Maybe I had better hire a Pinkerton in Sydney. What did they charge? Could I afford it?
It took less than thirty-six hours from Boss’s death for me to bump my nose into the fact that I had never learned the true value of a gram.
Consider this: Up to then my life had had just three modes of economy:
b) At Christchurch I spent some but not muchÄmainly presents for the family.
c) At the farm, at the next HQ, then still later at Pajaro Sands, I didn’t spend any money, hardly. Room and board were in my contract. I did not drink or gamble. If Anita had not been bleeding me, I would have accumulated a tidy sum.
I had led a sheltered life and had never really learned about money.
But I can do simple arithmetic without using a terminal. I had paid in cash my share at Cabana Hyatt. I used my credit card for my fare to the Free State but jotted down the cost. I noted the daily rate at the Dunes and kept track of other costs, whether card or cash or on the hotel bill.
I could see at once that room and board in first-class hotels would very shortly use up every gram I owned even if I spent zero, nit, swabo, nothing, on travel, clothes, luxuries, friends, emergencies. Q.E.D. I must either get a job or ship out on a one-way colonizing trip.
I acquired a horrid suspicion that Boss had been paying me a lot more than I was worth. Oh, I’m a good courier, none betterÄbut what’s the going rate on couriers?
I could sign up as a private, then (I was fairly sure) make sergeant
in a hurry. That did not really appeal to me but it might be where I
would wind up. Vanity isn’t one of my faults; for most civilian jobs I
am unskilled laborÄI know it.
Something else was pulling me, something else was pushing me. I didn’t want to go alone to a strange planet. It scared me. I had lost my Ennzedd family (if indeed I ever had them), Boss had died, and I felt like Chicken Little when the sky was falling, my true friends among my colleagues had gone to the four windsÄexcept these three and they were leaving quicklyÄand I had managed to lose Georges and Janet and Ian.
Even with Las Vegas giddy around me I felt as alone as Robinson Crusoe.
I wanted Janet and Ian and Georges to out-migrate with me. Then I would not be afraid. Then I could smile all the way.
BesidesÄ The Black Death. Plague was coming.
Yes, yes, I had told Boss that my midnight prediction was nonsense. But he had told me that his analytical section had predicted the same thing, in four years instead of three. (Small comfort!)
I was forced to take my own prediction seriously. I must warn Ian and Janet and Georges.
I did not expect to frighten them with itÄI don’t think you can scare those three. But I did want to say, “If you won’t migrate, at least take my warning seriously to the extent of staying out of big cities. If inoculation becomes available, get it. But heed this warning.”
The Industrial Park is on the road to Hoover Dam; the Labor Mart is there. Vegas does not permit APVs inside the city but there are slidewalks everywhere and one runs out to Industrial Park. To go beyond there, to the dam or to Boulder City, there is an APV commuter line. I planned to use it as Shipstone Death Valley leases a stretch of desert between East Las Vegas and Boulder City for a charging station and I wanted to see it to supplement my study.
Could the Shipstone complex be the corporation state behind Red Thursday? I could see no reason for it. But it had to be a power rich enough to blanket the globe and reach all the way out to Ceres in a single night. There were not many such. Could it be a superrich man or group of men? Again, not many possibilities. With Boss dead I probably never would know. I used to slang himÄbut he was the one I turned to when I didn’t understand something. I had not known how much I leaned on him until his support was taken away.