Grimacing, she lifted her hand, with effort, and let it drop upon mine.
Her palm was soft and cold. Her eyes aimed at the fish tank and stayed there.
“Is there anything else you can tell me?” I said. “Anything at all?”
She thought for a long time. “No. .. I’m sorry, I wish there was.”
“Thanks for seeing me,” I said. Her hand weighed a ton.
“Please let me know,” she said, keeping it there. “Whatever you find.”
“I will.”
“How long will you be in New York?”
“I think I’ll try to head back this evening.”
“If you need a place to stay, you’re welcome here. .. if you don’t mind a pull-out couch.”
“That’s very kind,” I said, “but I need to be getting back.”
“Your nice woman?”
“And my home.” Whatever that meant.
Grimacing, she exerted barely tangible pressure upon my hand. Giving me comfort.
We heard the door close, then footsteps. Josh came in, holding Leo, the cat.
He looked at our hands and his eyebrows dipped.
“You okay?” he said to his mother.
“Yes, honey. Dr. Delaware’s been helpful. It’s good you brought him.”
“Helpful how?”
“He validated us. .. about Dad.”
“Great,” said Josh, putting the cat down. “Meanwhile, you’re not getting enough rest.”
Her lower lip dropped.
“Enough exertion, Mom,” he said. “Please. You have to rest.”
“I’m okay, honey. Really.”
I felt a small tug atop my hand, not much more than a muscle twitch.
Lifting her hand and placing it on the bedcovers, I stood.
Josh walked around the other side of the bed and began straightening the covers. “You really need to rest, Mom. The doctor said rest is the most important thing.”
“I know. .. I’m sorry. .. I will, Josh.”
“Good.”
She made a gulping sound. Tears clouded the gentle blue eyes.
“Oh, Mom,” he cried out, sounding ten years old.
“It’s okay, honey.”
“No, no, I’m being an asshole, I’m sorry, it’s been a really tough day.”
“Tell me about it, baby.”
“Believe me, you don’t want to hear it.”
“Yes, I do. Tell me.”
He sat down next to her. I slipped out the door and saw myself out of the apartment.
I reserved a seat on the next flight back to L.A threw clothes in my bag, and told Milo and Rick’s message machine my arrival time.
Checking out of the Middleton, I flagged a taxi to Kennedy.
A fire on Queens Boulevard slowed things down and it took an hour and three quarters to reach the airport. When I got to the check-in counter, I learned my flight had been delayed for thirty-five minutes.
Pay TVs were attached to some of the seats, and travelers stared at their screens as if some kind of truth was being broadcast.
I found a terminal lounge that looked half decent and downed a leathery corned beef sandwich and a club soda while eavesdropping on a group of salesmen.
Their truths were simple: the economy sucked and women didn’t know what the hell they wanted.
I returned to the departure area, found a free TV, and fed it quarters.
A local station was broadcasting the news and that seemed about as good as it was going to get.
Potholes in the Bronx. Condom handouts in the public schools. The mayor fighting with the city council as the city accrued crushing debt.
That made me feel right at home.
A few more local stories, and then the anchorwoman said, “Nationally, government statistics show a decline in consumer spending, and a Senate subcommittee is investigating charges of influence peddling by another of the President’s sons. And in California, officials at Folsom Prison report that a lockdown has apparently been successful in averting riots in the wake of what is believed to have been a racially motivated double murder at that maximum-security facility. Early this morning, two inmates, both believed to have been associates of a white supremacist gang, were stabbed to death by unknown inmates suspected of belonging to the Nuestra Rara, a Mexican gang.
The dead men, identified as Rennard Russell Haupt and Donald Dell Wallace, were both serving sentences for murder. A prison investigation into the killings continues. ..”