“What do you mean?”
“You want some truth? I’ll give you some truth.” He
stared down at her, his mouth twisting. “I wanted to fuck you, Molly, not marry you. But your daddy found out about us. He left me no choice.”
“That’s not true, Louey, you know it’s not. He didn’t even know I was dating you until I told him we were going to get married. Stop looking at me like I’m an idiot. I tell you, he didn’t know a thing until I told him. I remember the surprise on his face. I’m not making it up. He was surprised.”
He laughed, a nasty laugh that nearly froze Molly where she stood.
“It’s not true,” she said again. She was crumbling inside. Was nothing as it had seemed in her life? “You’re making this up, after all these years, just to hurt me.”
“Sure, Molly Dolly, sure I am. It turns out your old man had us followed-you didn’t know that, did you? Of course you didn’t. Yeah, and he had me followed to protect his little girl from the scummy coke-snorting rock star. He probably knew to the minute when you lost your virginity to me. And I got a visit from him the very next day. That was the day I really understood who your daddy actually is.”
“You’re not lying? My father made you propose marriage to me?”
“You don’t think it was because I could have possibly wanted a wife, do you? Come on, Molly, even you’re not that stupid. I always liked fresh-faced eager girls. You looked at me like I was a god. I wasn’t about to deny myself. So I had to be patient and play a few games with you so that you’d fall on your back for me. I wanted to take your virginity. I’ve always preferred virgins. And so I did, but then there was Daddy standing at my front door just after you left that morning.” Louey shrugged. “I remember one of his goons-a guy who got his head shot off a while back-he had huge hands. He grabbed my neck between his hands and lifted me off the ground. Then your daddy told me how things would be. He told me I’d better be real sincere when I proposed to his daughter. He told me if I
wasn’t faithful to his daughter, he’d make my face so ugly nobody would want to see it. I believed him.”
“You were very sincere,” she said, and wondered how she could even form the words, much less get them out of her mouth. “I remember that evening very well. But you slept with lots of women.”
Louey shrugged. “Yeah, well, what was I supposed to do when I was married to you? Finally, I called your daddy and confessed that I was having sex on the side. I told him you just weren’t interested. What was I to do?”
Louey laughed, actually laughed. “Your daddy finally gave me his permission. He told me to be discreet.”
Humiliation and rage mingled and flowed over. She drew back her arm and struck him as hard as she could with her fist in his belly. The air whooshed out of him. He gasped, clutching his stomach, bent over.
“You bastard,” she said low. “You complete and utter bastard. You’d do anything, wouldn’t you? It’s true that you’re the only man I’ve ever slept with so I have no comparisons, but let me tell you, Louey, it wasn’t ever any fun at all. From what I hear from other women, you were a pig at sex, and I bought it because I didn’t know any better.
“You have nothing in you but greed and ego. And you’ve got street smarts, enough anyway to keep you alive, enough to realize that my father would have annihilated you if you hadn’t done what he told you to do. Did you have Emma kidnapped? You need money. You always need money. You knew Mason would be the one to pay for her release, but you didn’t care where it came from.” She paused, panting, then smacked her palm against her forehead. “How could I be so stupid? You didn’t want my dad involved. You wanted me alone to pay the ransom. You viewed it as getting your money back.