Pilgrim by Sara Douglas

regain a part of the Star—‖

―The Star Gate has been destroyed,‖ Zenith said, wishing she did not have to say it. ―We

will never hear the Star Dance again.‖

To one side StarDrifter groaned and sank to one knee, head in hand.

Axis‘ face worked, and he shot Drago a look of such utter malevolence that his son had to

turn his face aside, but Axis finally managed to speak relatively calmly.

―Then there is no point in lingering here. StarDrifter, I say to you, and to you, DareWing,

and to you, Zared, that if you want to believe Faraday‘s assurances then I cannot stop you—but

don‘t try to stop my efforts to help this land! Azhure and I will take Caelum back to Star Finger.

Already, Adamon and the others who were once gods gather there.

―Zared, in Caelum‘s absence I need you to take command of the army. DareWing,

through you Zared will command the Strike Force as well—support him.‖

DareWing nodded.

―And my task while you and Caelum are in Star Finger?‖ Zared said.

―Perhaps the worst task of all,‖ Axis responded. ―Deal with the devastation as best you

can. Save as much and as many as best you can. Save a Tencendor for my son…for us all.‖

―I will do my best, StarMan.‖

―Do not call me that,‖ Axis said dryly. ―Now I am no more the StarMan than you.‖

He turned about, meaning to talk to Azhure, but his eye was caught once more by Drago,

and his face darkened.

―Drago,‖ Axis thrust a finger at him, ―come within shouting distance of Star Finger and

no-one will be able to stop me killing you. Do you understand? ‖

Drago was standing still, patiently enduring Zenith‘s bandaging of his throat. ―I, like

you,‖ he said, ―will do whatever I have to in order to right the wrongs done to this land, father. I

wish you would believe me. I will do anything I can. ‖

―Neither I nor this land nor Caelum needs your aid,‖ Axis said. ―You are filth! I

disowned you as a child, Drago, and there is nothing in this life that will ever make me accept

you now. I do not love you, and I never will, and I swear before every Star that can still hear me

that I wish you the death you deserve for your misdeeds. Damn you! You are nothing but

worm-filled shit in my eyes!‖

Drago flinched and his already white face went whiter.

Axis spun about on his heel. ―Zared, may Azhure and I requisition a horse apiece? We

must ride our way north as Spiredore is undoubtedly useless now the Star Dance is dead.‖

Zared nodded. ―I will also send a unit of men with you. You will surely need some

protection wandering north—gods know where the TimeKeepers are now.‖

―Good. Azhure, my love,‖ Axis held out his hand to her. ―Say your goodbyes…to

whoever deserves it. Caelum, fetch whatever you need to bring with you.‖

―Axis?‖

Axis turned to look at Faraday.

―Axis, keep to shelter—whether beneath trees or inside houses—during the Demonic

Hours. You will remain safe that way.‖

Axis continued to stare at her, then he spun about and walked away. Faraday turned her

attention back to Drago‘s wound.

The gathering slowly dissipated as people drifted off, to prepare for departure or to sink

back before fires and mull over the scene they‘d just witnessed.

Sicarius melted back into the shadows, rejoining the pack of Alaunt.

Faraday pushed Drago back to the ground and helped Zenith more securely bind his neck.

―The staff!‖ Drago said. ―It was here! I know it! Where—‖

―Hush,‖ Faraday said, and laid gentle fingers on his lips. ―Hush now, please.‖

―I have to help,‖ Drago said. ―I must!‖

―I know,‖ Faraday whispered. ―I know.‖

She and Zenith tucked the loose end of the bandage in, then Zenith smiled, patted Drago

on the shoulder, and rose and walked off to talk with StarDrifter.

Faraday waited until she had gone, then laid an apologetic hand on one of Drago‘s.

―StarDrifter was right,‖ she said softly. ―I should have thought before walking you so

blatantly forth into this glade.‖

―I deserved much of that, Faraday,‖ he said, and sighed. ―No-one knows better than me

that I deserve both Caelum‘s and my parents‘ distrust.‖

―Don‘t ever say—‖ Faraday began fiercely, when Azhure‘s voice behind her stopped her.

―Zenith?‖ she said.

Azhure very pointedly did not look at Drago.

Faraday felt for her. Torn between son and husband, watching the world that she‘d fought

for so hard die about her. Losing immortality. Losing enchantment.

Wondering why Sicarius had attacked her husband, rather than Drago.

―She went that way,‖ Faraday inclined her head, ―with StarDrifter.‖

Azhure nodded, risked one glance at Drago, then walked off.

Azhure found Zenith standing close with StarDrifter by a group of tethered horses. They

were talking quietly, sharing information about their movements since they had parted on the

Island of Mist and Memory.

As Zenith looked up at her approach, Azhure asked bluntly, ―Zenith—or Niah?‖

―Zenith,‖ her daughter replied softly. ― Zenith reborn, not Niah.‖

Azhure hesitated, then nodded. She stood indecisively, as if wondering whether to touch

Zenith or not. ―Will you tell me what happened?‖

―I know what your mother meant to you,‖ Zenith said, ―and I know what sacrifice she

made for you. We have all treasured and revered her memory. But…but the soul that tried to

seize mine had changed. She was warped by her dreadful death. All pity had been seared from

her. Mother, I was never Niah, and I could not agree to let her kill me so she could live again.‖

Azhure‘s eyes were bright with tears, and she put a trembling hand to her mouth. ―How?‖

Zenith glanced at StarDrifter, both of them remembering that dreadful night that Zenith

had forced the Niah-soul into the girl-child she carried, and had expelled the child from her body,

killing her.

But how could Zenith tell Azhure that? Her mother loved Niah deeply, and treasured her

memory, and it would only wound Azhure to be told the manner of Niah‘s second death.

―Something of the Niah who had so sacrificed herself for you remained, mother. When

she realised the extent of my distress she acquiesced, and let me be. She said…she said that she

had already lived her life, and was content that I should be allowed to live mine.‖

Azhure stared at her, then burst into tears. Zenith leaned forward and gathered Azhure to

her, rocking her gently as if she were truly the mother, and not the daughter.

For his part, StarDrifter just stared at Zenith, realising for the first time how deeply he felt

for her. And how differently he felt for her.

As Caelum inspected his horse‘s gear, Askam stepped quietly up beside him.

―Yes?‖ Caelum said.

―Was it wise of Axis to leave Zared in full control of the army, StarSon?‖ Askam said,

and dropped his voice still further. ―Remember that he has crowned himself King of Achar. Do

you so agree with his actions that you watch as your father virtually presents him with the entire

territory of Tencendor? Gods, man! He‘s even got control of the Strike Force!‖

Caelum thought carefully before he answered, but when he did his voice was very firm.

―Axis made the right choice,‖ he said. ―Zared can command more loyalty than you. Do you not

remember what happened when you tried to command his army the morning after the battle?‖

Askam recoiled. ―I have lost my sister to him, now must I also lose land and troops.

Where is the justice in this, Caelum? Where? ‖

―The problems between you and Zared must wait until the TimeKeepers lie broken at our

feet, Askam.‖

―And the fact that he apparently stands with Drago against you and your father? Does

that not concern you?‖

Caelum paused, unable to answer immediately. ―Zared, like so many of us, simply does

not know what to do. And like DareWing, perhaps, he wants as many choices as possible left

open to him.‖

He sighed. ―My friend, giving Zared control of the army is no reflection on you. He is

simply the best man to do it.‖

No, Askam thought, no reflection at all. I am simply ―not best‖. I understand, Caelum

StarSon. I understand very, very well.

―I understand, StarSon,‖ he said, and then he drifted away into the gathering darkness.

Zared organised the unit of men, then went to check that Axis had suitable horses for

Azhure and himself.

―Is there such need to rush off so soon?‖ Zared said quietly to his brother.

Axis looked at him. ―I cannot stay, Zared. Not with Drago here. You must surely

understand that.‖ He paused.

―Zared, I cannot explain this, but somehow I know the answer to those Demons lies in

Star Finger. I cannot wait to get there. And to get Caelum there.‖

Axis stopped and glanced to where Faraday and Drago sat, then moved a step closer to

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