Even with his mother Bane hid his feelings. She had anguish enough, he had thought, and so he joked and laughed with her. No-one else could bring a smile to her face. No-one else really tried.
Now she was gone. Even Vorna’s skills had not been enough to save her. This had confused Bane, for Vorna had taken the cancer from the blind badger and restored its sight, and Bane had railed at her.
‘Magic alone was not enough,’ Vorna had said. ‘Arian no longer had the will to go on.’
Bane understood it now. He had felt it for himself, up in the hills as the hunters searched.
He felt it now in this cold cave.
Thoughts of Arian filled his mind. When, he wondered, had she finally lost the will to live? Often she would walk the high hills, staring towards the north. Bane always believed she was waiting for Connavar, hoping he would one day ride by, and that he would stop and talk to her. He never did.
Two years ago, at fifteen, Bane had decided to meet with the king – meet with him in a way that would force Connavar to speak with him. And when they spoke Bane would ask him why he shunned them. The plan was simple enough. All Bane had to do was win the Beltine Race, five miles over rough country. The problem was that there were at least seven other youngsters faster than he among the Rigante of Three Streams alone.
So Bane trained every day for months, building his stamina, pounding along mud-covered trails, running up high hills, pushing himself to the point of collapse. In the early weeks he would sometimes stagger to a halt and vomit beside the trail. Then he would run on, lungs afire, muscles burning. Gradually he became stronger, driven on always by the thought of meeting his father, seeing at last pride in his eyes.
The race had been hard fought. One boy from the Northern Pannone had stayed with him for four of the five miles, but Bane had powered away from him in the last mile, finishing fast and sprinting towards the feast fires at the foot of Old Oaks. The last two hundred paces had been run between lines of cheering tribesmen, and at the finish he saw the king, standing alongside his brothers Braefar and Bendegit Bran.
Connavar was a big man, wide in the shoulder. He was wearing his famous patchwork cloak, bearing the colours of the five tribes, and at his side was the legendary Seidh sword that men said could cut through stone and iron.
Heart pounding, lungs close to bursting, Bane had slowed at the finish, then stood, hands on hips, staring into the eyes of the king. It was like looking into his own eyes, and their gaze met and locked. There was no expression on Connavar’s scarred features, and he did not smile. He stepped forward and said: ‘Well done.’ Then he turned away before the breathless Bane could answer, and strode back through the crowd.
For a moment there was silence in the crowd, then Bendegit Bran stepped forward, and put his arm round Bane’s shoulder. ‘The champion is from Three Streams,’ he shouted. He patted Bane on the shoulder. ‘That was a fine run.’ The crowd cheered again and Bran led Bane away as the other runners started to pound down towards the line.
‘Are you all right?’ asked Bran.
Bane had looked into his uncle’s handsome face and nodded. ‘Just tired,’ he said, looking beyond him at the distant figure of Connavar, walking up the hill path towards Old Oaks. ‘Is the king not staying for the feast?’
Bran looked embarrassed. ‘He is a solitary man. He rarely stays among crowds for long.’
‘Last year I heard he sat the winner of the race beside him at table,’ said Bane.
‘Then you shall sit beside me this year,’ said Bran.
‘I think I’ll go home,’ Bane had replied.
‘That’s a two-day ride, Bane. Stay. Enjoy the feast.’
Bane had walked away, saddled the borrowed pony, and set off into the darkness.
Eighteen months later, when he fought his first skirmish against the Sea Raiders, killing two and wounding a third, he had been awarded the gold clasp he still wore on his wrist. It was a tradition that these were given out by the king. Bane had received his from Braefar. It was no surprise by then.