Crawling over the brush in the mouth of the canyon I found myself with a meadow stretching away before me, but I had to wade through marsh to get to dry land. Ahead of me were a bunch of grass-grown hummocks that were old beaver ponds, and higher I could see the still water of beaver ponds that likely had beavers in them yet.
Off to one side there was a grove of aspen, for the beaver never live very far from them. I sat down on a log just inside that aspen grove.
I was beat. My side ached and there was a weakness on me like I’d never felt before. I needed a camp and place where I could lie down and be safe, but the shape I was in I wasn’t up to looking around. So I just sat there watching the light change. Huge billows of cloud lifted high above the mountains catching the last light Slowly I began to peel flakes of thin, very dry bark from a long dead aspen; then I moved off the log with an effort and I began putting a little fire together.
Leaning my rifle against a tree I started cutting evergreen boughs for a bed. The heavy six-shooter on my leg weighted me down, and after a bit I taken it off and hung it on a low branch. Then I went on cutting boughs, rigging me a halfway shelter there in the aspens. Limping back, and nearly played out, I bent over to replenish the fire. I added a few sticks, dropping to one knee to do it. My breath ,was coming short and my head was dull and heavy. I had started to rise when I heard the footfall on the moss. Just as I started to turn something hit me.
I started to fall, grabbing for my six-shooter, but it was gone. Through a haze of pain I could see the legs of several horses. I tried to get up.
“Hit him.” It was Jake Planner’s voice. “Make a job of it.”
Something did hit me again, and this time I fell flat out on the leaves and grass. And they hit me again and again, only there was no more pain, just the sodden brutality of the blows. The first blow had stunned me, leaving me only a shell.
Somebody kicked me in the side and I felt the warm flow of blood where the wound was torn open. My hand reached out but there was nothing to lay hold of, and after a time I passed out.
It was the rain brought me out of it. A drenching downpour that came down in buckets. The rain brought me to consciousness and to realization of pain, but I did not move. I simply laid there, unable to move, while the rain poured down, soaking me through and through. After a while I passed out again.
They believed they’d killed me for sure this time. That was my first thought, and it stayed with me. Maybe they were right. Maybe I was already dead. Maybe I was dead and this was hell.
I was wet, soaked through, but it was no longer night. It was coming up to morning although there was no sun as yet. As I lay there I began to remember other things. They had shot into me as I lay on the ground. I recalled the roar of the guns and remembered a burning stab of pain. There had been at least three shots … funny, how I remembered that.
If they had done that, how was I even alive? How could I realize anything at all? How could I feel? And I did feel. I felt pain, I felt weariness, I felt like just lying there to be finished with my dying. Trouble was, I was mean. Too many folks wanted me dead for me to go out of my way to please them. I opened my eyes and lay there looking at some sodden green-brown leaves and the wet trunk of a tree.
No matter what they’d done or tried to do I was still alive. I knew what was happening to me and a man who can feel is a man who can fight. It just wasn’t in me to die there like a dog in the brush without getting some of my own back. Jake Planner had come after me himself. He’d brought help, but he’d come. And now I was going after him. I’d no idea what happened down there in the valley at the Empty. Nor right at this moment did I care much. I was an animal fighting for life and I tried to roll over to get my hands under me.
I done it. It wasn’t easy. I couldn’t move at all on one side so I turned over, mighty careful, the other way. I got one hand under me and I pushed up until I could drag a knee up.
As I got to one knee I realized my shirt was stuck to my side where I’d been shot before. I’d been kicked there, right where my wound was, and it had bled some. All right, so I’d lost blood. I’d lost it before this, and a-plenty. They wasn’t gettin’ no maiden when they tried to bleed me.
I caught hold of an aspen and pulled myself up. By that time there was light enough for me to see what they’d done to me, and it was a-plenty. My shirt front was stiff with dried blood, and so was the side of it. On my left side I found a fresh bullet hole from front to back. The bullet had gone through a place where my shirt bagged out to one side, going clean through without so much as scratching me. I had a fresh scratch atop my shoulder, and I had bruises all over from the blows and kicks. On my skull I had a fresh cut and a couple of lumps.
Oh, they’d laid it to me proper, only being down like I was, lying on soft ground and grass, some of the shock had been taken from the blows. Most of it I had taken, and so I was sore outside as well as inside.
If they’d hunted for my guns in the dark they surely hadn’t found them, for there they were—the rifle had fallen from the tree where I’d leaned it and was lying on the wet grass, but the pistol still hung from the stub of a branch where I’d hung it the night before when all weighted down.
My head was throbbing like a big drum, my stomach was hollow and I was weak, but there was a mad on me like nothing I’d ever felt before. Looking around I saw some broken branches, all seasoned and gray from exposure, and out of one of them and a crosspiece of green aspen I fashioned myself a crutch to spare my wounded leg. Then with my six-gun belted on and my Winchester in my good hand, I started off along that trail those riders had left.
It was plain to see where they were going. They were riding down on the back of the Empty, and they were going in for a kill. They had a lead on me, but it wasn’t so much. Where they went, I could follow.
My clothes was torn and I looked a sight, but nobody offered me no beauty prizes at any time, so I kept on. My jaw had a healthy growth of whiskers, caked with mud and blood. My hair likewise. Somewhere back along the way I’d lost my hat, and my bloody shirt was ripped in a couple of places, but I was mean as a cornered razor-back hog and I was hunting blood.
Here and there at a place where they had to do a switch-back descent, being a-horseback, I just sat down and slid, saving myself some time a-travelin’.
By noontime I could read their sign enough to see I was closing in. They’d stopped a while to wait for sunup, not knowing the trail or what they faced, so I’d gained a mite. As I edged up to the back meadows I expected to hear gunshots, but I heard nothing at all, and that worried me. I didn’t want them killing Em Talon, and I knowed that was what they had in mind. And if they killed her there must be no witnesses so they’d kill that girl I’d taken there for shelter. And that was my affair, all mine.
That crutch was sawing into my armpit, making it sore, but I’d no choice. When I slid and crawled down through the rocks near the ranch, I still heard no sound. I could see the horses down in the corral and mine was there. So he’d found his way home, all right. The horse Barnabas rode was there also. He’d gotten into the place alive … or at least his horse had.