Bobby smiled. ‘It’s okay, Mom.’
She smiled back and then nodded to the jar marked Bike Fund. ‘Borrow a little from there, why don’t you? Treat yourself. I’ll never tell, and you can always put it back later.’
He held onto his smile, but only with an effort. How easily she said that, never thinking of how furious she’d be if Bobby suggested she borrow a little from the electric money, or the phone money, or what she set aside to buy her ‘business clothes,’ just so he could get a couple of hotdogs and maybe a pie a la mode at the Colony. If he told her breezily that he’d never tell and she could always put it back later. Yeah, sure, and get his face smacked.
By the time he got to Commonwealth Park, Bobby’s resentment had faded and the word cheapskate had left his brain. It was a beautiful day and he had a terrific book to finish; how could you be resentful and pissed off with stuff like that going for you? He found a secluded bench and reopened Lord of the Flies. He had to finish it today, had to find out what happened.
The last forty pages took him an hour, and during that time he was oblivious to everything around him. When he finally closed the book, he saw he had a lapful of little white flowers.
His hair was full of them, too — he’d been sitting unaware in a storm of apple-blossoms.
He brushed them away, looking toward the playground as he did. Kids were teetertottering and swinging and batting the tetherball around its pole. Laughing, chasing each other, rolling in the grass. Could kids like that ever wind up going naked and worshipping a rotting pig’s head? It was tempting to dismiss such ideas as the imaginings of a gr ownup who didn’t like kids (there were lots who didn’t, Bobby knew), but then Bobby glanced into the sandbox and saw a little boy sitting there and wailing as if his heart would break while another, bigger kid sat beside him, unconcernedly playing with the Tonka truck he had yanked out of his friend’s hands.
And the book’s ending — happy or not? Crazy as such a thing would have seemed a month ago, Bobby couldn’t really tell. Never in his life had he read a book where he didn’t know if the ending was good or bad, happy or sad. Ted would know, though. He would ask Ted.
Bobby was still on the bench fifteen minutes later when Sully came bopping into the park and saw him. ‘Say there, you old bastard!’ Sully exclaimed. ‘I went by your house and your mom said you were down here, or maybe at Sterling House. Finally finish that book?’
‘Yeah.’
‘Was it good?’
‘Yeah.’
S-J shook his head. ‘I never met a book I really liked, but I’ll take your word for it.’
‘How was the concert?’
Sully shrugged. ‘We blew til everyone went away, so I guess it was good for us, anyway.
And guess who won the week at Camp Winiwinaia?’ Camp Winnie was the YMCA’s co-ed camp on Lake George, up in the woods north of Storrs. Each year HAC — the Harwich Activities Committee — had a drawing and gave away a week there.
Bobby felt a stab of jealousy. ‘Don’t tell me.’
Sully-John grinned. ‘Yeah, man! Seventy names in the hat, seventy at least, and the one that bald old bastard Mr Coughlin pulled out was John L. Sullivan, Junior, 93 Broad Street.
My mother just about weewee’d her pants.’
‘When do you go?’
‘Two weeks after school lets out. Mom’s gonna try and get her week off from the bakery at the same time, so she can go see Gramma and Grampy in Wisconsin. She’s gonna take the Big Gray Dog.’ The Big Vac was summer vacation; the Big Shew was Ed Sullivan on Sunday night; the Big Gray Dog was, of course, a Greyhound bus. The local depot was just up the street from the Asher Empire and the Colony Diner.
‘Don’t you wish you could go to Wisconsin with her?’ Bobby asked, feeling a perverse desire to spoil his friend’s happiness at his good fortune just a little.