‘A new day,’ he said aloud, and, even as he said it, felt the awesome fears of the past lose their power and drift away like woodsmoke in a breeze. He felt free, and alive, and the future that had yesterday seemed bleak and shadow-haunted now shone brightly in this new sunlight. How could this be? he wondered. Then he remembered the old woman, and the words she had spoken to him. ‘Perhaps it will bring you peace now.’ Amid the drama and horror of the events in the house of Appius he had not fully registered what she had said. How did she know of his fears and his endless torment?
Perhaps she is a seer, he thought.
Banouin waited until the death wagons had been drawn away, then walked slowly into the house. He avoided looking at the bloodstained rugs, and climbed the stairs to the upper bedroom. As he opened the door he heard the voice of the Morrigu. ‘You were not worthy of your Talent,’ she said.
Banouin did not reply, but gazed down on the deathly pale face of his friend. ‘He is dead, isn’t he?’
‘No, he is not dead,’ said the Morrigu, ‘though his soul has fled this damaged shell. He should be dead, however. His lung was pierced through, and his liver.’
Banouin moved to the bedside. Bane was lying naked on the bed. There were stitches to the wounds in his chest and hip, and a little blood was seeping through them.
‘Why did you save him?’
‘A soldier of Stone wished it, and it is my destiny to grant wishes. I might ask you a similar question: why did you not save him? He is your friend.’
‘What could I do? I am no fighter.’
‘No,’ said the Morrigu. ‘You are not – not in any sense of the word. Why did you come back? Now you have missed your ship, and your journey to the towering greatness of Stone.’
Banouin felt the contempt in the words. ‘I don’t know why I came back.’ He sat down by the bedside and took hold of Bane’s hand. ‘Why do you say I could have saved him?’
‘Why did you not warn Appius of the impending attack? He could have fled the house with his daughter. They would still have been alive. Then Bane would not have attempted his valiant rescue.’
‘It was a vision. It was the truth. I could not have changed it.’
‘The words of a man with the heart of a weasel,’ she hissed. ‘Best you go from here, Banouin. Run away to Stone. Hide yourself from all confrontation and danger. Live out your miserable life lost in the words and the works of better men.’
Banouin backed away towards the door. ‘You are just like all the rest,’ he said, tears in his eyes. ‘You value the killers like Bane, the bringers of death. You cannot tolerate those who find violence appalling and seek a better way.’
The Morrigu turned towards him. Banouin tried to run, but found himself frozen in place. ‘It is the nature of weak men’, she said softly, ‘to see their weaknesses as strengths, and other men’s strengths as weaknesses or stupidities. Bane risked his life a few days ago to save a horse trapped in a swollen river. A horse, Banouin! And why? Because he has a heart. He has feelings for others. He does not live his life whining about unfairness. He lives his life. On your travels you envied his popularity, the way men and women warmed to him in a way they could never warm to you. You felt they were somehow foolish and were taken in by his easy smile. Not so. They sensed that Bane was a man who cared, a man to be relied on. You, they knew, cared only for yourself, and could not be relied upon.
‘I am a spirit, born of spirit and fed by spirit. This land is also fed by spirit. No tree can grow, no flower bloom without it. And where does it come from, this life-giving energy? It comes from men like Connavar and Ruathain, from women like Vorna and Eriatha and Meria. People who know love and warmth, people who will risk their lives for all they believe in.’ The Morrigu stepped in close to the terrified Banouin and lifted her dark veil. Her face was dead, the skin grey and peeling back from white bone. ‘Look upon the Morrigu, child. Gaze upon her beauty. You feel sick, do you not? Can you smell the corruption? Aye, I guess that you can.