My eyes finally travelled to the man sitting at the head of the table.
I took a breath, and raised my chin.
Weyland Orr was of the same pleasant, even handsome, aspect that I’d noted when he’d come to Woburn village. Perhaps even more attractive, for here was no cold to pinch his cheeks and frost his breath. Now that he was not wrapped in a great cloak, I could see that he was a little too lean and his physique a little too raw-boned for his height, but in some way that only added to his appeal. His face was striking—his bone structure very strong, his forehead broad, his nose long and straight, his beardless jaw finely defined. His fair hair was worn long and neatly tied in a club at the nape of his neck, unlike the luxurious curls so many men affected. He was dressed well, his shirt of the finest linen, his doublet and breeches of a fine wool that had been dyed a soft grey—a combination of colours which well suited him. He wore several gold rings, two on his left hand and one on his right and a small gold hoop in his left earlobe.
If I hadn’t known what exactly he was, then I would have found his strong-boned face and rangy physique immensely appealing. Indeed, I am sure I would have liked him on sight, and I could imagine that if Weyland took that face and body into a tavern he would have the girls gravitating to him within no time.
Weyland was watching me with a glint of humour in those hazel eyes, then his lips parted, and I saw a glint of white teeth.
And then his eyes slipped lower, and I knew he had seen Catling.
“What’s this?” he said. “A brat you picked up on the street to garner my sympathy? I don’t remember seeing her when I—”
He stopped suddenly, and I wondered why he should be so surprised at not seeing her. After all, he’d been the one to call me out into the street when he’d come to Woburn village. Surely he hadn’t expected me to drag out any children I might have had.
“My daughter Catling,” I said, thanking every god in existence that my voice did not quaver.
Weyland’s eyes flew back to mine. “Daughter?” he said softly, and he gathered his long legs under his chair, preparatory to rising. “I did not know of a ‘daughter’.”
I raised an eyebrow, not dropping my eyes from his as, indeed, Weyland slowly rose.
It was a movement meant to intimidate, for he stared at me, his face cold, his eyes implacable, his movements very, very slow and deliberate. Like a dog, crouching for the attack.
“And where did you get a ‘daughter’, then?” Weyland said, moving about the table towards me.
From the corner of my eye I saw Elizabeth cringe as he passed her, and Jane take a half step back to allow him passage.
“From whoring about,” I said. “I thought it best to get some practice in before I arrived.” I wondered if Catling would have anything to say to that. But, no, she kept silent.
Weyland had reached me now, and I had to tilt my head even further back to continue to meet his eyes. He was taller than I remembered.
His nostrils flared, and his eyes narrowed. “I can smell a man about you now…”
“John Thornton,” I said. “Reverend.”
He laughed with what seemed to be genuine amusement, and perhaps even a little relief. “I know of him. He is a fine man.” He appeared to be about to say something else, but he stopped himself, and instead reached forward a hand and rested it against my belly.
It was difficult, but I managed not to flinch.
“I have no doubt your dark incubus told you of him,” I said. “I am sure that he got to know Thornton very well over the years.”
Weyland’s eyes dropped to Catling, who was doing a reasonable approximation of fear.
“And so this is his daughter, eh?”
I felt rather than saw Jane’s eyes fly to me, felt her shock, and I prayed she would have both face and emotions under control by the next time Weyland thought to glance her way.
“Who can know?” I said softly. “It was very dark.”
“You have as sharp a tongue on you, madam, as does Jane,” Weyland said, and I am sure none in the kitchen could fail to hear the threat in it. “Do you know how I soften her tongue?”
“With delightful cruelty, I should imagine,” I said.
Something clouded his eyes, and he withdrew his hand from me. “I do not necessarily have to be cruel,” he said, “if you just do as I want.”
I gave a short, disbelieving laugh.
“Cease!” he said, his voice so sharp that I stopped instantly. One of his hands travelled to my face, and its warm fingers caressed my cheek and jaw. When he resumed speaking, his voice was very low, underscored with threat.
“I run a whorehouse here, Noah. Did Jane tell you that? Elizabeth and Frances let the men of London ride them, all for coin. So if there is food on the table, remember that it is their sweat and moans which have brought it to you.”
“You have a most charming way with words, Weyland.”
His face tightened. “I’m sure you won’t mind contributing to the household upkeep.”
I fought to keep my face neutral.
“As you will,” I said, and, lifting my arms so I could reach the buttons at the back of my bodice, I began slowly to undo them.
There was a flash of something in Weyland’s eyes—surprise, I suppose—but then he wiped all expression from his face.
“I have no intention,” I said, “of disobeying my master.”
More of the buttons slipped free. For a moment my gaze crossed with those of Elizabeth and Frances; both were rigid with either shock or fear, or maybe both.
My eyes went back to Weyland, and his mouth twitched, which surprised me. “Let me help you,” he said, calling my bluff, and his hands tugged gently at my bodice so that it slipped free of my shoulders.
“You’re not afraid that you might end your days with a face like Jane’s?” he said.
“Jane’s face is not her embarrassment to bear,” I said.
The bodice and then my loosened chemise fell free to the floor, and every eye in the kitchen slipped to my suddenly bared breasts.
I was suddenly very sorry I had begun this. Defiance was all very well, but only if it achieved the effect you desired. In all other cases it was a miserable failure.
Weyland caught my eyes, and he smiled. Very slightly, but without any discernible sarcasm or spite.
I was more unnerved than ever.
He put one of his hands on my shoulder, then turned me about.
I heard Elizabeth and Frances gasp. They had not, obviously, expected to see the recently (and oh-so-strangely) healed wounds on my back.
Weyland put his hand against my back, gently, but its very presence was enough to make me jump. He was standing where I could see his face, and I saw that his smile broadened a little at that evidence of my discomfiture.
Then his eyes caught sight of the ruby and gold bracelet on my left wrist, which I had put on just before entering the house. I don’t know why I wanted to wear this jewel, only that, somehow, it seemed fitting.
His hand ran softly down the underside of my arm (causing me—gods help me!—to shiver), lifting it up so all in the kitchen could see the beautiful piece of jewellery.
“I remember this,” said Weyland. “I once went to great trouble to give it back to you. You fainted, as I remember.”
Silvius, as I had thought then, riding the Troy Game to the acclaim of the crowds in Smithfield.
Harold and myself watching, not realising we watched Asterion disporting himself before us.
“Yes,” I said, “I fainted. I must have intuited somehow what maliciousness stood before me.”
His face closed over, and he dropped my arm. His hands went to the laces of my skirt, and within the moment it had joined my chemise and bodice on the floor.
Now I was naked. Usually this condition did not discomfort me at all, but now, with Weyland standing so close to me, his hand running softly up and down my back tracing those horrific welts, I felt very vulnerable. I tried to keep my bearing straight, my chin defiant, but I wanted nothing more than to wrap my arms about myself and hide my nakedness. There was want in Weyland’s eyes, and it horrified me.
“These are terrible wounds, Noah,” he said. Now only his fingertips were tracing up and down, a feather’s touch.
The touch of a monster.