`Didn’t make me feel like anything,’ I said. `Made me feel like I was in the army, and now I’m not in the army.’
`Do you feel bitter?’ he said. `Let down?’ `No,’ I said. `Should I?
‘No problems at all?’ he asked. Like there had to be something.
I felt like I had to give him some kind of an answer. But I couldn’t think of anything. I had been in the service since the day I was born. Now I was out. Being out felt great. Felt like freedom. Like all my life I’d had a slight headache. Not noticing until it was gone. My only problem was
making a living. How to make a living without giving up the freedom was not an easy trick. I hadn’t earned a cent in six months. That was my only problem. But I wasn’t about to tell Finlay that. He’d see it as a motive. He’d think I had decided to bankroll my vagrant lifestyle by robbing people. At warehouses. And then killing them.
`I guess the transition is hard to manage,’ I said. `Especially since I had the life as a kid, too.’
Finlay nodded. Considered my answer.
`Why you in particular?’ he said. `Did you volunteer to muster out?’
`I never volunteer for anything,’ I said. `Soldier’s basic rule.’
Another silence.
`Did you specialize?’ he asked. `In the service?’
`General duties, initially,’ I said. `That’s the system. Then I handled secrets security for five years. Then the last six years, I handled something
else.’
Let him ask.
`What was that?’ he asked.
`Homicide investigation,’ I said.
Finlay leaned right back. Grunted. Did the steepled fingers thing again. He gazed at me and exhaled. Sat forward. Pointed a finger at me.
`Right,’ he said. `I’m going to check you out. We’ve got your prints. Those should be on file with the army. We’ll get your service record. All of it. All
the details. We’ll check with the bus company.
Check your ticket. Find the driver, find the passen
gers. If what you say is right, we’ll know soon
enough. And if it’s true, it may let you off the hook.
Obviously, certain details of timing and method
ology will determine the matter. Those details are
as yet unclear.’
He paused and exhaled again. Looked right at me.
`In the meantime, I’m a cautious man,’ he said. `On the face of it, you look bad. A drifter. A vagrant. No address, no history. Your story may be bullshit. You may be a fugitive. You may have been murdering people left and right in a dozen states. I just don’t know. I can’t be expected to give you the benefit of the doubt. Right now, why should I even have any doubt? You stay locked up until we know for sure, OK?’
It was what I had expected. It was exactly what I would have said. But I just looked at him and shook my head.
`You’re a cautious guy?’ I said. `That’s for damn sure.’
He looked back at me.
`If I’m wrong, I’ll buy you lunch on Monday,’ he said. `At Eno’s place, to make up for today.’ I shook my head again.
`I’m not looking for a buddy down here,’ I said.
Finlay just shrugged. Clicked off the tape recorder. Rewound. Took out the tape. Wrote on it. He buzzed the intercom on the big rosewood desk. Asked Baker to come back in. I waited. It was still cold. But I had finally dried out. The rain had fallen out of the Georgia sky and had soaked into me. Now it had been sucked out again by the dried office air. A dehumidifier had sucked it out and piped it away.
Baker knocked and entered. Finlay told him to escort me to the cells. Then he nodded to me. It was a nod which said: if you turn out not to be the guy, remember I was just doing my job. I nodded back. Mine was a nod which said: while you’re covering your ass, there’s a killer running about outside.
The cell block was really just a wide alcove off the main open-plan squad room. It was divided into three separate cells with vertical bars. The front wall was all bars. A gate section hinged into each cell. The metalwork had a fabulous dull glitter. Looked like titanium. Each cell was carpeted. But totally empty. No furniture or bed ledge. Just a high-budget version of the old-fashioned holding pens you used to see.