“Lillian, my dear, am I to be flattered, delighted or just plain flabbergasted?”
“Oh, don’t make a fuss about it! I had to see you, and it had to be immediately, that’s all.”
The impatient tone, the peremptory movement with which she sat down were a confession of weakness: by the rules of their unwritten language, one did not assume a demanding manner unless one were seeking a favor and had no value—no threat—to barter.
“Why didn’t you stay at the Gonzales reception?” she asked, her casual smile failing to hide the tone of irritation. “I dropped in on them after dinner, just to catch hold of you—but they said you hadn’t been feeling well and had gone home.”
He crossed the room and picked up a cigarette, for the pleasure of padding in his stocking feet past the formal elegance of her costume.
“I was bored,” he answered.
“I can’t stand them,” she said, with a little shudder; he glanced at her in astonishment: the words sounded involuntary and sincere. “I can’t stand Senor Gonzales and that whore he’s got himself for a wife.
It’s disgusting that they’ve become so fashionable, they and their parties. I don’t feel like going anywhere any longer. It’s not the same style any more, not the same spirit. I haven’t run into Balph Eubank for months, or Dr. Pritchett, or any of the boys. And all those new faces that look like butcher’s assistants! After all, our crowd were gentlemen.”
“Yeah,” he said reflectively. “Yeah, there’s some funny kind of difference. It’s like on the railroad, too: I could get along with Gem Weatherby, he was civilized, but Cuffy Meigs—that’s something else again, that’s . . .”He stopped abruptly.
“It’s perfectly preposterous,” she said, in the tone of a challenge to the space at large. “They can’t get away with it.”
She did not explain “who” or “with what.” He knew what she meant. Through a moment of silence, they looked as if they were clinging to each other for reassurance.
In the next moment, he was thinking with pleasurable amusement that Lillian was beginning to show her age. The deep burgundy color of her gown was unbecoming, it seemed to draw a purplish tinge out of her skin, a tinge that gathered, like twilight, in the small gullies of her face, softening her flesh to a texture of tired slackness, changing her look of bright mockery into a look of stale malice.
He saw her studying him, smiling and saying crisply, with the smile as license for insult, “You are unwell, aren’t you, Jim? You look like a disorganized stable boy.”
He chuckled. “I can afford it.”
“I know it, darling. You’re one of the most powerful men in New York City.” She added, “It’s a good joke on New York City.”
“It is.”
“I concede that you’re in a position to do anything. That’s why I had to see you.” She added a small, grunt like sound of amusement, to dilute her statement’s frankness.
“Good,” he said, his voice comfortable and noncommittal.
“I had to come here, because I thought it best, in this particular matter, not to be seen together in public.”
“That is always wise.”
“I seem to remember having been useful to you in the past.”
“In the past—yes.”
“I am sure that I can count on you.”
“Of course—only isn’t that an old-fashioned, unphilosophical remark? How can we ever be sure of anything?”
“Jim,” she snapped suddenly, “you’ve got to help me!”
“My dear, I’m at your disposal, I’d do anything to help you,” he answered, the rules of their language requiring that any open statement be answered by a blatant lie. Lillian was slipping, he thought—and he experienced the pleasure of dealing with an inadequate adversary.
She was neglecting, he noted, even the perfection of her particular trademark: her grooming. A few strands were escaping from the drilled waves of her hair—her nails, matching her gown, were the deep shade of coagulated blood, which made it easy to notice the chipped polish at their tips—and against the broad, smooth, creamy expanse of her skin in the low, square cut of her gown, he observed the tiny glitter of a safety pin holding the strap of her slip.
“You’ve got to prevent it!” she said, in the belligerent tone of a plea disguised as a command. “You’ve got to stop it!”
“Really? What?”
“My divorce.”
“Oh . . . !” His features dropped into sudden earnestness.
“You know that he’s going to divorce me, don’t you?”
“I’ve heard some rumors about it.”
“It’s set for next month. And when I say set, that’s just what I mean.
Oh, it’s cost him plenty—but he’s bought the judge, the clerks, the bailiffs, their backers, their backers1 backers, a few legislators, half a dozen administrators—he’s bought the whole legal process, like a private thoroughfare, and there’s no single crossroad left for me to squeeze through to stop it!”
“I see.”
“You know, of course, what made him start divorce proceedings?”
“I can guess.”
“And I did it as a favor to you!” Her voice was growing anxiously shrill. “I told you about your sister in order to let you get that Gift Certificate for your friends, which—”
“I swear I don’t know who let it out!” he cried hastily. “Only a very few at the top knew that you’d been our informer, and I’m sure nobody would dare mention—”
“Oh, I’m sure nobody did. He’d have the brains to guess it, wouldn’t he?”
“Yes, I suppose so. Well, then you knew that you were taking a chance.”
“I didn’t think he’d go that far. I didn’t think he’d ever divorce me.
I didn’t—”
He chuckled suddenly, with a glance of astonishing perceptiveness.
“You didn’t think that guilt is a rope that wears thin, did you, Lillian?”
She looked at him, startled, then answered stonily, “I don’t think it does.”
“It does, my dear—for men such as your husband.”
“I don’t want him to divorce me!” It was a sudden scream. “I don’t want to let him go free! I won’t permit it! I won’t let the whole of my life be a total failure!” She stopped abruptly, as if she had admitted too much.
He was chuckling softly, nodding his head with a slow movement that had an air of intelligence, almost of dignity, by signifying a complete understanding.
“I mean . . . after all, he’s my husband,” she said defensively.
“Yes, Lillian, yes, I know.”
“Do you know what he’s planning? He’s going to get the decree and he’s going to cut me off without a penny—no settlement, no alimony, nothing! He’s going to have the last word. Don’t you see? If he gets away with it, then . . . then the Gift Certificate was no victory for me at all!”
“Yes, my dear, I see.”
“And besides . . . It’s preposterous that I should have to think of it, but what am I going to live on? The little money I had of my own is worth nothing nowadays. It’s mainly stock in factories of my father’s time, that have closed long ago. What am I going to do?”
“But, Lillian,” he said softly, “I thought you had no concern for money or for any material rewards.”
“You don’t understand! I’m not talking about money—I’m talking about poverty! Real, stinking, hall-bedroom poverty! That’s out of bounds for any civilized person! I—I to have to worry about food and rent?”
He was watching her with a faint smile; for once, his soft, aging face seemed tightened into a look of wisdom; he was discovering the pleasure of full perception—in a reality which he could permit himself to perceive.
“Jim, you’ve got to help me! My lawyer is powerless. I’ve spent the little I had, on him and on his investigators, friends and fixers—but all they could do for me was find out that they can do nothing. My lawyer gave me his final report this afternoon. He told me bluntly that I haven’t a chance. I don’t seem to know anyone who can help against a setup of this kind. I had counted on Bertram Scudder, but . . . well, you know what happened to Bertram. And that, too, was because I had tried to help you. You pulled yourself out of that one. Jim, you’re the only person who can pull me out now. You’ve got your gopher-hole pipe line straight up to the top. You can reach the big boys. Slip a word to your friends to slip a word to their friends. One word from Wesley would do it. Have them order that divorce decree to be refused. Just have it be refused.”
He shook his head slowly, almost compassionately, like a tired professional at an overzealous amateur. “It can’t be done, Lillian,” he said firmly. “I’d like to do it—for the same reasons as yours—and I think you know it. But whatever power I have is not enough in this case.”