were on the street every day, in the thick of it, and they knew what the
world was really like. The grand poobahs in Washington and smug
eminences in courtrooms had isolated themselves from reality with high
salaries, endless perks, and lush pensions, they lived in gate-guarded
neighborhoods with private security, sent their kids to private
schools–and lost touch with the damage they perpetrated.
But not cops. Cops were blue-collar. Working men and women. In their
work they saw evil every day, they knew it was as widespread among the
privileged as among the middle-class and the poor, that society was less
at fault than the flawed nature of the human species.
The police were supposed to be the last line of defense against
barbarity. But if they became cynical about the system they were asked
to uphold, if they believed they were the only ones who cared about
justice any more, they would cease caring. When you needed them, they
would conduct their forensic tests, fill out thick files of paperwork to
please the bureaucracy, track dirt across your once clean floors, and
leave you without even sympathy.
Standing in his kitchen, holding the loaded Beretta, Marty knew that he
and Paige now constituted their own last line of defense.
No one else. No greater authority. No guardian of the public welfare.
He needed courage but also the free-wheeling imagination that he brought
to the writing of his books. Suddenly he seemed to be living in another
novel, in that amoral realm where stories by James M.
Cain or Elmore Leonard took place. Survival in such a dark world
depended upon quick thinking, fast action, utter ruthlessness. Most of
all it hinged on the ability to imagine the worst that life could come
up with next and, by imagining, be ready for it rather than surprised.
His mind was blank.
He had no idea where to go, what to do. Pack up and get out of the
house, yes. But then what?
He just stared at the gun in his hand.
Although he loved the works of Cain and Leonard, his own books were not
that dark. They celebrated reason, logic, virtue, and the triumph of
social order. His imagination did not lead him toward vigilante
solutions, situational ethics, or anarchism.
Blank.
Worried about his ability to cope when so much was riding on him, Marty
picked up the kitchen phone and called the Delorios.
When Kathy answered on the first ring, he said, “It’s Marty.”
“Marty, are you okay? We saw all the police leaving, and then the
officer over here left, too, but nobody’s made the situation clear to
us.
I mean, is everything all right? What in the world is going on?”
Kathy was a good neighbor and genuinely concerned, but Marty had no
intention of wasting time in a full recounting of what he’d been through
with either the would-be killer or the police. “Where are Charlotte and
Emily?”
“Watching TV.”
“Where?”
“Well, in the family room.”
“Are your doors locked?”
“Yes, of course, I think so.”
“Be sure. Check them. Do you have a gun?”
“A gun? Marty, what is this?”
“Do you have a gun?” he insisted.
“I don’t believe in guns. But Vic has one.”
“Is he carrying it now?”
“No. He’s–”
“Tell him to load it and carry it until Paige and I can get there to pick
up the girls.”
“Marty, I don’t like this. I don’t–”
“Ten minutes, Kathy. I’ll pick up the girls in ten minutes or less fast
as I can.”
He hung up before she was able to respond.
He hurried upstairs to the guest room that doubled as Paige’s home
office. She did the family bookkeeping, balanced the check book, and
looked after the rest of their financial affairs.
In the right-hand bottom drawer of the pine desk were files o receipts,
invoices, and canceled checks. The drawer also contained their
checkbook and savings-account passbook, which Marty retrieved fixed
together with a rubberband. He stuffed them into the pocket of his
chinos.
His mind wasn’t blank any more. He’d thought of some precautions he
ought to take, though they were too feeble to be considered a plan of
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