Gemmell, David – Dark Moon

is uncaring. But we go on. I could take it with better heart if you did not love me. You could say farewell then, and I would be sad for a long while. But I would recover, I would take the wound and let it heal. Yet to love me, and still leave me … that is hard to bear.’

Duvodas sat very still, staring into her large, dark eyes. All tension flowed from him, and he raised her hand to his lips and kissed her palm. Then he sighed. ‘None of us can help the way we are, Shira.’

They returned the plates and cups to the hamper and Duvodas lifted it to his shoulder. Shira gathered up his green shirt and his harp and took his arm. Her twisted left leg, several inches shorter than the right, made her movements ungainly and clumsy. Slowly they made their way down the hillside and on to the path towards the gates. Several children ran by and two of them stopped and laughed at Shira. She did not seem to mind, but the sound cut through Duvodas.

‘Why do they laugh?’ he asked her.

‘My walk is comical,’ she said.

‘Would you laugh at another’s misfortune?’

‘Last winter the merchant Lunder, a large man and very pompous, came to collect a debt from Father. As he left, his foot slipped on the ice. He struggled to stay upright, then his legs flew up in the air and he fell into a ditch. I laughed so much there were tears running down my face.’

‘I don’t understand where the humour lies,’ he told her.

‘Did the Eldarin not laugh?’

‘Yes. They knew great joy. But it was never as a result of brutality or derision.’

They fell silent and walked on. Outside the gates they turned on to the main street and on through the

square. There were four fresh corpses hanging from the gibbet there. Three had placards around their necks proclaiming the single word: THIEF; the fourth placard said DESERTER. Several women were standing in front of the gibbet. Two were weeping.

‘So much pain in the world,’ said Shira. Duvodas did not reply. Few were the days when the gibbet went unused.

They moved on, reaching the tavern just before dusk. Shira’s father stepped out to meet them. Fat, tall and bald, Ceofrin was every inch the tavern-keeper, his face ruddy with good health, his smile swift and reassuring. Duvodas sensed that Ceofrin was hoping for good news, and his heart sank.

‘Did you two have a good picnic?’ he asked.

‘Aye, Father,’ said Shira, letting go of Duvo’s arm. ‘It was very pleasant.’ Slipping past him she limped into the tavern.

Ceofrin took the picnic hamper from Duvo. ‘You two make a fine couple,’ he said. ‘I’ve never seen her so happy.’

‘She is a wonderful girl,’ Duvo agreed.

‘And she’ll make a fine wife. With a handsome dowry!’

‘With or without the dowry,’ said Duvo. Shira had placed his harp on a nearby table. Now he gathered it up and began to walk towards the stairs.

‘Wait,’ said Ceofrin. ‘I’d like a word with you, lad – if you don’t mind.’

Duvo took a deep breath and turned back, his grey-green eyes focusing on Ceofrin’s blunt, honest face. There was no hiding his emotions; the innkeeper was worried, and it showed. He sat down at a table by the leaded glass window and gestured to Duvo to sit opposite. ‘This is not easy for me, Duvodas.’ He licked his lips, then rubbed the back of

his hand across his mouth. ‘I’m not a fool. I know the world is a harsh, cruel place. Two of my sons are buried in unmarked graves somewhere south of Morgallis. My daughter – the most beautiful child you ever saw – was crippled beneath a wagon. My wife died of the Eldarin Plague – as did nearly a quarter of the people in Corduin five years ago. You understand what I’m saying? I don’t see life like one of your songs.’

‘I understand,’ said Duvo, softly, waiting for the man to get to the point.

‘But Shira now . . . she’s different. Never complained about the leg, did you know that? Just took the hurt and got on with her life. Everyone loves her. She’s like a … a living embodiment of your music. When she is around people smile. They feel good. She’s nineteen now, an old maid. All of her school friends are married; some with babes. But not many suitors will consider a crippled wife. Shira understood this, yet still she fell in love. Not with a baker, or a tailor’s clerk, but with a handsome musician. I am a plain man, and not good with the ladies. I can tell those who are, though. You could have your pick. You understand what I’m saying? She loves you, man, and that means you have it in your power to destroy her.’ Ceofrin rubbed his hand across his mouth, as if trying to wipe a bad taste from his lips. ‘So where do you stand?’ he said at last.

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