Perhaps even with Emma.
Jimmy’s sister has led us across the causeway to Breezy Palms, a small cemetery. There aren’t many large cemeteries in Florida; coastal real estate is much too valuable. Many of the folks who die here get air-freighted north for burial—someone back home was considerate enough to save them a plot.
“What’s up?” Emma wonders as we pass through the gates of Breezy Palms.
“I wish I knew.”
I picked her up in front of the gym. She’s worried that sneakers and sweats are inappropriate for the solemn venue.
“Wait’ll you see Janet,” I say.
The introduction is made in a shaded cupola overlooking a sloping field of gravestones. No natural hills are found in this part of the state, but one has been created here by dredging out a limestone rockpit. The rockpit is now called the Pond of the Sacred Souls.
Janet stuffs a wad of gum in one cheek. “I know this must seem really weird. Thanks for coming.”
“Emma’s my editor.”
“You mean, like, your boss?”
“That’s right. The iron fist.”
“So you know about everything,” Janet says to her. “What happened to my brother, and so forth? The stuff Jack told me, that’s all true?”
“It is,” Emma says, boss-like.
“But you can’t do a story in the paper?”
“We need evidence, just like the police.”
“Or we need the police to say they’ve got evidence,” I add.
Janet frowns, nervously tapping one foot.
“Jack, I don’t wanna break down again. I’m not a damn crybaby.”
“It’s nothing to be ashamed of.” I go to pieces every time I see Old Yeller.
To Emma she says: “Can I ask you something? You believe in reincarnation?”
Emma looks to me for an assist, but on this subject I’m useless. After a moment’s contemplation, she says, “I believe anything’s possible.”
“Me, too.” Janet steps closer. “Look, this is dead serious. You gotta look me in the eye and tell me for a fact Cleo Rio murdered my brother. How sure are you guys?”
“Ninety-nine percent,” I say.
“Ninety-eight,” says Emma.
“That’ll do, I guess.” Janet pops her bubble gum. “C’mon. This way.”
Sandals flopping, she stalks down the hillside through the winding rows of graves. We follow; Emma going first, swigging from a plastic bottle of spring water.
Surprisingly, I make no effort to avert my eyes from the markers or the telltale numbers etched thereon—the date of the dearly departed’s birth, and the date of the dearly departed’s… departure.
If the years should add up to forty-seven, so what.
Happy Birthday to me.
It hammers everybody in different ways, at different times. Seventeen days after Jimmy Stoma’s death, the awful reality has overtaken his sister. Janet is kneeling on a patch of fresh sod in front of a gleaming new headstone.
Emma seems puzzled but it’s beginning to make sense to me. Jimmy’s gone, every mortal trace of him, and there’s no place where Janet can mourn.
She says, “You remember him, Jack? Such a sweet little man.”
“Of course.”
The name on the headstone belongs to Eugene Marvin Brandt, the medical-supplies salesman who was laid out smartly in his favorite golf duds, spikes and all. “My Gene,” his wife had called him.
At the time I’d thought it was flaky of Janet Thrush to crash the viewing at the funeral home. And undeniably I was creeped out when she asked me to join her at the side of the old man’s open casket.
Looking back, though, the scene doesn’t seem quite so twisted. Soon her brother would be ashes, and Janet knew she’d be grieving over thin air. She wanted a special place to go, a surrogate gravesite, so she adopted Eugene Marvin Brandt. I believe I understand.
Or maybe not.
“Aw, Jack, I’ve done something terrible!”
She breaks down in seismic sobs. Emma takes her by the shoulders.
“The worst… thing… I ever… did… in my whole… damn life!” Janet stammers wrackingly.
“It’s all right,” Emma says.
“Oh no, it’s not. Oh no.”
I stoop beside her. “Tell me what’s the matter.”
“I feel so bad for Gertie.”
“Who’s that?” Emma asks gently.
I nod toward the headstone. “Mrs. Brandt,” I whisper.