Dickens, Charles – The Uncommercial Traveller

These people had a mortal dread of entering the workhouse, and

received no out-of-door relief.

In another room, in still another tenement, I found a very decent

woman with five children, – the last a baby, and she herself a

patient of the parish doctor, – to whom, her husband being in the

hospital, the Union allowed for the support of herself and family,

four shillings a week and five loaves. I suppose when Thisman,

M.P., and Thatman, M.P., and the Public-blessing Party, lay their

heads together in course of time, and come to an equalization of

rating, she may go down to the dance of death to the tune of

sixpence more.

I could enter no other houses for that one while, for I could not

bear the contemplation of the children. Such heart as I had

summoned to sustain me against the miseries of the adults failed me

when I looked at the children. I saw how young they were, how

hungry, how serious and still. I thought of them, sick and dying

in those lairs. I think of them dead without anguish; but to think

of them so suffering and so dying quite unmanned me.

Down by the river’s bank in Ratcliff, I was turning upward by a

side-street, therefore, to regain the railway, when my eyes rested

on the inscription across the road, ‘East London Children’s

Hospital.’ I could scarcely have seen an inscription better suited

to my frame of mind; and I went across and went straight in.

Page 204

Dickens, Charles – The Uncommercial Traveller

I found the children’s hospital established in an old sail-loft or

storehouse, of the roughest nature, and on the simplest means.

There were trap-doors in the floors, where goods had been hoisted

up and down; heavy feet and heavy weights had started every knot in

the well-trodden planking: inconvenient bulks and beams and

awkward staircases perplexed my passage through the wards. But I

found it airy, sweet, and clean. In its seven and thirty beds I

saw but little beauty; for starvation in the second or third

generation takes a pinched look: but I saw the sufferings both of

infancy and childhood tenderly assuaged; I heard the little

patients answering to pet playful names, the light touch of a

delicate lady laid bare the wasted sticks of arms for me to pity;

and the claw-like little hands, as she did so, twined themselves

lovingly around her wedding-ring.

One baby mite there was as pretty as any of Raphael’s angels. The

tiny head was bandaged for water on the brain; and it was suffering

with acute bronchitis too, and made from time to time a plaintive,

though not impatient or complaining, little sound. The smooth

curve of the cheeks and of the chin was faultless in its

condensation of infantine beauty, and the large bright eyes were

most lovely. It happened as I stopped at the foot of the bed, that

these eyes rested upon mine with that wistful expression of

wondering thoughtfulness which we all know sometimes in very little

children. They remained fixed on mine, and never turned from me

while I stood there. When the utterance of that plaintive sound

shook the little form, the gaze still remained unchanged. I felt

as though the child implored me to tell the story of the little

hospital in which it was sheltered to any gentle heart I could

address. Laying my world-worn hand upon the little unmarked

clasped hand at the chin, I gave it a silent promise that I would

do so.

A gentleman and lady, a young husband and wife, have bought and

fitted up this building for its present noble use, and have quietly

settled themselves in it as its medical officers and directors.

Both have had considerable practical experience of medicine and

surgery; he as house-surgeon of a great London hospital; she as a

very earnest student, tested by severe examination, and also as a

nurse of the sick poor during the prevalence of cholera.

With every qualification to lure them away, with youth and

accomplishments and tastes and habits that can have no response in

any breast near them, close begirt by every repulsive circumstance

Pages: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 97 98 99 100 101 102 103 104 105 106 107 108 109 110 111 112 113 114 115 116 117 118 119 120 121 122 123 124 125 126 127 128 129 130 131 132 133 134 135 136 137 138 139 140 141 142 143 144 145 146 147 148 149 150 151 152 153 154 155 156 157 158 159 160 161 162 163 164 165 166 167 168 169 170 171 172 173 174 175 176 177 178 179 180 181 182 183 184 185 186 187 188 189 190 191 192 193 194 195 196 197 198 199 200 201 202 203 204 205 206 207

Leave a Reply 0

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *