She stared at me.
“You really do suspect Mike, don’t you?”
“No,” I said. “But anyone with a relationship to Hope is being checked out.”
“Checked out. Sounds like CIA stuff.”
“Basic police stuff. I understand about Cruvic’s value to the center, but if there’s something I should know . . .”
She shook her head. “Their relationship . . . I feel like such a traitor . . . but what happened to her . . .” She closed her eyes, took several shallow breaths, as if practicing yoga. Opened them and let her fingers graze the muffin, then picked up her hat and traced the edge of the brim.
“I’m telling you this because it feels like the right thing to do. But it also feels wrong.”
I nodded.
She breathed a few more times. “One time, after the board meeting, I saw them. It was late at night, I was measuring rooms for furniture, thought everyone else had gone home. But when I walked out to the parking lot, Mike’s car was still there, way at the far end. It’s easy to spot—he drives a Bentley. He and Hope were standing next to it, talking. Her car was next to his—a little red thing. They weren’t doing anything physical but they were standing close to each other. Very close. Facing each other. As if ready to kiss or they’d already kissed. They heard me and they both turned very quickly. Then she hurried to her car and drove away. Mike stayed there for a second, one leg bent. Almost as if he wanted me to see he was relaxed. Then he waved and got into the Bentley.”
She winced. “Not worth much, is it? And please, if you question Mike, or anyone else, don’t mention my name. Okay?”
“Okay,” I said. “After Hope stopped coming round, was there resentment of Mike because he sponsored her?”
“If there was I didn’t hear it. As I said, Mike’s our most reliable volunteer M.D.”
“How often does he see patients there?”
“I don’t get involved in scheduling but I do know he’s been coming for years.”
“Doing obstetrics-gynecology?”
She tensed. “I assume.”
“Abortions?”
“I said I don’t know.” Her voice had risen. “And if he does them, so what?”
“Because abortion sometimes inspires violence.”
“But Mike wasn’t murdered, Hope was. I really don’t want to get into any more of this.” She stood. “I really don’t.”
“Fair enough. Sorry to upset you.”
“It’s all right,” she said. “But please. I beg you. Don’t draw us into the abortion thing. We’ve avoided problems, so far, but all we need is for this to hit the press.”
“Promise,” I said.
She laughed. “Boy, you really got me into a fix. When you called I thought you wanted to volunteer so I spoke to the director on your behalf, set up an appointment for you in a half hour. Now I’ve got to call and tell her.”
“I’d still like to talk to her.”
“And I can’t stop you, can I?”
“I’m not the enemy, Holly.”
She looked down on me. “Hold on.”
She walked to the back of the restaurant, veered right, and disappeared. Jake finished with the beans and concentrated on glaring at me, til Holly came back.
“She’s not happy, but she’ll see you very briefly. Marge Showalsky. But don’t expect to learn much about Hope.”
“Thanks,” I said. “And sorry.”
“Forget it,” she said. “I’m sure you’re not the enemy. Robin’s too smart for that.”
CHAPTER
14
The stretch of Olympic that housed the Women’s Health Center was one of those clumsy L.A. mixes: factories, junkyards, storage barns, a trendy prep school pretending it was somewhere else by erecting a border of potted ficus.
The clinic was a single story of charmless brown brick next to a parking lot rimmed with iron posts and heavy chains. The front door was locked. I rang the bell and gave my name. A moment later I was clicked in.
Three women sat in the waiting room and none of them looked up. At the rear were swinging wooden doors with small windows. The walls were covered with posters on AIDS awareness, breast examination, nutrition, support groups for trauma. A TV in the corner was tuned to the Discovery Channel. Animals chasing each other.