“I was present when you endorsed King-in-Waiting Verity’s proposal to seek the Elderlings,” I pointed out. King Shrewd seemed to have gone off into another waking dream. He stared into the fire.
“And why that was so, I have no idea,” Regal rejoined smoothly. “As I observed, you have come to have large ideas of yourself. You eat at the high table, and are clothed by the King’s largesse, and somehow you have come to believe this gives you privileges rather than duties. Let me tell you who you really are, Fitz.” Regal paused. To me it seemed he looked at the King, as if gauging how safe it was for him to speak.
“You,” he continued in a lowered voice, tone as sweet as a minstrel’s. “You are the misbegotten bastard of a princeling who had not even the courage to continue as King-in-Waiting. You are the grandson of a dead Queen whose common breeding showed in the common woman her eldest son bedded to conceive you. You who take the name to yourself of FitzChivalry Farseer need do no more than scratch yourself to find Nameless the dog boy. Be grateful I do not send you back to the stables, but suffer to let you abide in the Keep.”
I do not know what I felt. Nighteyes was snarling to the venom in Regal’s words, while Verity was capable of fratricide at that moment. I glanced at King Shrewd. He cupped his mug of sweet tea in both hands and dreamed into the fire. From the corner of my eyes, I had a glimpse of the Fool. There was fear in his colorless eyes, fear as I had never seen there before. And he was looking, not at Regal, but at me.