Lightning

Stefan took off his boots, peacoat, and shoulder holster, and tucked them out of sight in a corner behind some equipment. He had left his white lab coat in the same place when he had departed on the jaunt, and now he slipped into it again. Baffled, still worried in spite of the lack of a hostile greeting committee, he stepped out of the lab into the ground-floor corridor and went looking for trouble.

At two-thirty Sunday morning Laura was at her word processor in the office adjacent to the master bedroom, dressed in pajamas and a robe, sipping apple juice, and working on a new book. The only light in the room came from the electronic-green letters on the computer screen and from a small desk lamp tightly focused on a printout of yesterday’s pages. A revolver lay on the desk beside the script.

The door to the dark hallway was open. She never closed any but the bathroom door these days because sooner or later a closed door might prevent her from hearing the stealthy progress of an intruder in another part of the house. The house had a sophisticated alarm system, but she kept interior doors open just in case.

She heard Thelma coming down the hallway, and she turned just as her friend looked through the door. “Sorry if I’ve made any noise that’s kept you awake.”

“Nah. We nightclub types work late. But I sleep till noon. What about you? You usually up at this hour?”

“I don’t sleep well any more. Four or five hours a night is good for me. Instead of lying in bed, fidgeting, I get up and write.”

Thelma pulled up a chair, sat, and propped her feet on Laura’s desk. Her taste in sleepwear was even more flamboyant than it had been in her youth: baggy silk pajamas in a red, green, blue, and yellow abstract pattern of squares and circles.

“I’m glad to see you’re still wearing bunny slippers,” Laura said. “It shows a certain constancy of personality.”

“That’s me. Rock-solid. Can’t buy bunny slippers in my size any more, so I have to buy a pair of furry adult slippers and a pair of kids’ slippers, snip the eyes and ears off the little ones and sew them on the big ones. What’re you writing?”

“A bile-black book.”

“Sounds like just the thing for a fun weekend at the beach.”

Laura sighed and relaxed in her spring-backed armchair. “It’s a novel about death, about the injustice of death. It’s a fool’s project because I’m trying to explain the unexplainable. I’m trying to explain death to my ideal reader because then maybe I can finally understand it myself. It’s a book about why we have to struggle and go on in spite of that knowledge of our mortality, why we have to fight and endure. It’s a black, bleak, grim, moody, depressing, bitter, deeply disturbing book.”

“Is there a big market for that?”

Laura laughed. “Probably no market at all. But once an idea for a novel seizes a writer . . . well, it’s like an inner fire that at first warms you and makes you feel good but then begins to eat you alive, burn you up from within. You can’t just walk away from the fire; it keeps burning. The only way to put it out is to write the damned book. Anyway, when I get stuck on this one, I turn to a nice little children’s book I’m writing all about Sir Tommy Toad.”

“You’re nuts, Shane.”

“Who’s wearing the bunny slippers?”

They talked about this and that, with the easy camaraderie they had shared for twenty years. Perhaps it was Laura’s loneliness, more acute than in the days immediately following Danny’s murder, or maybe it was fear of the unknown, but for whatever reason she began to speak of her special guardian. In all the world only Thelma might believe the tale. In fact Thelma was spellbound, soon lowering her feet from the desk and sitting forward on her chair, never expressing disbelief, as the story unrolled from the day the junkie was shot until the guardian vanished on the mountain highway.

When Laura had quenched that inner fire, Thelma said, “Why didn’t you tell me about this . . . this guardian years ago? Back in McIlroy?”

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