “like

mamma and Fan”; her box of dainty gloves, her jewel-drawer, her

crimping-pins, as fine and fanciful a wardrobe as a Paris doll, and

a French maid to dress her. Polly could n’t get on with her at first,

for Maud did n’t seem like a child, and often corrected Polly in her

conversation and manners, though little mademoiselle’s own were

anything but perfect. Now and then, when Maud felt poorly, or had

a “fwactious” turn, for she had “nerves” as well as mamma, she

would go to Polly to “be amoosed,” for her gentle ways and kind

forbearance soothed the little fine lady better than anything else.

Polly enjoyed these times, and told stories, played games, or went

out walking, just as Maud liked, slowly and surely winning the

child’s heart, and relieving the whole house of the young tyrant

who ruled it.

Tom soon got over staring at Polly, and at first did not take much

notice of her, for, in his opinion, “girls did n’t amount to much,

anyway”; and, considering, the style of girl he knew most about,

Polly quite agreed with him. He occasionally refreshed himself by

teasing her, to see how she ‘d stand it, and caused Polly much

anguish of spirit, for she never knew where he would take her

next. He bounced out at her from behind doors, booed at her in

dark entries, clutched her feet as she went up stairs, startled her by

shrill whistles right in her ear, or sudden tweaks of the hair as he

passed her in the street; and as sure as there was company to

dinner, he fixed his round eyes on her, and never took them off till

she was reduced to a piteous state of confusion and distress. She

used to beg him not to plague her; but he said he did it for her

good; she was too shy, and needed toughening like the other girls.

In vain she protested that she did n’t want to be like the other girls

in that respect; he only laughed in her face, stuck his red hair

straight up all over his head, and glared at her, till she fled in

dismay.

Yet Polly rather liked Tom, for she soon saw that he was

neglected, hustled out of the way, and left to get on pretty much by

himself. She often wondered why his mother did n’t pet him as she

did the girls; why his father ordered him about as if he was a born

rebel, and took so little interest in his only son. Fanny considered

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