Crusader. Novel by Sara Douglass

And Qeteb could take possession of him at will?

“I cannot believe that,” DragonStar said, opening his eyes and staring at the five gathered about him.

“He spoke to us,” Faraday said. “DragonStar, it was not you.”

DragonStar closed his eyes again. He remembered how Qeteb had reached claws into his mind as

he’d sat at that table, but he’d not known that he’d … he’d …

DragonStar was suddenly filled with such a repugnance he leaned forward and retched. Stars in

heaven, was this how a woman felt when she’d been raped?

Faraday swayed forward, then hesitated, and it was Azhure who put her arm around DragonStar’s

shoulders.

“What we are afraid of,” Azhure said, “is that we, or any who speak to you or take

your orders, may not be aware that Qeteb speaks through you.”

“We will always look at you and wonder,” Faraday said.

DragonStar wiped his mouth, jerking his eyes to meet hers. “You cannot trust me?”

“How can we trust you?” Goldman said. “Is this you now, or a cunning persona of Qeteb?”

DragonStar stared, then rose unsteadily to his feet. “You have no choice. You must trust me.”

“How ‘no choice’?” Axis said. His hand had finally drawn the sword, but he kept the blade

flat against his leg.

“Because if you choose not to trust me, then Qeteb automatically wins. But if you choose to

ignore what he says he can do, then you have an even chance of coming through. Either I am who I say I

am, or I have lost my wits and voice and body to Qeteb. Even chance.”

There was a silence.

“Besides,” DragonStar continued, his voice hard, “no-one has any idea if Qeteb can indeed take

possession of my mind and voice at will. When he did so just then he had me at his mercy in his lair. Can

he repeat that trick when I am on my own territory and in possession of my own body?

“Dammit, you have no choice but to hope and to trust! If you decide to abandon me now then you

will automatically sign your own, and this land’s, death warrants!”

Axis and Azhure looked at each other, and Faraday dropped her eyes. Only Goldman and

Gwendylyr continued to regard DragonStar with a steady gaze.

“He’s right,” Goldman suddenly said. “We have no choice but to trust DragonStar. If we do, then we

may win and we may fail, but if we don’t, then we guarantee our failure.”

Gwendylyr nodded. “I agree.”

She remembered how DragonStar had aided her when they’d all been trapped in Qeteb’s

illusion. Gwendylyr would not abandon him now.

Axis sighed, and sheathed his sword. He attempted a small smile. “I hate the odds, DragonStar. I

loathe them. But you are right. None of us have a choice.”

Azhure, her hand still on DragonStar’s arm, nodded, and gave his arm a slight squeeze, but did not

speak.

DragonStar looked at Faraday.

She stared at him, and gave a bright, utterly false smile.

She looked like a glass statue that would shatter at any moment.

“Of course I trust you, DragonStar,” she said, and in that one, calamitous sentence,

DragonStar knew he had lost her.

“Niah,” DragonStar said. Only a moment had passed since Faraday had spoken, but in that

moment a chasm had opened between them. “It has something to do with Niah.”

“Isfrael went to Qeteb with some information about Niah,” Goldman said. They’d all resumed their

seats again, but the mood between them was stiff and uncomfortable. How long, DragonStar

wondered, before any kind of trust can be rebuilt between us? Qeteb did well… very well indeed.

“There was something he told Qeteb about Niah,” Goldman continued, his face creasing in thought,

“that has made Qeteb so confident he thought he had the leisure to toy with DragonStar, and with us

through DragonStar.”

“Toy?” wondered DragonStar, and then furthered wondered when — or even if — he should

tell his witches of the consequences if they failed against the Demons. No, he must tell them. But not

yet… not yet.

“Something about Niah,” he said, remembering Qeteb’s words, “that will enable Qeteb to

‘eat’ Sanctuary and destroy all of us. What? Azhure, can you help?”

Azhure shrugged helplessly. “Niah is much changed since I knew her. Death warped her soul so

much that she has lost any —”

“Oh dear gods!” DragonStar leapt to his feet so abruptly that his chair fell over. “Oh dear gods in heaven!”

No-one could speak, all shocked by the look of horror on DragonStar’s face.

DragonStar groped behind him for the chair, righted it, and

sank down again. He was trembling so badly he had to grip the armrests with his hands in order to

steady himself.

“Niah …” he cleared his throat and began again. “Niah is an Acharite reborn. She has access to the

power of the Enemy.”

There was a horrified silence.

Then Gwendylyr spoke, her voice surprisingly calm. “And thus, through her, so also does Qeteb

have access to the power of the Enemy.”

DragonStar nodded. “He can use her power to dismantle the enchantments and barriers that the

Enemy erected to protect Sanctuary.”

No-one spoke for a long time.

“And does that mean he can counter whatever you throw at him?” Axis said.

“I do not know,” DragonStar whispered. “I do not know!”

No wonder Qeteb was so damned confident! Would his witches have any hope at all?

“But Niah has no soul,” Gwendylyr said, trying desperately to find some shred of hope in the

situation. “She is an automat only. She is —”

“She is a body ready to be filled with a soul,” DragonStar said. “As was the child StarLaughter

carried about with her. Niah is willing flesh imbued with the power needed to defeat Qeteb, but which

Qeteb can now use to turn against us.” DragonStar looked about at the others, meeting each of their eyes

in turn. “I think none of us doubt but which soul Qeteb will use to fill her with purpose.”

“Rox,” Faraday eventually whispered. “He will fill her with Rox’s soul.”

“Are you saying,” Azhure said, “that Sanctuary will fall?”

DragonStar nodded, his eyes sick with grief and self-recrimination. Curse him, he should have

realised this earlier! He thanked the Stars that Axis hadn’t killed him earlier when Qeteb had spoken

through his mouth. If Axis had done so, then Qeteb could possibly have had the power of the StarSon at

his fingertips! They had all come so close to complete annihilation!

“And the Sacred Groves?” Faraday said, pulling DragonStar’s thoughts back to the problem of

Niah.

DragonStar nodded again. “They will go first, my beloved,” and he paused as Faraday

flinched, although whether at the thought of the Groves falling, or at the endearment, DragonStar

did not know. “Qeteb will destroy them first.”

“Why?” Azhure said.

“Because he wants to grow on the power of the Mother before he comes after us,”

DragonStar said. “He wants to feast on the Mother.”

“No!” Faraday screamed, and threw herself at DragonStar.

A massive storm held the Icebear Coast trapped. The land had witnessed nothing like this since the days

of Gorgrael, and even he hadn’t had the power to generate this much fury. Sleet lashed down from the

north in almost horizontal sheets, stinging into ice and snow with such force that shards of ice shot through

the air like shrapnel.

DragonStar grabbed his cloak in the instant before the wind tore it away, and tried to shut his ears

against the screaming of wind and ice about him. He was leaning against the lee side of an ice wall, but

even here the storm threatened to pick him up and hurl him into some ice-needled eternity.

Nothing was sane in this world, nothing at all.

Not even him, if one believed the fearful eyes of Faraday.

From the chamber where DragonStar had realised the appalling significance of Niah, he had gone to

check on Sicarius and FortHeart. They’d been in a different part of Sanctuary when he’d called them into

Qeteb’s illusion, and DragonStar eventually found them under a buiche-fruit tree, being tended by an

Icarii Healer.

Sicarius was the lesser wounded of the two, and likely to make a full recovery. FortHeart had lost

her ear, and one of her legs was swollen, but the Healer had said that she, too, would recover, if not to

her former prettiness.

From there DragonStar had dared the uncertainties of Spiredore to come to this spot.

Why? DragonStar tried to force his half-frozen face into a grin as he thought that one through. Why?

Because somewhere on the Icebear Coast was the one person who just might be able to help.

Urbeth.

DragonStar had not seen nor heard from her since Qeteb had been resurrected, but he had no doubt

that she had survived the wasting of Tencendor, and currently sat with her daughters, waiting

out the time before DragonStar managed to best Qeteb and set Tencendor to rights.

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