Devil’s Waltz. By: Jonathan Kellerman

We reached the door. Another maintenance man was locking it and when

he saw us, he gave a world-weary look and held it open for us.

Stephanie said, “Reduced hours-another budget cut.”

Out in the hallway, things had gotten frantic. Doctors blew past in

boisterous groups, filling the air with fast talk. Families traipsed

through, wheeling doll-sized veteran journeyors to and from the ordeals

wrought by science.

A silent crowd was assembled at the elevator doors, clumped like human

droplets, waiting for any of three lifts that had settled

simultaneously on the third floor. Waiting, always the waiting. .

Stephanie moved through deftly, nodding at familiar faces but never

stopping. I followed close behind, avoiding collision with I.V

poles.

When we entered the basement stairwell, I said, “What kind of crime

problems have there been?”

“The usual, but more so,” she said, climbing. “Car thefts, vandalism,

purse snatchings. Some muggings out on Sunset. And a couple of nurses

were assaulted in the parking lot across the street a few months

ago.”

“Sexual assaults?” I said, taking two steps at a time in order to keep

up.

“That was never made clear. Neither of them came back to talk about

it. They were night-shift floats, not regular staff. What I heard was

that they were beaten up pretty badly and had their purses stolen.

The police sent a community relations officer who gave us the usual

personal safety lecture and admitted that, bottom line, there was

little anyone could do to guarantee safety unless the hospital was

turned into an armed camp. The women on the staff screamed a lot and

the administration promised to have Security patrol more regularly.”

Any follow-through?”

“Guess so-you see more uniforms in the lots and there’ve been no

attacks since then. But the protection came with a whole bunch of

other stuff no one asked for. Robocops on campus, new badges, frequent

hassles like the one you just went through. Personally, I think we

played right into the administration’s hands-gave them an excuse for

exercising more control. And once they get it, they’ll never

relinquish it.”

“6 students getting revenge?”

She stopped climbing and looked down at me over her shoulder, smiling

sheepishly. “You remember that?”

“Vividly.”

“Pretty mouthy back then, wasn’t I?”

“The fire of youth,” I said. And they deserved it-talking down to you

in front of everyone, that Dr. Ms.” stuff.”

“Yeah, they were a pretty cheeky bunch, weren’t they.” She resumed the

climb, but more slowly. “Banker’s hours, martini lunches, sitting

around shmoozing in the cafe and sending us memos about increasing

efficiency and cutting costs.”

A few steps later she stopped again. “C students-I can’t believe I

actually said that.” Her cheeks were aflame. “I was obnoxious, wasn’t

I?”

“Inspired, Steph.”

“More like perspired. Those were crazy times, Alex. Totally crazy.”

“Sure were,” I said. “But don’t dismiss what we accomplished: equal

pay for female staff, parents rooming in, the playrooms.”

And let us not forget free coffee for the house staff.”

A few steps later: “Even so, Alex, so much of what we obsessed on seems

so misdirected. We focused on personalities but the problem was the

system. One bunch of 6 students leaves, another arrives, and the same

old problems go on. Sometimes I wonder if I’ve stayed here too long.

Look at you-away from it for all these years and you look better than

ever.”

“So do you,” I said, thinking of what she’d just told me about trying

for the division-head position.

“Me?” She smiled. “Well, you’re gallant to say so, but in my case,

it’s not due to personal fulfillment. Just clean living.”

The fifth floor housed children aged one to eleven who were not in need

of high-tech care. The hundred beds in the east ward took up two

thirds of the floor space.

The remaining third was set aside for a twenty-bed private unit on the

west side, separated from the ward by teak doors lettered THE HANNAH

CHAPEL! SPECIAL UNIT in brass.

Chappy Ward. Off limits to the hoi polloi and trainees, maintained by

endowments, private insurance, and personal checks; not a Medi-Cal form

in sight.

Private meant Muzak flowing from concealed ceiling speakers, carpeted

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