Catherine Coulter – FBI 3 The Target

“In a heartbeat if you’d so much as moved a finger.”

“I’m rather relieved that Emma remembered her voice. You’ve had a hard time of it. It must have been very difficult to go into all the towns and show her picture.”

“No, everyone was very nice, all except for the local cops. Almost to the man, they treated me like a hysterical female, all patronizing and pats on the shoulder and leave it to them, the big macho guys. I nearly punched one guy out in Rutland. When I finally found your cabin, I thought a lot about what I was going to do. I know enough about how law enforcement works to realize that if I only captured the man who’d abducted her, he’d probably be out on bail at some point. Would he come after Emma again? Say the judge denied bail, they kept him in jail, then even convicted him. He’d probably get out sooner or later and then be out again to prey on other children or come after Emma again. I’d have to worry about him for the rest of my life. So would Emma, and that’s worse. A child molester, a kidnapper. A monster like that doesn’t deserve to live.”

She met his eyes squarely. “If that monster had been you, I would have at least wounded you. That way, at least, you couldn’t have been out on bail. You would have been in a hospital. There maybe someone would have screwed up your medicine and just maybe you would have croaked.”

He drained the last of his coffee, an eyebrow arched. “You don’t have much faith in our system.”

“No, not a scintilla of faith. The system, even if it weren’t screwed up, is so backed up that plea bargains are the only way to keep criminals moving. Why am I saying the obvious to you, a judge who lives this every day?

“You know that this guy, even if he were caught, might plea-bargain down to seven years then get out in three. It’s not right, but of course the trial lawyers aren’t about to let anybody change anything. They don’t care about justice, just about getting their hands on as much money as they can. Then they put all the focus on the poor criminal and how screwed up his childhood was, as if that excuses his brutality. It’s just not right. You’re part of it. You know it’s not right.”

He said mildly, “No, it’s not right. Look, no one wants the bad guys on the streets. Most of us work really hard to keep them in prison.” He shrugged. “But sometimes the wrong things just happen.”

“Spoken like the person you are.”

He shrugged. “I guess none of us can escape what we are for very long.”

“You said you came here to hide out.”

He looked mildly embarrassed. “Things were out of control. I came here to get myself back together again and to give people time to forget, which they will, soon enough.”

“You’re a federal judge. You have to know lots of people. You must believe in the system. Why didn’t you immediately take Emma to the police? The hospital?”

“I couldn’t,” he said simply. “I just couldn’t. She was terrified. I couldn’t bear the thought of strangers all over her.” His eyes dropped to his running shoes. “I also worried that she could be taken again if she went home.”

She just looked at him for a very long time, then, slowly, she nodded. “If I’d been in your shoes, I wouldn’t have given her over to strangers either. I wouldn’t have sent her home either, not until I knew she’d be protected. Thank you for keeping her safe. She’s the most important person in the whole world. I don’t know if I could have gone on if she’d been killed.”

He thought she would cry, but instead, she shook herself, and stood up. “And that’s why I don’t want to go back to Denver.”

7

“IF I WERE in your shoes, I’d feel the same way.” He sat forward, his elbows on the scarred tabletop. “I worried about not notifying the police, not taking her to a hospital, but, bottom line, I just couldn’t give her over to the care of strangers. Did you see the sheriff in Dillinger?”

Pages: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153

Leave a Reply 0

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *