Every building appeared to have been damaged.
Save one…
St Dunstan’s-in-the-East.
Alone of all the churches in the city it had survived completely intact.
When, later in the day, Sir Christopher Wren, now an old man, arrived, he stood for long minutes gazing up at the spire.
“You don’t appear amazed,” said an onlooker, “that a miracle has saved St Dunstan’s spire.”
“Not a miracle,” murmured Wren, “but the genius of a tiny girl.”
And with that strange remark Wren turned his back and stumped through the wreckage of Idol Lane towards Thames Street.
ONE
St Bartholomew’s Hospital, Smithfield, London
Wednesday, 11th December 1940
The nurses in the little annexe of St Bart’s which housed the long-term patients (those waiting to die, or those so chronically ill they could not be looked after at home) tried as best they could to get as many early morning shifts as possible. It was then, during the early morning, that Major Jack Skelton came to sit by the bed of the girl who lay in the verandah ward. Every morning, without fail, as soon as the dawn light stained the sky, he could be found sitting at her bedside.
There he would stay for most of the morning. No one ever saw him arrive, no one witnessed his departure, and the ward sister had long since stopped asking him to confine his visits to regular visiting hours.
Everyone on the nursing staff, from the ward sister to the most junior aide, had long since fallen under the man’s spell.
It wasn’t so much his looks, or his charm, although both these attributes were undisputed. It was the major’s silent vigil by Grace Orr’s bedside that won the nursing staff’s hearts, and broke them, all in one. The girl’s parents came every day as well, but Major Skelton affected the staff so much more deeply.
Most, although they would never have admitted it, were thoroughly in love with the man, and spent many of their daydreaming hours wondering if they might possibly be the one to comfort him when Grace Orr died, as she undoubtedly would.
Grace Orr was lovely (or at least she had once been, from the photographs that her mother showed everyone), but they all knew that she would not survive. It was a miracle she had clung to life for this length of time; there was no hope she could continue to do so for much longer.
So they brought the major cups of tea, and the sisters engaged him in conversation, and the nurses offered to sew the buttons on his jacket, although all were in perfect order and placement, and polish his shoes, although they already shone brilliantly. From time to time the more daring among them suggested an afternoon in a cafe somewhere, perhaps, to take his mind off things, to which the major always suppressed a wince, then smiled and rejected the offer with endearing charm.
His loyalty to the girl lying motionless on the bed was enchanting, and every nursing sister or aide who came into contact with Jack Skelton wondered what it would be like if they were the recipient of that loyalty and devotion.
Although they suspected some degree of despondency in the man, they did not realise the level of his despair.
Although the emergency workers had pulled Grace Orr from the rubble alive, none thought she would survive more than a few hours. Both her legs were crushed, as was her left arm and most of the ribs down her left side. Her left lung had collapsed and her right one was in imminent danger of following suit. Her spleen had ruptured, her heart was bruised so badly it was a wonder it still continued to beat. Her aorta leaked into her abdomen.
All of these injuries were critical, but it was the trauma to her head that was fatal. A huge wedge of concrete had crushed the top of her skull, penetrating deep into the brain. It was not merely the physical damage done, but the resulting inevitable infection that would surely kill the girl.
No one, including the fire chief who had given the news to her parents and Jack Skelton, had thought she’d survive longer than the day.
The ambulance had taken her to St Bart’s, where Grace’s injuries were cleaned and she was placed in a bed to die. None of the doctors thought there was any point in doing anything more. Her parents and the major were given access, much sympathy, and left to watch Grace die while the doctors and nurses bent their efforts to patients who might actually live.
Grace survived.
None among the staff could quite credit it. She shouldn’t have been able to live more than a few hours. Almost a third of her brain had been destroyed, and the damage to her aorta and heart should have killed her within hours of it being inflicted. Grace Orr simply should not have lived through her burial in the rubble, let alone a day or more outside.
When Grace continued to cling to life, and after much pleading from her parents and aggressive arguing from the American major, the doctors decided they would do what they could for her. She went to surgery (the surgeons warning that the anaesthetic alone was likely to prove fatal) and set her bones as best they could, stitched up her aorta, reinflated her lung, cleaned her intracranial cavity (with many a wince) and, discarding the shattered fragments of her skull, inserted a steel plate over the gaping hole and stitched her scalp back over it.
Grace survived both the surgical procedures and the anaesthetic. She went into traction for those broken bones not able to be set in plaster, she had intravenous therapy and a nasogastric tube inserted for feeding, and was then shunted into the verandah ward of the annexe to die.
She didn’t die.
The doctors warned her parents and Major Skelton that if she survived she would be a vegetable.
They nodded, thanked the doctors and settled down to wait.
Many long weeks passed.
Jack was slouched down in the wickerwork easy chair the nurses had brought in for him weeks ago, elbow on the armrest, head resting in his hand.
His eyes did not leave Grace’s still form.
She was long out of plaster and traction now, and her external injuries had healed. Her limbs once more lay straight by her side, the drainage tube into her lung had gone, her scalp had grown over the steel plate (grown over emptiness), and her curls had sprung back to cover the raised red scars on her scalp. The doctors said her aorta had healed well.
They shook their heads whenever Jack or Noah and Weyland asked about her brain.
The ravages of her trauma and deep coma had left their own marks on her body. Grace, always slim, was now skeletal. Her body fat had vanished, and her bones poked out vast ranges of hills and valleys in her skin. Her colour was either yellow or grey, depending on the time of the day.
Her chest rose and fell, slowly, in desperately shallow, inadequate breaths.
The red rubber of the nasogastric tube looked like a line of blood running down her face and over her shoulder.
Grace had gone. Jack could feel nothing of her. The doctors told him she was in a deep coma, a vegetative state, but even so Jack would have expected to be able to sense something of Grace.
But there was nothing. Jack could not even sense, let alone see, the diamond bands.
They had vanished with Grace.
Catling had her. Catling was playing with her, and Jack’s guilt was now almost unbearable.
Grace, Grace, I am sorry, I am so sorry, I don’t know what to do.
In the afternoons and evenings, and the long, long nights, when he was alone, Jack often gave into despair and wept. But tears were something he refused to give into before Grace. He thought that if she woke, and turned her head and opened her eyes, the last thing he would want her to see were his tears.
So, stoic Jack came to St Bart’s. Despairing Jack inhabited the rest of London and Epping Forest, alternating between anger and frenetic guilt-ridden activity, searching out the solution to Grace’s terrible coma.
To the Troy Game.
He found no solution, save that the Troy Game continually whispered in his ear: You can have her back, Jack, but only when you and Noah complete me.
In his darker moments, and they were ever more frequent, Jack wondered if this fight against the Troy Game was worth it.
Perhaps they should just complete her and have done with it.
Grace was locked in a nightmare so terrible she did not think she would survive it sane. She existed in a hell of jumbled, ancient memories that appeared to be those of her parents and Jack in previous lives, as well as the memories of the Troy Game itself and of all it had eaten.