Dreamcatcher by Stephen King

This time it was Pete he claimed was dead, sweet (and not terribly bright) Peter Moore. Dear God, could it be true? Any of it? All of it?

The second bout of hysterical grief hadn’t gone on as long, probably because Duddits was already exhausted from the first. She had gotten the nosebleed stanched again-lucky her-and had changed his bed, first helping him to his chair by the window. There he’d sat, looking out into the renewing storm, occasionally sobbing, sometimes heaving great, watery sighs that hurt her inside. Just looking at him hurt her: how thin he was, how pale he was, how bald he was. She gave him his Red Sox hat, signed across the visor by the great Pedro Martinez (you get so many nice things when you’re dying, she sometimes mused), thinking his head would be cold there, so close to the glass, but for once Duddits wouldn’t put it on. He only held it on his lap and looked out into the dark, his eyes big and unhappy.

At last she had gotten him back into bed, where once again her son’s green eyes looked up at her with all their terrible dying brilliance.

“Eeet in hen, ooo?”

“I’m sure he is.” She hadn’t wanted to cry, desperately hadn’t wanted to-it might set him off again-but she could feel the tears brimming. Her head was pregnant with them, and the inside of her nose tasted of the sea each time she pulled in breath.

“In hen wif Eeeyer?”

“Yes, honey.”

“I eee Eeeyer n Eeet in hen?”

“Yes, you will. Of course you will. But not for a long while.”

His eyes had closed. Roberta had sat beside him on the bed, looking down at her hands, feeling sadder than sad, more alone than lonely.

Now she hurried downstairs and yes, it was singing, all right. Because she spoke such fluent Duddits (and why not? it had been her second language for over thirty years), she translated the rolling syllables without even thinking much about them: Scooby-Dooby-Doo,where are you? We got some work to do now. I’ve been telling you, Scooby-Doo, we need a helping hand, now.

She went into his room, not knowing what to expect. Certainly not what she found: every light blazing, Duddits fully dressed for the first time since his last (and very likely final, according to Dr Briscoe) remission. He had put on his favorite corduroy pants, his down vest over his Grinch tee-shirt, and his Red Sox hat. He was sitting in his chair by the window and looking out into the night. No frown now; no tears, either. He looked out into the storm with a bright-eyed eagerness that took her back to long before the disease, which had announced itself with such stealthy, easy-to-overlook symptoms: how tired and out of breath he got after just a short game of Frisbee in the back yard, how big the bruises were from even little thumps and bumps, and how slowly they faded. This was the way he used to look when…

But she couldn’t think. She was too flustered to think.

“Duddits! Duddle, what-”

“Umma! Ere I unnox?”

Mumma! Where’s my lunchbox?

“In the kitchen, but Duddie, it’s the middle of the night. It’s snowing! You aren’t…”

Going anywhere was the way that one ended, of course, but the words wouldn’t cross her tongue. His eyes were so brilliant, so alive. Perhaps she should have been glad to see that light so strongly in his eyes, that energy, but instead she was terrified.

“I eed I unnox! I eed I unch!”

I need my lunchbox, I need my lunch.

“No, Duddits.” Trying to be firm. “You need to take off your clothes and get back into bed. That’s what you need and all you need. Here. I’ll help you.”

But when she approached, he raised his amis and crossed them over his narrow chest, the palm of his right hand pressed against his left cheek, the palm of his left against the right cheek. From earliest childhood, it was all he could muster in the way of defiance. It was usually enough, and it was now. She didn’t want to upset him again, perhaps start another nosebleed. But she wasn’t going to put up a lunch for him in his Scooby lunchbox at one-fifteen in the morning. Absolutely not.

She retreated to the side of his bed and sat down on it. The room was warm, but she was cold, even in her heavy flannel nightgown. Duddits slowly lowered his arms, watching her wanly. “You can sit up if you want,” she said, “but why? Did you have a dream, Duddie? A bad dream?”

Maybe a dream but not a bad one. Not with that eager look on his face, and now she recognized it well enough: it was the way he had looked so often back in the eighties, in the good years before Henry, Pete, Beaver, and Jonesy had all gone their separate ways, calling less frequently and coming by to see him less frequently still as they raced toward their grownup lives and forgot the one who had to stay behind.

It was the look he got when his special sense told him that his friends were coming by to play. Sometimes they’d all go off together to Strawford Park or the Barrens (they weren’t supposed to go there but they did, both she and Alfie had known that they did, and one of their trips there had gotten them all on the front page of the newspaper). Sometimes Alfie or one of their moms or dads would take them to Airport Minigolf or to Fun Town in Newport, and on those days she would always pack Duddits sandwiches and cookies and a thermos of milk in his Scooby-Doo lunchbox.

He thinks his friends are coming. It must be Henry and Jonesy he’s thinking of, because he says Pete and Beav-

Suddenly a terrible image came to her as she sat on Duddits’s bed with her hands folded in her lap. She saw herself opening the door to a knock that came at the empty hour of three in the morning, not wanting to open it but helpless to stop herself. And the dead ones were there instead of the living ones. Beaver and Pete were there, returned to the childhood in which they had been living on the day she had first met them, the day they had saved Duddie from God knew what nasty trick and then brought him home safe. In her mind’s eye Beaver was wearing his many-zippered motorcycle jacket and Pete was wearing the crewneck sweater of which he had been so proud, the one with NASA on the left breast. She saw them cold and pale, their eyes the lusterless grape-black glaze of corpses. She saw Beaver step forward-no smile for her now, no recognition of her now; when Joe “Beaver” Clarendon put out his pallid starfish hands, he was all business. We’ve come for Duddits, Missus Cavell. We’re dead, and now he is, too.

She clasped her hands tighter as a shudder twisted through her body. Duddits didn’t see; he was looking out the window again, his face eager and expectant. And very softly, he began to sing again.

“Ooby-Ooby-Ooo, eh ah ooo? Eee aht-sum urk-ooo ooo ow…”

10

“Mr Gray?”

No answer. Jonesy stood at the door of what was now most definitely his office, not a trace of Tracker Brothers left except for the dirt on the windows (the matter-of-fact pornography of the girl with her skirt raised had been replaced by Van Gogh’s Marigolds), feeling more and more uneasy. What was the bastard looking for?

“Mr Gray, where are you?” No answer this time either, but there was a sense of Mr Gray returning… and he was happy. The son of a bitch was happy. Jonesy didn’t like that at all.

“Listen,” Jonesy said. Hands still pressed to the door of his sanctuary; forehead now pressed to it, as well. “I’ve got a proposal for you, my friend-you’re halfway human already; why not just go native? We can coexist, I guess, and I’ll show you around. Ice cream’s good, beer’s even better. What do you say?”

He suspected Mr Gray was tempted, as only an essentially formless creature could be tempted when offered form-a trade right out of a fairy-tale.

Not tempted enough, however.

There was the spin of the starter, the roar of the truck’s motor.

“Where are we going, chum? Always assuming we can get off Standpipe Hill, that is?”

No answer, only that disquieting sense that Mr Gray had been looking for something… and found it.

Jonesy hurried across to the window and looked out in time to see the truck’s headlights sweep across the pillar erected to memorialize the lost. The plaque had drifted in again, which meant they must have been here awhile.

Slowly, carefully, now pushing its way through bumper-high drifts, the Dodge Ram started back down the hill.

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