If I get a Variations, that’s four bucks and we’re up to $45. Some of the money that’s left I might use to buy a CD, although I don’t have to, or a candy-bar or two (I know I shouldn’t, because my complexion still blows dead rats, although I’m almost not a teenager any-214
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more). I think of calling out for a pizza or for Chinese sometimes, but it’s against TransCorp’s rules. Also, I would feel weird doing it, like a member of the oppressing class. I have delivered pizza, remember. I know what a sucky job it is. Still, if I could order in, the pizza guy wouldn’t leave this house with a quarter tip. I’d lay five on him, watch his eyes light up.
But you’re starting to see what I mean about not needing a lot of cash money, aren’t you? When Thursday morning rolls around again, I usually have at least eight bucks left, and sometimes it’s more like twenty. What I do with the coins is drop them down the storm-drain in front of my house. I am aware that this would freak the neighbors out if they saw me doing it (I’m a high-school dropout, but I didn’t leave because I was stupid, thank you very much), so I take out the blue plastic recycling basket with the newspapers in it (and sometimes with a Penthouse or Variations buried halfway down the stack, I don’t keep that shit around for long, who would), and while I’m putting it down on the curb, I open the hand with the change in it, and through the grate in the gutter it goes. Tinkle-tinkle-tinkle-splash.
Like a magician’s trick. Now you see it, now you don’t. Someday that drain will get clogged up, they’ll send a guy down there and he’ll think he won the fucking lottery, unless there’s a flood or something that pushes all the change down to the waste treatment plant, or wherever it goes. By then I’ll be gone. I’m not going to spend my life in Columbia City, I can tell you that. I’m leaving, and soon. One way or the other.
The currency is easier. I just poke it down the garbage disposal in the kitchen. Another magic trick, presto-change-o, money into lettuce. You probably think that’s very weird, running money through the sink-pig. I did, too, at first. But you get used to just about anything after you do it awhile, and besides, there’s always another seventy falling through the letter-slot. The rule is simple: no squirrelling it away. End the week broke. Besides, it’s not millions we’re talking about, only eight or ten bucks a week. Chump-change, really.
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DINKY’S DAYBOARD. That’s another fringe benefit. I write down whatever I want during the week, and I get everything I ask for (except sex-mags, as I told you). Maybe I’ll get bored with that eventually, but right now it’s like having Santa Claus all year round.
Mostly what I write down is groceries, like anyone does on their kitchen chalkboard, but by no means is groceries all.
I might, for instance, write down “New Bruce Willis Video” or
“New Weezer CD” or something like that. A funny thing about that Weezer CD, since we’re on the subject. I happened to go into Toones Xpress one Friday after my movie was over (I always go to the show on Friday afternoons, even if there’s nothing I really want to see, because that’s when the cleaners come), just killing time inside because it was rainy and that squashed going to the park, and while I was looking at the new releases, this kid asks a clerk about the new Weezer CD. The clerk tells him it won’t be in for another ten days or so, but I’d had it since the Friday before.
Fringe benefits, like I say.
If I write down “sport shirt” on the DAYBOARD, there it is when I get back to the house on Friday night, always in one of the nice earth-tone colors I like. If I write down “new jeans” or “chinos,” I get those. All stuff from The Gap, which is where I’d go myself, if I had to do stuff like that. If I want a certain kind of after-shave lotion or cologne, I write the name on DINKY’S DAYBOARD and it’s on the bathroom counter when I get home. I don’t date, but I’m a fool for cologne. Go figure.