Gods Concubine by Sara Douglass

think about the underlying ―why‖ of his presence here. Certainly he was here to win himself a

kingdom and all the spoils it could provide him, but that there was far more at stake he had not

allowed himself to consider.

There had been no time.

He‘d sailed from the Somme estuary on the night of the 28th of September, arriving at

Pevensey Bay early the next morning. At this bay, William had constructed some initial

defences, but then had decided that the small port town of Hastings, which lay a little further up

the coast, would serve his purposes better. Hastings stood on a small peninsula and could be

more easily defended, and William wanted to protect his ships, his men and, he admitted in his

darker moments, his escape route.

He was a more cautious man now than he had been as Brutus. If Brutus had been forced

to linger in Normandy, or Poiteran as it had been then, for over thirty years he would have

marched on London the instant he‘d landed. William was far more circumspect. He knew the

English would be hostile. He was not sure where Harold and his army were…and he knew

Asterion was here somewhere, waiting for William to make that one, grossly stupid move which

would see him fail.

So William proceeded with care, determined not to move so precipitously it left no

escape route. Just outside Hastings William set his men to work, constructing earthen defences

and a bailey castle. Neither defences nor castle would withstand a siege, or even a sustained

bombardment, but it would buy William the time he would need during a forced retreat.

Now William was standing atop the bailey castle, one booted foot tapping impatiently on

the floorboards, gazing north-west over the countryside. There were a few pillars of smoke in the

distance: his men had been out pillaging. William had not wanted them to do it, but they had to

be fed somehow, and he also did not want to deplete what few stores he‘d brought with him. A

few paces away stood two or three of his commanders, watching William more than the

landscape.

William had called his commanders for a war council, but that could wait for a few

minutes.

A few moments more of quiet, where he could think on the underlying reason for his

invasion. The real reason, the true reason why so many men were about to die.

To retrieve the bands, and to then complete the Game with Swanne by dancing that final,

concluding dance, the Dance of the Flowers.

Ah, stated in so few and such bald words it sounded all so easy, didn”t it? Just retrieve the

bands, grab Swanne by the hand, and execute the Dance of the Flowers. No need even for the

accompanying dancers, as they‘d had two thousand years ago. All that was really needed was the

Mistress and the Kingman. Two people, six golden bands, a relatively uncomplicated dance, a

dab of magic, and all was done.

All so simple, so easy, all so terrifyingly unachievable should only one or two things go

awry.

Like…Swanne. William drew in a deep breath. Where was she? He could feel her,

somewhere close (and yet somehow closed to him; she was near, but he could not read her), but

he knew there was no way she could approach him openly at this stage.

Yet that did not explain why he had not heard from her in months. Oh, Aldred wrote

occasionally, or sent word via trusted messengers, but Swanne had not contacted William since that moment she had appeared before him on the cliffs of Normandy, and that was before last

Christmastide. Ten months! What was she doing? Why this silence? Was Asterion too close for

her to risk contact?

It was the only reason William could think of for her silence, and it concerned him that

Swanne might be so close to danger.

It terrified him to consider that there might be an even more terrible reason for Swanne‘s

lack of communication.

He tore his thoughts away from Swanne. Yes, she was close, but he could feel others, too.

Somehow, the mere fact of setting foot on this land once more connected him to others. Loth was

here, much the same as he had been; William knew he would never like Loth as he had learned

to like and respect Harold. Erith was here, too, as was another Mother—he could not remember

her name, but she was the one who had been intimately connected with Mag‘s Dance.

And Caela. He could feel her, far stronger than he would have thought possible. William

closed his eyes, scrying out the sense of her: contentment, peace, even a little happiness, and

something else that he could not identify…a depth that he could not understand. He suddenly

realised that he could well meet her soon; odd, that he‘d never thought of that until now. If

matters went as planned then he would soon meet Caela face to face.

His heart began to race, and William opened his eyes, apparently staring ahead although

he saw nothing. Caela, lovelier now than she had been as Cornelia. What was she doing? Did she

still yearn for him?

What would he do if she came to him, and offered herself to him?

What would he do if she did not? William found the idea that she might not yearn for him

any more as unsettling as the thought that Swanne might somehow be in danger. No, more

unsettling. What if Caela no longer yearned for him?

He recalled the vision in which he‘d seen her lie beneath his father, and he recalled also

his vision of two thousand years earlier when he‘d seen Caela lie down beneath another man,

offering him her body.

Asterion, who had then slaughtered her.

What did those two visions mean? Were they truth? Or delusion?

Was Silvius the reason for Caela‘s contentment now? William tried to scry out his

father…and found nothing. He frowned. Strange, for if Silvius was flesh enough to seduce Caela

as well as shift the Trojan kingship bands then he would be flesh enough for William to feel. But

there was nothing, almost as if his father did not exist, or was a phantom of delusion only.

William realised that his commanders were watching him impatiently, but he allowed his

thoughts to roam just a little further.

Harold. There had been a great battle at Stamford Bridge, and it was long enough ago that

details of it had reached William. Hardrada and Tostig had both been killed in the struggle.

Harold had come back to London, rested there some few days, and was now…close. William

could sense him. Very close indeed—and was as strangely at peace with himself, as content, as

Caela seemed.

Was Harold at peace because he had come to terms with his own imminent death? At that

thought William felt a gut-wrenching sense of loss, the strongest emotion he‘d felt since coming

to stand here in the open air staring out into nothingness. He didn‘t want to kill Harold. He didn‘t

want to be a party to his death.

Not again.

Why hadn‘t he taken the trouble to know Coel better?

Or Cornelia, as Caela had once been? Why hadn‘t he taken the trouble to treat her better?

To understand her?

William gave an almost indiscernible shake of his head. He might as well wish the sun to

rise in the west. Brutus had not taken the trouble to know anyone well, not even himself.

―I have a command,‖ William said suddenly, making his commanders jump. ―I would

that in the coming battle, if we prove victorious, Harold be taken alive. I do not want him killed.‖

―My lord duke,‖ said Hugh of Montfot-sur-Risle, one of William‘s most trusted men, ―is

that wise? If we prove successful, then to have Harold still alive would be to invite—‖

William had not looked at Montfot-sur-Risle as the man spoke, keeping his eyes on the

landscape. ―I do not want him killed. Not by my hand, nor by any of my men.‖ William finally

turned to looked at his commanders. ―Is that understood?‖

As one they bowed their heads.

NINE

Harold sat upon his horse on a long ridge some nine miles from Hastings. Behind him

came his army; weary, footsore, straggling in disjointed groups rather than in the units into

which they‘d originally been organised. Harold turned so he could see over his shoulder. He

knew the true depth of his command‘s exhaustion, and he wished he had the ability to bring the

full complement of men he‘d commanded at Stamford Bridge against William.

But that could not be. Many men were wounded, many more scattered along the long

road between here and the north. William had both fate and luck on his side.

Harold looked back to Hastings. He could feel William. Somehow, in the few days since

he‘d been with Caela, Harold had grown far more attuned to the land, to its spaces and

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