Bernard Cornwell – Warlord 1 – Winter King

“And this’ – I waved about the cave where the bull’s severed head had been hoisted on a tripod of spears to drip blood on to the cave’s floor ‘is not contrary to your religion?”

Bedwin shrugged. “Of course it is,” he said, ‘but I would miss the companionship.” He leaned towards me and lowered his voice to a conspiratorial whisper. “I trust you will not tell Bishop Sansum that I am here?” I laughed at the thought of ever confiding in the angry Sansum who buzzed about war-shrunken Dumnonia like a worker bee. He was forever condemning his enemies and he had no friends. “Young Master Sansum,” Bedwin said, his mouth full of beef and his beard dripping with the meat’s bloody juice, ‘wants to replace me, and I think he will.”

“He will?” I sounded aghast.

“Because he wants it so badly,” Bedwin said, ‘and he works so hard. Dear God, how that man works! Do you know what I discovered just the other day? He can’t read! Not a word! Now, to be a senior churchman a fellow must be able to read, so what does Sansum do? He has a slave read aloud to him and learns it all by heart.” Bedwin nudged me to make certain I understood Sansum’s extraordinary memory. “Learns it all by heart! Psalms, prayers, liturgy, writings of the fathers, all by heart! Dear me.” He shook his head. “You’re not a Christian, are you?”

“No.”

“You should consider it. We may not offer too many earthly delights, but our lives after death are certainly worth having. Not that I could ever persuade Uther of that, but I have hopes of Arthur.”

I glanced round the feast. “No Arthur,” I said, disappointed that my Lord was not of the cult.

“He was initiated,” Bedwin said.

“But he doesn’t believe in the Gods,” I said, repeating Owain’s assertion.

Bedwin shook his head. “Arthur does believe. How can a man not believe in God or Gods? You think Arthur believes that we made ourselves? Or that the world simply appeared by chance? Arthur’s no fool, Derfel Cadarn. Arthur believes, but he keeps his beliefs very silent. That way the Christians think he is one of them, or might be, and the pagans believe the same, and so both serve him the more willingly. And remember, Derfel, Arthur is loved of Merlin, and Merlin, believe me, does not love unbelievers.”

“I miss Merlin.”

“We all miss Merlin,” Bedwin said calmly, ‘but we can take comfort in his absence, for he would not be other where if Britain was threatened with destruction. Merlin will come when he is needed.”

“You think he isn’t needed now?” I asked sourly.

Bedwin wiped his beard with the sleeve of his coat, then drank wine. “Some say,” he said, dropping his voice, ‘that we would be better off without Arthur. That without Arthur there would be peace, but if there’s no Arthur, who protects Mordred? Me?” He smiled at the thought. “Gereint? He’s a good man, few better, but he’s not clever anH he can’t make up his mind and he doesn’t want to rule Dumnonia either. It’s Arthur or no one, Derfel. Or rather it’s Arthur or Gorfyddyd. And this war is not lost. Our enemies fear Arthur and so long as he lives, Dumnonia is safe. No, I don’t think Merlin is needed yet.”

The traitor Ligessac, who was another Christian who saw no conflict between his avowed faith and Mithras’s secret rituals, spoke with me at the feast’s end. I was cold towards him, even though he was a fellow Mithraist, but he ignored my hostility and plucked me by the elbow into a dark corner of the cave. “Arthur’s going to lose. You know that, don’t you?” he said.

“No.”

Ligessac pulled a shred of meat from between the remains of his teeth. “More men from Elmet will come into the war,” he said. “Powys, Elmet and Siluria’ he ticked the names off on his fingers’ united against Gwent and Dumnonia. Gorfyddyd will be the next Pendragon. First we drive the Saxons out of the land east of Ratae, then we come south and finish off Dumnonia. Two years?”