At the Cultural Center we sat and listened to Karl Schapiro as he read from his uncompleted autobiography. It was the same story: the young poet, working in a department store all day, reading and dreaming all night. When he grew up, he edited Poetry Chicago. Later there was a reception, with wine (‘compliments of Nit & Wit magazine’) and snacks (‘supplied by Orange Products’). In his rusty checked suit Bellow resembled an appropriate cross between a distinguished man of letters and a retired gangster. I hung back as he greeted Schapiro, an old friend.
‘Saul Bellow’s here,’ said a lady behind me. ‘Where?’ asked her companion. ‘You’re looking right at him … Mm, give me a Sidney Sheldon or a Harold Robbins. I don’t want to be taxed too much.’ ‘Me neither. Give me a Ken Follett.’ ‘Give me a Herman Wouk.’
Bellow came over. He talked about the library, how its stack had been relocated, how the Byzantine splendours of its staircase and dome were now no more than a sentimental husk. He used to come here daily as a boy, for his Aristotle, Shakespeare, Spinoza, Tolstoy. Then I said, ‘I think I know how I want to end my piece — with the question, “What then must you do?” But there’s no real answer, is there?’
The previous day Bellow had filled me in on what he called ‘the American search for personal form’. Whitman said that poets would one day tell Americans how to be adults. ‘But this is not an art society. It is a money society, a pleasure society.’ Most Americans — ‘in an amorphous state, demanding forms for themselves’ — now regard novels as how-to books about life, or about life-style. The writer is no curer of souls; he is on the level of the etiquette page and advice to the lovelorn. The busiest sections of the Chicago bookstores, I noticed, were those marked ‘Personal Growth’.
‘One must go on. No. One must go further.’ Aware of all the prescriptive dangers, Bellow’nonetheless believes that the time has come for serious (i.e. talented) writers to be serious, without losing lyricism or laughter. ‘No more novels about adolescence, career problems, sexual adventure, wounded ethnicity.’ Why not address ‘the mysterious circumstance of being’, and say what it’s like to be alive at this time, on this planet? Then you depend on a process of seepage. That is all you can really hope for.
‘We are usually waiting’, writes Bellow, ‘for somebody to clear out and let us go on with the business of life (to cultivate the little obsessional garden).’
And I was relieved, in a way, to be off his case. I survived a vast and inedible fish platter and a near-mugging under the El as I walked back to the Quality Inn. Actually it was more like an aggressive demand for charity, only slightly sharper than its London equivalent. The black youth waved a train timetable in front of me and did a spiel about missing his stop. ‘So are you gonna help me out? Have you got a dollar?’ ‘That depends,’ I wanted to say. ‘Have you got a gun?’ But I walked past his tough stare, without paying my dues.
In the hotel lobby a small black boy sat waiting for his mother to come off shift. He read out loud from his book: ‘Help. Help. I axed — I axed the man to help me out. I’m stuck in the mud. Help me out. I’d help you.” Some days your life feels like a short story — or is it just the travel, and the preoccupation? This morning, even the black, bent, bald shoeshiner who slicked my boots with his fingers (he had his name on his breast, in capitals) was called art.
In my room I looked out The Dean’s December and re-read the passage about Toby Winthrop. Based on a real Chicagoan, Win-throp is a black ex-junkie and reformed Mob murderer who now runs a detoxification centre on the South Side. The Dean goes to see him:
A dirty snow brocade over the empty lots, and black men keeping warm at oil-drum bonfires. He parked and got out of the car feeling the lack of almost everything you needed, humanly. Christ, the human curve had sunk down to base level, had gone beneath it …Winthrop’s office window was heavily covered in flowered drapes of pink and green. The body of this powerful man was significantly composed in the executive leather chair. If you had met him in the days when he was a paid executioner, if he had been waiting for you on a staircase, in an alley, you would never have escaped him. He would have killed you, easy … Until now Winthrop had sat immobile, but now he turned and began to lower himself towards the floor. What was he doing? He was on his knees, his big arm stretched toward the floor, his fingers hooked upwards. You see what we have to do? Those people are down in the cesspool. We reach for them and try to get a hold. Hang on — hang on! They’ll drown in the shit if we can’t pull ’em out … they’re marked out to be destroyed. Those are people meant to die, sir. That’s what we are looking at.’