“I’d prefer not to discuss that.”
“We are discussing it, Oscar.”
“It’s a very private and a very delicate business. I’m dealing with individuals quite without any sense of morality. If they were to know that I’ve said even this much to you, both our lives would be in the direst jeopardy. I beg you, never utter another word about this to anyone. I
should never have taken you up to the tower.”
If its occupants were half as murderous as he was suggesting, she thought, how much more lethal would they be ; if they knew how many of the tower’s secrets she’d seen? “Promise me you’ll let this subject alone,” he went on.
“I want to see Yzordderrex, Oscar.”
“Promise me. No more talk about the tower, in this house or out of it. Say it, Judith.”
“All right. I won’t talk about the tower.”
“In this house—”
“—or out of it. But Oscar—”
“What, sweet?”
“I still want to see Yzordderrex.”
The morning after this exchange she went up to Highgate. It was another rainy day, and failing to find an unoccupied cab she braved the Underground. It was a mistake. She’d never liked traveling by tube at the best of times—it brought out her latent claustrophobia—but she recalled as she rode that two of those murdered in the spate of killings had died in these tunnels: one pushed in front of a crowded train as it drew into Piccadilly station, the other stabbed to death at midnight, somewhere on the Jubilee Line. This was not a safe way to travel for someone who had even the slightest inkling of the prodigies half hidden in the world; and she was one of those few. So it was with no little relief she stepped out into the open air at Archway station (the clouds had cleared) and started up Highgate Hill on foot. Shie had no difficulty finding the tower itself, though the banality of its design, together with the shield of trees in full leaf in front of it, meant few eyes were likely to look its
way.
Despite the dire warnings issued by Oscar it was difficult to find much intimidating about the place, with the spring sunshine warm enough to make her slip off her jacket, and the grass busy with sparrows quarreling over worms raised by the rain. She scanned the windows, looking for some sign of occupation, but saw none. Avoiding the front door, with its camera trained on the step, she headed down the side of the building, her progress unimpeded by walls or barbed wire. The owners had clearly decided the tower’s best defense lay in its utter lack of character, and the less they did to keep trespassers out the fewer would be attracted in the first place. There was even less to see from the back than the front. There were blinds down over most of the windows, and those few that were not covered let onto empty rooms. She made a complete circuit of the tower, looking for some other way into it, but there was none.
As she returned to the front of the building she tried to imagine the passageways buried beneath her feet—the books piled in the darkness, and the imprisoned soul lying in a deeper darkness still—hoping her mind might be able to go where her body could not. But that exercise proved as fruitless as her window-watching. The real world was implacable; it wouldn’t shift a particle of soil to let her through. Discouraged, she made one final circuit of the tower, then decided to give up. Maybe she’d come back here at night, she thought, when solid reality didn’t insist on her senses so brutally. Or maybe seek another journey under the influence of the blue eye, though this option made her nervous. She had no real grasp of the mechanism by which the eye induced such flights, and she feared giving it power over her. Oscar already had enough of that.
She put her jacket back on and headed away from the tower. To judge by the absence of traffic on Hornsey Lane, the hill—which had been clogged with traffic—was still blocked, preventing drivers from making their way in this direction. The gulf usually filled with the din of vehicles was not empty, however. There were footsteps close behind her; and a voice.