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Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass, an American Slave

were now prepared for any thing. We were to be

dragged that morning fifteen miles behind horses,

and then to be placed in the Easton jail. When we

reached St. Michael’s, we underwent a sort of exami-

nation. We all denied that we ever intended to run

away. We did this more to bring out the evidence

against us, than from any hope of getting clear of

being sold; for, as I have said, we were ready for

that. The fact was, we cared but little where we

went, so we went together. Our greatest concern was

about separation. We dreaded that more than any

thing this side of death. We found the evidence

against us to be the testimony of one person; our

master would not tell who it was; but we came to

a unanimous decision among ourselves as to who

their informant was. We were sent off to the jail at

Easton. When we got there, we were delivered up

to the sheriff, Mr. Joseph Graham, and by him

placed in jail. Henry, John, and myself, were placed

in one room together — Charles, and Henry Bailey,

in another. Their object in separating us was to

hinder concert.

We had been in jail scarcely twenty minutes,

when a swarm of slave traders, and agents for slave

traders, flocked into jail to look at us, and to as-

certain if we were for sale. Such a set of beings I

never saw before! I felt myself surrounded by so

many fiends from perdition. A band of pirates never

looked more like their father, the devil. They

laughed and grinned over us, saying, “Ah, my boys!

we have got you, haven’t we?” And after taunting

us in various ways, they one by one went into an

examination of us, with intent to ascertain our value.

They would impudently ask us if we would not like

to have them for our masters. We would make them

no answer, and leave them to find out as best they

could. Then they would curse and swear at us, telling

us that they could take the devil out of us in a very

little while, if we were only in their hands.

While in jail, we found ourselves in much more

comfortable quarters than we expected when we

went there. We did not get much to eat, nor that

which was very good; but we had a good clean room,

from the windows of which we could see what was go-

ing on in the street, which was very much better

than though we had been placed in one of the dark,

damp cells. Upon the whole, we got along very well,

so far as the jail and its keeper were concerned.

Immediately after the holidays were over, contrary

to all our expectations, Mr. Hamilton and Mr. Free-

land came up to Easton, and took Charles, the two

Henrys, and John, out of jail, and carried them

home, leaving me alone. I regarded this separation

as a final one. It caused me more pain than any

thing else in the whole transaction. I was ready for

any thing rather than separation. I supposed that

they had consulted together, and had decided that,

as I was the whole cause of the intention of the

others to run away, it was hard to make the innocent

suffer with the guilty; and that they had, therefore,

concluded to take the others home, and sell me, as

a warning to the others that remained. It is due

to the noble Henry to say, he seemed almost as

reluctant at leaving the prison as at leaving home

to come to the prison. But we knew we should, in

all probability, be separated, if we were sold; and

since he was in their hands, he concluded to go

peaceably home.

I was now left to my fate. I was all alone, and

within the walls of a stone prison. But a few days

before, and I was full of hope. I expected to have

been safe in a land of freedom; but now I was cov-

ered with gloom, sunk down to the utmost despair.

I thought the possibility of freedom was gone. I

was kept in this way about one week, at the end

of which, Captain Auld, my master, to my surprise

and utter astonishment, came up, and took me out,

with the intention of sending me, with a gentleman

of his acquaintance, into Alabama. But, from some

cause or other, he did not send me to Alabama,

but concluded to send me back to Baltimore, to

live again with his brother Hugh, and to learn a

trade.

Thus, after an absence of three years and one

month, I was once more permitted to return to my

old home at Baltimore. My master sent me away,

because there existed against me a very great preju-

dice in the community, and he feared I might be

killed.

In a few weeks after I went to Baltimore, Master

Hugh hired me to Mr. William Gardner, an ex-

tensive ship-builder, on Fell’s Point. I was put there

to learn how to calk. It, however, proved a very

unfavorable place for the accomplishment of this

object. Mr. Gardner was engaged that spring in

building two large man-of-war brigs, professedly for

the Mexican government. The vessels were to be

launched in the July of that year, and in failure

thereof, Mr. Gardner was to lose a considerable sum;

so that when I entered, all was hurry. There was

no time to learn any thing. Every man had to do

that which he knew how to do. In entering the ship-

yard, my orders from Mr. Gardner were, to do what-

ever the carpenters commanded me to do. This was

placing me at the beck and call of about seventy-five

men. I was to regard all these as masters. Their

word was to be my law. My situation was a most

trying one. At times I needed a dozen pair of hands.

I was called a dozen ways in the space of a single

minute. Three or four voices would strike my ear

at the same moment. It was — “Fred., come help me

to cant this timber here.” — “Fred., come carry this

timber yonder.” — “Fred., bring that roller here.” —

“Fred., go get a fresh can of water.” — “Fred., come

help saw off the end of this timber.” — “Fred., go

quick, and get the crowbar.” — “Fred., hold on the

end of this fall.” — “Fred., go to the blacksmith’s

shop, and get a new punch.” — “Hurra, Fred.! run

and bring me a cold chisel.” — “I say, Fred., bear a

hand, and get up a fire as quick as lightning under

that steam-box.” — “Halloo, nigger! come, turn this

grindstone.” — “Come, come! move, move! and BOWSE

this timber forward.” — “I say, darky, blast your eyes,

why don’t you heat up some pitch?” — “Halloo!

halloo! halloo!” (Three voices at the same time.)

“Come here! — Go there! — Hold on where you are!

Damn you, if you move, I’ll knock your brains out!”

This was my school for eight months; and I might

have remained there longer, but for a most horrid

fight I had with four of the white apprentices, in

which my left eye was nearly knocked out, and I

was horribly mangled in other respects. The facts

in the case were these: Until a very little while

after I went there, white and black ship-carpenters

worked side by side, and no one seemed to see any

impropriety in it. All hands seemed to be very well

satisfied. Many of the black carpenters were freemen.

Things seemed to be going on very well. All at once,

the white carpenters knocked off, and said they

would not work with free colored workmen. Their

reason for this, as alleged, was, that if free colored

carpenters were encouraged, they would soon take

the trade into their own hands, and poor white men

would be thrown out of employment. They therefore

felt called upon at once to put a stop to it. And,

taking advantage of Mr. Gardner’s necessities, they

broke off, swearing they would work no longer, unless

he would discharge his black carpenters. Now,

though this did not extend to me in form, it did

reach me in fact. My fellow-apprentices very soon

began to feel it degrading to them to work with

me. They began to put on airs, and talk about the

“niggers” taking the country, saying we all ought to

be killed; and, being encouraged by the journey-

men, they commenced making my condition as

hard as they could, by hectoring me around, and

sometimes striking me. I, of course, kept the vow

I made after the fight with Mr. Covey, and struck

back again, regardless of consequences; and while

I kept them from combining, I succeeded very well;

for I could whip the whole of them, taking them

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