trigger a war.”
“If that’s what it takes-”
“Knock it off, Commander. We’re not at war with Burma, okay? And the
Thais don’t need that kind of pressure right now. Not with an all-out
insurrection going on up there, not with all the rumors floating around
about a possible coup attempt. I’m afraid we’re going to have to let
them handle this their way.”
“Their way. What’s that … sit back and wait for Batman and Malibu to
walk out of the jungle on foot? Good God, they could be lying up in
those hills hurt, or dangling from their harnesses in a tree!” Tombstone
licked his lips. “Look, CAG. Maybe we can’t send the wing up there,
but how about just a couple planes? A sneak-and-peak TARPS. I’d like
to-”
“Negative.” Marusko’s voice was flat. “The word is to wait, let
Bangkok handle it.” He folded his hands on the desk. “Look, Stoney, I
know how you feel.” Marusko’s usual casual warmth returned. He ran a
hand through his hair and leaned back in his seat. “Why don’t you take
the rest of the day of?
Catch the bus into Bangkok, get your mind off it.”
Tombstone considered it. He’d enjoyed the day he’d spent in Bangkok
with Pamela and had been entertaining hopes of seeing her again. Now,
though, knowing Batman was down … maybe dead … the prospect felt
like torture.
“If it’s all the same, CAG, I have some paperwork to catch up with.” He
stood, and the chair’s legs scraped the deck like nails on a blackboard.
“I’d scuttle that paperwork if I were you, Stoney. I suggest you-”
“Will that be all, sir?”
CAG scowled. “That’s all.”
“Thank you, sir.” He turned and strode through the door, his thoughts
whirling. He found himself thinking again about Pamela. It was
strange. He very much wanted to share his grief and worry with someone
… but not with Pamela, not when he was still trying to puzzle out the
newly awakened feelings for her which he had only just discovered.
Talking with her about Batman right now would feel too Much like a play
for sympathy.
Besides, how could she know what losing a friend like Batman was really
like? That special camaraderie among combat aviators was something not
shared with outsiders, mostly because they simply were not expected to
understand it, couldn’t understand it without having been part of the
fraternity themselves.
Briefly, Pamela’s words about the death of her brother returned to him,
but Tombstone dismissed them. It didn’t really matter whether she could
understand or not.
Bitterly he strode down the passageway toward his quarters.
1015 hours, 18 January
CATCC, U.S.S. Thomas Jefferson
The darkened chamber of CATCC seemed quieter than usual this morning,
and Howard felt as though every one of the men in the room was waiting,
listening to hear what he had to say. Somehow, he forced himself to
walk across the deck to the raised swivel chair where Chief Paulsen sat
sipping a mug of coffee while reading the morning report.
It was the hardest thing Howard had ever tried to do in his life.
“Chief?” he said.
Paulsen did not look up. “Yeah, kid?”
“Chief, I gotta talk to you.” He glanced around the room. “Alone …
please?”
His section chief considered for a moment, then heaved himself out of
the chair. Setting the mug down, he jerked his head toward the
passageway.
“Okay. C’mon.”
Howard sighed and followed.
He’d waited at the bar for two and a half hours after leaving the
others, wondering if Bentley and the others were ever going to come back
for him.
He’d been half afraid his desertion had made them mad enough to leave
him there.
Then he’d started getting worried. Bentley might pull a trick like that
on a raw nugget, but Howard thought that Rodriguez and Paterowski
actually liked him. They’d have come back for him.
It was nearly midnight when Howard decided he had to leave. The last
bus to Sattahip left from in front of Lumpini Park on Rama Four Road at
0100, and if he missed it, he’d be marked AWOL–absent without leave–in
the morning muster. That could lead to a captain’s mast and
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