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Children of the lens by E.E Doc Smith

first time that your speedster has landed physically upon Arisia.”

The girl shrank, appalled. “You told me to come back when I found out that I

didn’t know it all,” she finally forced herself to say. “I learned that in the tube; but I didn’t

realize until just now that I don’t know anything. Is there any use, Mentor, in going on

with me?” she concluded, bitterly.

“Much,” he assured her. “Your development has been eminently satisfactory, and

your present mental condition is both necessary and sufficient.”

“Well, I’ll be a spr . . .” Kathryn bit off the expletive and frowned. “What were you

doing to me before, then, when I thought I got everything?”

“Power of mind,” he informed her. “Sheer power, and penetration, and control.

Depth, and speed, and all the other factors with which you are already familiar.”

“But what was left? I know there is—lots of it—but I can’t imagine what.”

“Scope,” Mentor replied, gravely. “Each of those qualities and characteristics

must be expanded to encompass the full sphere of thought. Neither words nor thoughts

can give any adequate concept of what it means; a practically wide-open two-way will

be necessary. This cannot be accomplished, daughter, in the adolescent confines of

your present mind; therefore enter fully into mine.”

She did so: and after less than a minute of that awful contact slumped, inert and

boneless, to the floor.

The Arisian, unchanged, unmoved, unmoving, gazed at her until finally she

began to stir.

“That . . . father Mentor, that was . . .” She blinked, shook her head savagely,

fought her way back to full consciousness. “That was a shock.”

“It was,” he agreed. “More so than you realize. Of all the entities of your

Civilization, your brother and now you are the only ones it would not kill instantly. You

now know what the word ‘scope’ means, and are ready for your last treatment, in the

course of which I shall take your mind as far along the road of knowledge as mine is

capable of going.”

“But that would mean . . . you’re implying . . . But my mind can’t be superior to

yours, Mentor! Nothing could be, possibly—it’s sheerly, starkly unthinkable!”

“But true, daughter, nevertheless. While you are recovering your strength from

that which was but the beginning of your education, I will explain certain matters

previously obscure. You have long known, of course, that you five children are not like

any others. You have always known many things without having learned them. You

think upon all possible bands of thought. Your senses of perception, of sight, of hearing,

of touch, are so perfectly merged into one sense that you perceive at will any possible

manifestation upon any possible plane or dimension of vibration. Also, although this

may not have occurred to you as extraordinary, since it is not obvious, you differ

physically from your fellows in some important respects. You have never experienced

the slightest symptom of physical illness; not even a headache or a decayed tooth. You

do not really require sleep. Vaccinations and inoculations do not ‘take*. No pathogenic

organism, however virulent; no poison, however potent. . .”

“Stop, Mentor!” Kathryn gasped, turning white. “I can’t take it—you really mean,

then, that we aren’t human at all?”

“Before going into that I should give you something of background. Our Arisian

visualizations foretold the rise and fall of galactic civilizations long before any such

civilizations came into being. That of Atlantis, for instance. I was personally concerned

in that, and could not stop its fall.” Mentor was showing emotion now; his thought was

bleak and bitter.

“Not that I expected to stop it,” he resumed. “It had been known for many cycles

of time .that the final abatement of the opposing force would necessitate the

development of a race superior to ours in every respect.

“Blood lines were selected in each of the four strongest races of this that you

know as the First Galaxy. Breeding programs were set up, to eliminate as many as

possible of their weaknesses and to concentrate all of their strengths. ‘ From your

knowledge of genetics you realize the magnitude of the task; you know that it would

take much time uselessly to go into the details of its accomplishment. Your father and

your mother were the penultimates of long—very long—lines of mating; their

reproductive cells were such that in their fusion practically every gene carrying any trait

of weakness was rejected. Conversely, you carry the genes of every trait of strength

ever known to any member of your human race. Therefore, while in outward seeming

you are human, in every factor of importance you are not; you are even less human

than am I myself.”

“And just how human is that?” Kathryn flared, and again her most penetrant

probe of force flattened out against the Arisian’s screen.

“Later, daughter, not now. That knowledge will come at the end of your

education, not at its beginning.”

“I was afraid so.” She stared at the Arisian, her eyes wide and hopeless;

brimming, in spite of her efforts at control, with tears. “You’re a monster, and I am . . . or

am going to be—a worse one. A monster . . . and I’ll have to live a million years . . .

alone . . . why? Why, Mentor, did you have to do this to me?”

“Calm yourself, daughter. The shock, while severe, will pass. You have lost

nothing, have gained much.”

“Gained? Bah!” The girl’s thought was loaded with bitterness and scorn. “I’ve lost

my parents—I’ll still be a girl long after they have died. I’ve lost every possibility of ever

really living. I want love—and a husband—and children— and I can’t have any of them,

ever. Even without this, I’ve never seen a man I wanted, and now I can’t ever love

anybody. I don’t want to live a million years, Mentor— especially alone!” The thought

was a veritable wail of despair.

“The time has come to stop this muddy, childish thinking.” Mentor’s thought,

however, was only mildly reproving. “Such a reaction is only natural, but your

conclusions are entirely erroneous. One single clear thought will show you that you

have no present psychic, intellectual, emotional, or physical need of a complement.”

“That’s true . . .” wonderingly. “But other girls of my age . . .”

“Exactly,” came Mentor’s dry rejoinder. “Thinking of yourself as an adult of Homo

Sapiens, you were judging yourself by false standards. As a matter of fact, you are an

adolescent, not an adult. In due time you will come to love a man, and he you, with a

fervor and depth which you at present cannot even dimly understand.”

“But that still leaves my parents,” Kathryn felt much better. “I can apparently age,

of course, as easily as I can put on a hat . . . but I really do love them, you know, and it

will simply break mother’s heart to have all her daughters turn out to be—as she

thinks—spinsters.”

“On that point, too, you may rest at ease. I am taking care of that Kimball and

Clarrissa both know, without knowing how they know it, that your life cycle is

tremendously longer than theirs. They both know that they will not live to see their

grandchildren. Be assured, daughter, that before they pass from this cycle of existence

into the next—about which I know nothing—they shall know that all is to be supremely

well with their line; even though, to Civilization at large, it shall apparently end with you

Five.”

“End with us? What do you mean?”

“You have a destiny, the nature of which your mind is not yet qualified to receive.

In due time the knowledge shall be yours. Suffice it now to say that the next forty or fifty

years will be but a fleeting hour in the span of life which is to be yours. But time, at the

moment, presses. You are now fully recovered and we must get on with this, your last

period of study with me, at the end of which you will be able to bear the fullest, closest

impact of my mind as easily as you have heretofore borne full contact with your sisters’.

Let us proceed with the work.”

They did so. Kathryn took and survived those shattering treatments, one after

another, emerging finally with a mind whose power and scope can no more be

explained to any mind below the third level than can the general theory of relativity be

explained to a chimpanzee.

“It was forced, not natural, yes,” the Arisian said, gravely, as the girl was about to

leave. “You are many millions of your years ahead of your natural time. You realize,

however, the necessity of that forcing. You also realize that I can give you no more

formal instruction. I will be with you or on call at all times; I will be. of aid in crises; but in

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