JONATHAN KELLERMAN. THE CLINIC

He pressed his solar plexus. “Later I found out I was never obligated to show up. But the letter sure made it sound that way.”

“How’d you feel about getting tested for HIV?”

“You know about that, too?”

“There are transcripts of the committee sessions.”

“Transcripts? Oh, shit. Are they going to be made public?”

“Not unless they turn out to be relevant to the murder.”

He rubbed his forehead. “Jesus . . . there’s a school of thought in the industry says there’s no such thing as bad publicity, just get your name out there. But that only applies to people who’ve already made it. I’m a peasant. The last thing I need is for people to think I’m a rapist or infected.”

“So you’re HIV-negative.”

“Of course I am! Do I look sick?”

“How’s your back?”

“My back?”

“Mrs. Green said you’d been laid up.”

“Oh, that. Ruptured disc. My own fault. Felt feisty one morning and decided to go for three-twenty on the bench press. Spasmed, like a knife going right through me. Couldn’t get up off the floor for an hour. The pain laid me up for a month, Mrs. G. brought me groceries. That’s why I buy her stuff when I can. Even now I still get a twinge, but other than that I feel great. And I’m totally, one hundred percent negative.”

I repeated the question about being tested.

“How did I feel? Intruded upon. Wouldn’t you? It was outrageous. I think I said something at the hearing about it being Kafkaesque. Did they make everyone at the hearings go through it?”

“I’m not at liberty to say.”

He stared. “Fair enough—anyway, that’s my sum total contact with Professor Devane. Do you think any of this is going to hit the papers?”

“I guess that depends on who the killer turns out to be.”

He turned contemplative. “You really think there’s a chance the committee had something to do with her death?”

“Would that surprise you?”

“Absolutely. The process was nasty but in the end it didn’t amount to much. I can’t see murdering anyone over that. Then again, I can’t see murdering anyone over anything.” He grinned. “Except maybe a juicy part. Just kidding.”

He yawned. “ ’Scuse me. If there’s nothing else, I’d like to catch a nap, have to be at work by six.”

“Where’s work?”

“Delvecchio’s in Tarzana.” He bowed and flourished. “ “And how would you like your steak done, sir? Rare? But what’s my motivation?’ ”

“Professor Dirkhoff said you’d gotten an acting job.”

The handsome face darkened. “Ouch.”

“What hurts?”

“Failure. Yes, that was true—Hollywood-true—when I told him I was dropping out. But I would have left, anyway. The classes were too theoretical. Waste of tuition.”

“What’s Hollywood-true?”

“An air sandwich on imaginary bread.”

“The job fell through?”

“It never got far enough to fall through. I allowed myself to be naively optimistic because my audition went great and my agent told me I was a shoo-in.”

“What happened?”

“Someone else got the job and I didn’t.”

“Why?”

“Hell if I know. They never tell you.”

“What show was it?”

“Some soap opera, independent deal for cable.”

“Did it go into production?”

“Everything was really preliminary. They didn’t even have a name for it, something about spies and diplomats, foreign embassies. The casting director told me I was up for the James Bond part. Wear a patch on one eye and sweep ladies off their feet. Then she pinched my ass and said, “Yum, grade-A, prime.’ Where are those conduct committees when you need them?”

CHAPTER

16

Milo came to the house from the airport, arriving at seven and looking disheveled.

“Where are the white shoes?” I said.

He flexed a scuffed desert boot. “Decided to go formal.” He sat down at the kitchen table and took an eight- by twelve-inch photo out of his briefcase.

Torso-length color promo shot of a stunning young woman with long, silky, dark hair, feather-blushed cheekbones, bite-me lips slightly parted, amazed oblong eyes the color of espresso.

She wore a white-sequined, strapless dress and leaned forward, offering full, surging breasts split by deep cleavage. A wide diamond choker circled her neck. Diamond clips on each ear. Too many carats to be real. Some sort of wind machine had been used to gently blow the hair back from her face. Her smile was inviting yet mocking.

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