An Old-fashioned Girl by Louisa M. Alcott

had decided opinions on many subjects that he knew very little

about, and expressed them with great candor.

A curious smile passed over Polly’s face and she put up her glass to

hide her eyes, as she said: “I think you are bats sometimes, but

women are taught to wear masks, and that accounts for it, I

suppose.”

“I don’t agree. There ‘s precious little masking nowadays; wish

there was a little more sometimes,” added Tom, thinking of several

blooming damsels whose beseeching eyes had begged him not to

leave them to wither on the parent stem.

“I hope not, but I guess there ‘s a good deal more than any one

would suspect.”

“What can you know about broken hearts and blighted beings?”

asked Sydney, smiling at the girl’s pensive tone.

Polly glanced up at him and her face dimpled and shone again, as

she answered, laughing: “Not much; my time is to come.”

“I can’t imagine you walking about the world with your back hair

down, bewailing a hard-hearted lover,” said Tom.

“Neither can I. That would n’t be my way.”

“No; Miss Polly would let concealment prey on her damask cheeks

and still smile on in the novel fashion, or turn sister of charity and

nurse the heartless lover through small-pox, or some other

contagious disease, and die seraphically, leaving him to the

agonies of remorse and tardy love.”

Polly gave Sydney an indignant look as he said that in a slow

satirical way that nettled her very much, for she hated to be

thought sentimental.

“That ‘s not my way either,” she said decidedly. “I ‘d try to outlive

it, and if I could n’t, I ‘d try to be the better for it. Disappointment

need n’t make a woman a fool.”

“Nor an old maid, if she ‘s pretty and good. Remember that, and

don’t visit the sins of one blockhead on all the rest of mankind,”

said Tom, laughing at her earnestness.

“I don’t think there is the slightest possibility of Miss Polly’s being

either,” added Sydney with a look which made it evident that

concealment had not seriously damaged Polly’s damask cheek as

yet.

“There ‘s Clara Bird. I have n’t seen her but once since she was

married. How pretty she looks!” and Polly retired behind the big

glass again, thinking the chat was becoming rather personal.

“Now, there ‘s a girl who tried a different cure for unrequited

affection from any you mention. People say she was fond of Belle’s

brother. He did n’t reciprocate but went off to India to spoil his

constitution, so Clara married a man twenty years older than she is

and consoles herself by being the best-dressed woman in the city.”

“That accounts for it,” said Polly, when Tom’s long whisper ended.

“For what?”

“The tired look in her eyes.”

“I don’t see it,” said Tom, after a survey through the glass.

“Did n’t expect you would.”

“I see what you mean. A good many women have it nowadays,”

said Sydney over Polly’s shoulder.

“What’s she tired of? The old gentleman?” asked Tom.

“And herself,” added Polly.

“You ‘ve been reading French novels, I know you have. That ‘s just

the way the heroines go on,” cried Tom.

“I have n’t read one, but it ‘s evident you have, young man, and you

‘d better stop.”

“I don’t care for ’em; only do it to keep up my French. But how

came you to be so wise, ma’am?”

“Observation, sir. I like to watch faces, and I seldom see a

grown-up one that looks perfectly happy.”

“True for you, Polly; no more you do, now I think of it. I don’t

know but one that always looks so, and there it is.”

“Where?” asked Polly, with interest.

“Look straight before you and you ‘ll see it.”

Polly did look, but all she saw was her own face in the little mirror

of the fan which Tom held up and peeped over with a laugh in his

eyes.

“Do I look happy? I ‘m glad of that,” And Polly surveyed herself

with care.

Both young men thought it was girlish vanity and smiled at its

naive display, but Polly was looking for something deeper than

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