The beautiful globe hanging in the black sky above the shining grey hills was Earth, the ape-man had told her. He talked by sign, using his arms and fingers. She found that she could understand him but not reply, though just by nodding, frowning or raising her eyebrows it was possible to express herself well enough, it seemed.
Eyebrows? she signalled.
And yet, the ape-man sighed, expression still downcast. Ages are in conflict, he told her. Each move, own pace, not often come together, fight. But now: happens. Age of air/fluids and age of life fight. Two ages of life, too. For all who feel sadness sometimes, there comes sadness now. For all those who die sometimes, there comes death now, perhaps.
She frowned. She was standing, still dressed in her night-blue gown, in front of the wide window. Every now and again, during pauses in the ape-man’s signing, she glanced at the Earth and the steady stars hanging visible beyond its brightness. Her gown was the colour of the barren, ghostly landscape outside.
She shrugged.
People/humans made much; big things on Earth. Biggest thing, smallest thing too. Everywhere. Then inside this thing, fight. Then peace but not peace; peace for a while, short now. Now the age of air/fluids comes, threat to all. All must act. Most danger if biggest/smallest thing not act. Biggest/smallest thing fight with self, cannot talk to all of self; bad. Other ways of talking; good. Most special good if self talk to self.
The ape-man looked almost happy for a moment, and she smiled to show she understood.
You.
She pointed at herself. Me?
You.
She shook her head, then shrugged, spreading her arms.
Yes, you. I tell you now. You forget in future, but you also know still, too. Is good. Perhaps all safe.
She smiled uncertainly.
‘Ah, there you are,’ Pieter Velteseri said, appearing from the steps leading to the gondola’s lower decks. He parted the tails of his coat and sat beside Asura, planting his silver-topped cane between his feet. He looked at her.
She blinked rapidly for a few seconds and then shook her head, as though just waking up.
Pieter glanced at the woman standing speaking in the middle of the gondola’s floor. He smiled. ‘Ah; our Resiler has found her voice, has she? I didn’t think she would stay silent for long.’ He placed his hands on top of the cane and rested his chin on top of his hands…
‘She is… Resisla?’ Asura said, glancing at Pieter and frowning as she tried to pick up the thread of the woman’s speech again.
‘She is a Resiler; one who resiles, or recoils,’ he said in a low voice. ‘In a sense we all are, or our ancestors were, I suppose, but she is of a sect who believes we need to resile further.’
‘No one else listens,’ Asura whispered. She looked around the others on the gondola’s open deck. They were all talking among themselves, or watching the view, or sitting or lying with their eyes closed, either snoozing or experientially elsewhere.
‘They will have heard all this before,’ Pieter said quietly. ‘Not word for word, but…’
‘We are guilty,’ said the Resiler. ‘We have treasured our comfort and our vanity by giving shelter to the beasts of chaos which infest the crypt so that humanity’s part of it now is barely one part in a hundredth, and that wasted, that turned over to the worship of self and vanity and dreams of sovereignty over what we claim to have renounced…’
‘Is all she says true?’ Asura whispered.
‘Ah,’ Pieter said, smiling. ‘Now, that is a question. Let’s say it is all based on truth, but the facts are open to different interpretations from the one she supplies.’
‘… The King is no King and all know this; well and good, but neither is what appears to be our good work good, but only a disguise for the face of our foolish ignorance and ill-fitness.’
‘The King?’ Asura said, looking puzzled.
‘Our ruler,’ Pieter supplied. ‘I’ve always thought Dalai Llama would have been a better description, though the King has more power and less… holiness. In any event, the royal term is preferred. It’s complicated.’
‘Why is she in irons?’ Asura asked.
‘It’s a symbol,’ Pieter said, a teasing, mischievous look on his face. Asura nodded, her expression serious, and Pieter smiled again.
‘She seems very sincere,’ Asura told Pieter.
‘A word with oddly positive connotations,’ Pieter said, nodding. ‘In my experience those who are most sincere are also the most morally suspect, as well as being incapable of producing or appreciating wit.’
‘What happens happens,’ continued the Resiler, ‘and cannot be made to unhappen. We are the equation; we cannot deny the algebra of the universe or the result it brings us. Die peacefully or in hysterics, with grace or with despair; it matters not. Prepare or ignore; it matters not. Very little matters very much and almost nothing matters greatly. Shanti.’
‘I find myself half drawn to that last statement,’ Pieter told Asura as the Resiler sat down. Nearby there was a group of people who had been laughing and joking among themselves during the course of her speech; a highly dressed woman rose from among them and went over and placed some sweetmeats in the plain wooden bowl at the Resiler’s side. The Resiler thanked her and ate with awkward grace. She smiled thinly at Asura as the other woman sashayed back to her friends, laughing.
‘Come, my dear,’ Pieter said pleasantly, rising and taking the girl’s elbow. ‘We’ll take the air on the lower viewing deck, shall we?’ They rose. ‘Ma’am,’ he said, nodding to the Resiler as they passed.
‘Don’t worry,’ Asura said to the Resiler as Pieter led her to the stairs. ‘It’s going to be all right.’ She winked at her.
The woman looked briefly baffled, then shook her head and continued to eat, her movements made strange by the iron rod linking her wrists.
Asura’s smooth brow furrowed into a frown as she and Pieter descended to the main lounge. ‘She eats,’ she said, glancing back up. ‘How does she clean herself after toilet?’
Pieter laughed lightly. ‘You know, I never thought of that. The alternatives are all unpleasant, aren’t they?’
Below, from the promenade deck, they saw the forested hills stretching out around them and, from the tiers of seats facing the lower section of the round transparent nose, the first hazy hints of the towers and battlements of Serehfa.
Asura clapped her hands.
That morning, over breakfast, she had told them something of her dreams and Pieter had looked at first alarmed and then resigned. She had not told them all the details; just that she had seen the tunnel of light and been in an enchanted carriage journeying across the dusty plain towards the great castle beyond the hills.
‘Lucky you,’ Lucia Chimbers had told her. ‘Most of us have to concentrate quite hard to have dreams that interesting.’
‘Sounds like she might have implants after all,’ Gil said, helping himself to more ortanique juice.
Pieter shook his head. ‘I think not.’ He frowned. ‘And I do wish people would stop calling them implants; they’re not, if you’re born with them and they’re part of your genetic inheritance, reversible or not.’
Gil and Lucia smiled at him with practised indulgence.
Pieter dabbed a napkin at his lips and sat back, surveying their young guest, who sat very upright with her hands in her lap and her eyes sparkling.
‘Do I take it then that you wish to leave, young lady?’
‘Please call me Asura,’ she said. She nodded vigorously. ‘I think I go to castle.’
‘Bit touristy, going so soon,’ Lucia said. Pieter glanced wearily at her.
‘Everyone should see Serehfa,’ Gil said, drinking noisily.
‘Do you wish to go today?’ Pieter asked.
‘As soon as possible, please,’ the girl said.
‘Well,’ Pieter said, ‘I suppose one of us ought to go with you, really.’
‘Don’t look at me -‘ Lucia began.
‘I merely wondered if we might prevail upon you to lend the young lady -‘
‘Asura!’ she said, happily.
‘- to lend Asura,’ Pieter said with a sigh, ‘your clothes on a rather longer term -‘
‘Take them.’ Lucia waved one hand, then took Gil’s in hers.
‘I shall want to be back in time for the others returning,’ Pieter told Asura. ‘I may have to dump you at the gates, even assuming we can find a flight in time.’
‘As soon as possible, please,’ Asura repeated.
‘Book her into a sisters’ hostel in the place or something,’ Gil said. ‘Or get a clan member to look after her.’
‘I may do both,’ Pieter said, then sat back and closed his eyes. ‘Excuse me,’ he murmured.
Lucia Chimbers and Gil poured each other coffee. Asura looked intently at the older man, who presently opened his eyes again and said, ‘Yes, we’re booked on a flight from SF del Apure, leaving at noon. I can be back on the return service a little after midnight. The jalop claims to be charged up, so I’ll drive us to the rail station. I’ve left a message for Cousin Ucubulaire in Serehfa. I dare say you two will manage to keep yourselves occupied without me?’ he said to Gil and Lucia, who both smiled.