Jonathan Kellerman – Monster

Rob Ray said, “Excuse me.” Lifting himself laboriously, he began the trudge to the bathroom. The three of us waited until the door closed. Running water sounded through the wood.

Ernestine began speaking softly, frantically: “This is so hard on him. When Claire was growing up, children made fun of him. Cruel children. It’s glandular; sometimes he eats less than I do.”

She stopped, as if daring us to debate. “He’s a wonderful man. Claire was never ashamed, never treated him any way but respectful. Claire was always proud of her family, no matter what-”

The last word ended too abruptly. I waited for more. Her lips folded inward. As she bit down on them, her chin shuddered. “He’s all I’ve got now. I’m worried about what this will do to him-”

Another toilet flush. Several moments later, the door opened and Rob Ray’s big head appeared. Repeat of the laborious exit, the huffing trek to the bed. When he finally settled, he said, “I don’t want you to think Claire was some strange kid, all locked up in her room. She was a tough kid, took care of herself, wouldn’t fall in with anything bad for her. So this had to be an abduction, some kind of maniac.”

Talking louder, more forcefully, as if he’d refueled.

“Claire was no fool,” he went on. “Claire knew how to take care of herself-had to know.”

“Because she lived alone?” I said.

“Because-Yes, exactly. My little girl was independent.”

Later, sitting in a coffee shop on La Tijera with Milo, I said, “So much pain.”

“Oh, man,” he said. “They seem like good people, but talk about delusions. Making like it’s one happy family, yet Claire never bothers to bring the husband around, never calls. She cut them off, Alex. Why?”

“Something the mother said made me wonder about family chaos. She used the phrase

‘no matter what was happening all around her’ three times. Emphasizing that Claire coped well. Maybe there was turmoil. But they’re sure not going to tell you now.

Pretty memories are all they’ve got. And why would it matter?”

He smiled. “All of a sudden the past isn’t relevant?”

“It’s always relevant to someone’s life,” I said. “But it may not have had a thing to do with Claire’s death. At least, I don’t see it.”

“A maniac, like the old man said.”

“He and his wife might be holding back family secrets, but I don’t think they’d obstruct you,” I said. “Claire’s been out here for years. I think L.A.’s more relevant than Pittsburgh or Cleveland.”

He gazed past me, toward the cash register, waved for service. Other than two red-eyed truckers at separate booths, we were the only customers.

A waitress came over, young, nasal, eager to please. When she left with our sandwich order, I said, “If she grew up with disruption, wanted her adult life quiet, that empty living room makes a bit more sense. But how it helped make her a victim, I don’t know.”

Milo tapped a front incisor. “Dad’s size alone would’ve been disruptive. Kids making fun of him, Claire having to deal with it.” He drank coffee, peered through the coffee shop’s front window. An unseen jetliner’s overhead pass shook the building.

“Maybe that’s it,” I said. “Growing up with him could also’ve made her comfortable with folks who were different. But when it came to her personal life, she drew a clear line: no fuss, no mess. Escaping to solitude, just as she had as a child.”

The waitress brought the sandwiches. She looked disappointed when Milo said there’d be nothing else. He took a bite of soggy ham as I assessed my burger. Thin, shiny, the color of dry mud. I put it aside. One of the truckers tossed cash on the table and hobbled out the front door.

Milo took two more gulps of his sandwich. “Nice how you worked the arts-and-crafts question in. Hoping for some wood-shop memories?”

“Wouldn’t that have been nice.”

He bit down on something disagreeable and held the bread at arm’s length before returning it to the plate. “Some scene at the morgue. The coroner did his best to put her back together, but it was far from pretty. I tried to discourage them again from viewing. They insisted. Mom actually handled it okay; it was Dad who started breathing real hard, turned beet red, braced himself against the wall. I thought we’d end up with another corpse. The morgue attendant’s been staring at the poor guy like he’s some freak-of-the-week, now he’s really gawking. I got them out of there.

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